It was around mid-night. Demi stood outside of the party calling her mom, her phone was pressed against her ear as it rang for what seemed like eternity. Demi tapped her high heeled foot against the cemented sidewalk. Miley leaned against the brick wall of the big fancy hotel where the party was taken place. She filed her nails finely until she felt a tap on her shoulder.
She turned around to meet the eyes of Demi," She's not answering.." Demi muttered nervously.
" Maybe she's asleep and didn't hear the phone ring." Miley shot a small smile trying her hardest to look truthful and make Demi feel calm about the situation.
"Maybe…"
"C'mon, let's go inside and say goodbye to everyone and I'll text Harry to come pick us up and then we can stop by Selena's and check on your mom and get your stuff." Miley beamed a big grin and grabbed Demi by the arm.
Okay…" Demi said still uneasily but followed anyway. They two linked around and made their way through the crowded dance floor and squeezed their way through all the dancing people. They waved to those who greeted them and shot their million dollar smiles at those worthy.
Their eyes came into contact with a drunk and wobbly Selena making their way towards them. Miley's face froze over as she made eye contact with Demi who was shaking with nerves.
"What are you d-doing with this skank Demi?"
Demi ignored her question," Are you drunk, Sel?"
"Yeah! So what, what gives?" Selena slurred and gripped a random guys arm for support. Quickly making his way toward her was Nick who was surprisingly not drunk. He shot Miley an awkward face which she returned with an icy glare. He turned away quickly and grabbed onto Selena's waist holding her up in standing position.
"Selena…"
"Your not my motherrrr! I can make my own choices! I h-hate you!" Selena spat as she grabbed Nick and led him away.
Demi's eyes watered up with fresh tears as Miley brought her in for a hug," Let's go, Dems," Miley spoke softly as Demi's tears continued to fall and made her mascara spread all over her face. The long black limo was parked outside in front of the hotel and was the only one waiting because the other party goers were partying to hard to leave just quite yet.
Demi and Miley slid in the car as Harry shut the door and made his way around to the other side and began driving away from the location.
"Anywhere special you want to go, girls?"
" I don't want to even get out of the dang car! Can you run in some where and get Ben and Jerry's, Harry?"
"Anything for these lovely girls, then we'll pick up Momma Lovato and Maddy." He smiled into the rear-view mirror before stopping at a local grocery store. The girls waited patiently and finally Harry returned.
Demi gazes at out the window and tears pool out of her big brown eyes when they stop in front of Selena's big home. Before the car even stop she opens the door and jumps out with Miley not far behind. She begins running towards the door as fast as she can and picks up the welcome mat to receive the key.
As fast as possible she unlocks the door and hurries up stairs. The house is silent. Selena's parents are on a business trip. She struggles to open the door to their seprate loft. Once it is open she runs to her mom and Madison's room. They are asleep. Demi heaves a sigh and her heart beat slows some.
Softly she makes up her mom," Dem? What's going on?"
"Mom!" She hugs her mother tightly while Miley watches with a smile. "Miley is going to let us stay at their house, we won't have to worry about Selena anymore, Mommy,"
Demi's mother gets teary eyed as she grins thankfully, Miley approaches," Thank you so much, Miley! How can I ever repay you?"
"you don't need to, Demi is like my best friend, and I'm happy to help."
Demi and her mom pack up all of their clothes, everything else is left in storage. Demi slowly picks up a sleeping Madison and carries her down stairs. Demi's mother is right behind them.
Miley's Point of view.
The car ride was silent. A lot is on my mind, but I try to push it aside and think about the good things in life. The sky is beautiful. It almost looks blue with the reflection of the stars. The sky is like my escape. It makes me feel like nothing can hurt anyone and God holds us in his arms and won't let anything happen. Sometimes I think that the sky is a whole other world because the size of it and it feels like it is closing us in and making another home for us.
My thoughts are broken when I feel the limo stop. I wish Harry a good night as we make it in to my quiet home. Mom and Dad wait to greet our new guests. I smile as they interact, I watch as Dad leads them up stairs. They stay in the two extra guest rooms. Demi will stay in my room with me; which I don't mind at all. Before I know it the house is quiet and everyone is asleep. Even sooner, I feel my body shut down and I close my eyes and for one night before I go to bed, I don't think about Nick. And that satisfies me.
I awoke to the colors that brighten my day. But before I opened my eyes I could hear the whispers that lie in my mind. I don't know what to think about him anymore. I didn't think he'd play those mind games again but we are talking about the boy who broke my heart and yet continues to do so. I don't know where I fall with him but sometimes I find myself to be still in love with him.
I don't understand love or him. Sometimes I wonder why is it so confusing? When I see myself being him sometimes I see myself falling for him. And yet in this point in my life I don't know what to think or to feel. I can't act myself around him because I'm worried I will find myself falling in love with him all over again, and yet it is my biggest fear. That fear over powers everything inside of me.
Why does he have that magic touch on me? Why is these feelings for him still incredibly there? Does he secretly know I'm still deeply, fully and continuing to feel this for him? He probably knows and enjoys to see me in pain and to fall and break…his sick mind tricks are destroying me and I don't know how to react. Is this actually love or is this my way of showing hatred? It makes me violently sick to the point I want throw up everything I ever ate in my entire life.
I can't stop this feeling because it is bigger than anything I'll ever become in life and more. It controls me every move and things to say because let me get this out, we messed up big time and I'm punishing myself by falling more in love each and every day with someone who will never love me back.
The rest of my body awakes I literally pull myself out of my bed. My feet are trembling and my vision is blurry as I make it down the hall and into the bathroom. I undress quickly, longing for a shower to wash away the feelings and stress. The cold water hits be like a bullet and I allow it to. My body is cold as I shiver, and wash my hair with my favorite fruity shampoo.
I wrap a towel around my body and walk into my now empty bedroom. From the doorway, I can smell eggs, bacon and orange juice. I hear noises coming from my room. I am not alone and I freeze right in the spot to see him playing my guitar in my room. I don't know how to react, I just stand there like a fool.
My mouth is agar, and my breath is caught in my throat as my lungs lock. I stand there like an idiot as he turns and faces me. I can already tell that our faces are in reflections. My guitar slips from his hands, as I grip my towel harder in embarrassment.
"I-I thought this was Brandi's room...uh-she said it was upstairs-"
He walks toward me and I jump. I don't know what else to do as he approaches. He stands in front of me and I don't move a muscle.
Finally I'm able to speak, "get out!" I hiss as he struggles to make it out of the room fast enough. I slam my door shut locking it before leaning against it. I sighed and got up before quickly changing before heading down stairs.
I sat down next to Demi at the breakfast booth. She was eating a nice yellow banana when I sat down,
" Hey, Dems!" I smiled and hugged her which she hugged back," Hello," She grins as I look across from me to see Nick sitting down.
"Mi? Can we talk?" Mi? Who does he think he is? Although he sounds incredibly cute calling me that. I look at Demi for support, which she just nods. Thanks Dem. I sigh,
" Fine."
I stand and make my way to the basement. Nick is behind me as I walk down the stairs. I turn on the light and sit on the couch crossing my arms.
He sits beside me and stares blankly at the floor," Well?" I ask annoyed as he just looks at me.
"Okay, I'm leaving since you brought me down here just to stare at me, we could of done that upstairs while I give you dirty looks. Yeah. I like that idea." I stand and start walking up the stairs.
"Miley! Can you just give me a moment? God damnit!"
I jump at his outburst and get back to my original seating on the couch. He buries his face in his hands," Look. I wanted to apologize for what Selena was saying, and I don't want to be your friend! I changed my mind. I won't speak to you, I don't want anything to do with you, we'll just act like neither of exists got it?" I felt my face growing hot and the tears coming on.
"Y-yeah. That's fine." The tears fell down my face."
"I'm sorry I've done this to you. Just forget about me and erase our past." I whimpered as Nick wrapped his arms around me, I punched his chest as he only held me tighter. I felt his lips press to my cheek, I gripped his sweater harder and I watched him look down at me and before I knew it, his lips roughly pressed against mine. We kissed hungrily before he whispered," I'm so sorry." and exited the room.
I fell to the floor sobbing, clutching a pillow with my nails until I felt two four arms wrap around me. Before I knew it was practically picked and brought to my room. I looked up to the two pairs of warm brown eyes and concerned faces.
That night the room was dark. Everyone was quiet. I starred blankly and traced the patterns of the ceiling with my blue eyes. I spoke in a hush tone and told Mandy and Demi what had happened. They stay quiet," And then he kissed me…" Tears rolled down my face and I allowed them to.
Oh, Mile," Demi sighs. Mandy links her arm through mine and looks me in the eyes.
"Everything will work out in the end…"
"Oh will it?" I exclaimed, "Mandy! Why do we always have to fight with each-other? Can't he see I love him?" Miley sobbed. After that I felt my heart shattering and my world crumpling. The rest of the night was silent.
An: Well…that was depressing. This story will end soon…everyone tell me what you think of the TCA'S. AND obviously, review.