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EPOV
I was still standing in the hallway holding my face where the locker girl had just hit me. I kept thinking about what just happened a moment ago and what the fuck was that anyway? Who was that person who just did that? He sure as hell wasn't me. I continued to watch her down the hall until she disappeared into the door for her next class. I just kept standing there in a daze until the sound of the bell made me move my ass to my next class.
As I was sitting in my lesson I said a silent prayer of thanks that there was no teacher here today, there was no way I would have been able to pay attention after what happen in the hall. I can't believe I did that I was so disgusted with myself I had completely lost my mind and pushed my self on a poor innocent girl. Then I started to think about why it happen she was beautiful, the most beautiful girl I had ever met. I've never been so drawn to a girl before and I felt like I just had to get closer to her, but once I did I totally lost my mind and all ability to think clearly left me in that moment. What sucks the most is she is the first girl I ever wanted to get to know in more than a friendly way and I totally blow my chances in the first ten minutes. There's no way she'd want any thing to do with me now. Why the hell was life so unfair? I mean really does fate hate me that much? Was it so bored that it had to use me for some form of entertainment?
Hearing the bell ringing I got up and headed for gym. As I was walking in the hallway I noticed students staring at me. Just great that must mean the whole school heard about what had happened. Fan-fucking-tastic. That was one of the things I hated about small towns, gossip travels faster than the speed of light. There were no secrets safe here. Well at least I won't have to explain to my friends why I'm in such a bad mood. I wasn't really in the mood for gym either after all this shit.
I was one of the first students to arrive in the gym and I took my place on the belchers since today was just an introduction day to a new game. One by one my friends started to make their way into the gym. I looked at Emmett's face first he look like he was trying to hold in laughter. Yeh, he definitely knew.
"Hey there, Eddie I hear your day has been pretty interesting so far" Emmett teased while sitting down next to me
"First off my name is, Edward, not Eddie and second interesting is not the word I would use to describe today" I was a little annoyed and I think it showed in my voice
"What would be the right word then?" I turned and stared at Emmett and started thinking about how much of an ass he could be because right now was so not the time to be messing with me.
Sighing I decided that the best way to get this over with was just to come right out and say it. "What do you want me to say Emmett? How would you feel if you totally molested a girl you never met before? I fucking grinded myself against her ass, Em. I feel like shit, this is the most fucked up day ever"
"Umm... I guess that does suck, what made you do it anyway? That is so not typical, Edward behavior?" Everyone was staring at me now waiting for me to answer the question that Jasper had just asked.
"I don't know. One minute I'm just standing there going about my business just like any other day, but then it was like the sky opened up and for the first time I really saw the sun and then I see this angel with a bad ass body and I start to feel this pull like a magnet pulling me toward her and then I saw her eyes these amazing hypnotic brown eyes and in that moment I knew I was a goner. So when I got close to her I got so overwhelmed with just her pure presence that I just lost it and it all went down hill after that" I looked at my friends and they were all staring at me with these looks of complete shock on there faces
"Oh my god" I heard Alice gasp "You just totally described love at first sight"
"What? No that is impossible there is no way, I barely even spoke to her" I managed to stutter out. It was crazy wasn't it I'd heard of love at first sight but I hardly thought that this was what that was. Lust maybe, I most definably wanted her. I kept thinking about how I felt when I first saw the locker girl how my heart skipped a beat as I watch her walking down the hall and dear lord, what if this was love at first sight? I'd already fucked this up. No. I refused to give up without a fight. I still wasn't completely sure if what I felt was in fact the phenomenon known as love at first sight but I wanted the chance to find out and when I saw her again I was going to make sure it happened. I was going to let her know how sorry I was and pray she gave me chance to show her the real me.
More students started to come in once the finally bell rung, but I wasn't paying attention to who was coming in until I heard Emmett talking. "There she is guys" I turned towards the door to see who he was talking about and there walking towards me was the locker girl. I must have had a look a fear on my face because I was scared shitless and then I saw her give me a sexy smirk that was full of cockiness dear God she was going to finish me off. By now she was almost in front of me and then when she was a couple of steps away I was just about to open my mouth to speak but she beat me to it, but I thought she was going to tell me off again about earlier, but I was never prepared for what she did say.
She looked from me too Emmett who was smiling brightly at her I felt jealous for a moment I wanted her to smile at me like that I turned and looked at her again and with a big smile on her face my angel opened up her mouth and said " Hey there, bro"
What the fuck?
