EPOV

I slammed the car door shut.

"Nice to see you too," Jasper sighed driving out onto the main drag.

I had just spent the past two hours being prepped by Agent Peter York of the FBI. With everything that hadhappened in the last three months the Feds were now involved in the Volturi case. Jasper wasn't as involved in the case as he initially was.

Audrey was one of the reasons and Bella being his sister and my girlfriend was a conflict of interest. I of course wasn't allowed to tell anyone, but Emmett and the Feds anything. I knew once this was over and I could finally tell Bella she'd be disgusted with me and never want to see me again.

"I can't do this anymore," I breathed.

"Edward from the briefs I've read this is almost over with," he urged. He knew my struggle with this because he had to keep things from Alice and Bella as well.

"Rylan's calling me Daddy now and I want Bella to move in with me, how can I have those things while I've lied to her?"

I hadn't slept with anyone, but Bella. Emmett gave me documents from a colleague he called Jenks, which I wasn't allowed to open. Aro was short with me when he read them and said he needed to change the guidelines with my clients.

Emmett told me I wouldn't want to know my condition. Fucker had a smirk. Aro didn't seem to want to discuss it any further either, for that, I was grateful because I had no clue what was wrong with me.

"As much as I don't want to hurt my sister she can't know about this, you'll only be endangering her and I can't let that happen."

"York said the investigation is coming to a close."

"That's what I understand," he nodded slowly. "Volturi's daughter is the final piece to this."

"Alice knows her."

"They were roommates I don't think she knew Jane's background. She goes by her mother's maiden name."

We sat in silence until we reached my condo. It was nearing midnight and I knew they were both sleeping.

"I know this is hard, but you cannot tell her, even after it's over you will still have to wait until after the trial," he said firmly, but in his usual Jasper demeanor.

With that, I got out of his car without another word. It was plain and simple, if I told her she got hurt and if I didn't she still would be hurt.

My angel was curled up on my couch with a book lying across her chest as she slept. I gently picked her up and carried her to our room; she woke and held onto me.

We entered our room and my arms slid over her hips, as she closed her eyes, I moved my fingers over her shirt buttons and undid the top button pausing. Bella drew in a ragged breath. Very satisfied, I continued unbuttoning her shirt slowly. I then lowered my face; my hot breath against her neck, Bella instantly moved her head up, as she felt the need to be closer to me.

Gently, I tugged at Bella's shirt until it was no longer confined. I unbuttoned the last button and let the shirt hang on her petite frame.

"Please," Bella pleaded. It was all I needed to hear as I planted my lips on her shoulder, gently sucking at her burning skin. She let her head fall against me, her hands holding onto my shirt. I moved closer towards her neck, and it was like she couldn't bare the feeling of her hungry lips not being massaged by mine.

I slowly slid the shirt over her shoulders and down her arms. When she was free of it, I tossed it aside with a casual flick of my wrist and not taking the time to watch it flutter to the floor. Feeling the blood run quicker through my veins, I felt the same need to crash my lips against hers, I moved up her neck, as she lowered her head, her own chin resting on her bare shoulder.

Bella's legs were trembling when I finally pulled her to me. As I guided her head back and brought my lips to hers she whimpered. In that first kiss nothing else in the world existed but my lips and hers, my tongue and hers, my need and hers. There was nothing else in the world. There was no air to breathe, but hers.

Bella gasped when I snaked my hands around her waist. In just a moment her back was connected with the cold wall, I could see the goose bumps crawl across the flesh on her arms.

"Edward-" she moaned slowly opening her eyes, but was interrupted by my hands, on her cheeks. I pressed my hips closer to hers, no space left between her and the wall. She raised her head up slightly gasping for air as she wrapped her fingers in my hair. When my breath caressed her neck, the desire to be naked was too real to ignore. This was happening. I undid the button on her jeans and then listened as I inched the zipper, lower and lower. When I finally reached its end, I gave it a swift tug and they dropped to the floor. I lifted her as she was still pressed against the wall.

My hands slid around her waist and down to cup the curves of her ass, pulling her body tight against mine. She purred into my mouth when I dug my fingers into her waist, wrapping her legs around my waist in response. Bella dragged her mouth away from mine and tightened her legs around my waist, leaning back to look into my eyes. She shivered and stared hungrily back at me. She grinned and my face mirrored hers.

I tangled my left hand into her hair and tilted her head back. My other hand leaned against the wall, supporting us both.

I, once again, found her brown eyes. Unshed tears glistened. I moved my hands to her cheek, my long fingers, caressing the space just beneath her eyes, taking excellent care of her face.

She clasped her hands behind my neck and dragged my mouth to hers, crushing my lips in a fierce kiss. Bella yanked my t-shirt over my head roughly as I walked us towards the bed. She grinned against my mouth.

"You okay?" I asked softly, longing and passion were evident in my tone mixed with care and love. I loved this woman more than anything.

I sat her down on the bed. Her legs caught my hips as her feet tugged on my boxers. I quickly made my way towards her bra, which hit the ground, directly followed by her black lacy panties. Bella eagerly grabbed my hips and pushed them between her open legs. She grabbed my cock and positioned me at her now throbbing core. Allowing only the head to enter her, she stopped. Grasping my large hands in her small ones, Bella looked into my eyes.

My hands were joined with hers, our fingers intertwined. Finally, I met her eyes. I was amazed by what I found there. I could see the way I felt about her reflecting back at me she felt the same way. With just the same depth, just the same intensity and passion. She loved me.

When I'd finished letting the conclusion, that this was the real thing, sink in. I leaned in close and kissed her deeply. Bella's legs tightened around me and I could feel her hips rock against me. I felt the warmth of her body and shuddered. We fell in a slow, torturous rhythm, neither of us willing to give up an ounce of control. She softly whimpered my name in my ear.

She tingled with pleasure as each thrust of my hips brought her closer to her climax. My hands ran up her abdomen to her breasts. Everywhere our skin touched could well have burst into flames. Cupping the back of my neck, she pushed my jaw up with her thumbs and took my mouth with hers. When I brushed my fingers across her nipples, she could no longer hold in a cry of ecstasy. I grabbed curls of her hair in between my fingers, needing something to hold onto. She pushed herself harder against me and took my earlobe between her lips.

I shivered when Bella's hot breath panted in my ear. She sucked on my earlobe for a minute and then moved slowly down my neck, searching for a spot that she knew would get her a reaction. It wasn't long before she'd found one, an inch or so of skin just below my hairline that forced a groan out from between my lips. I could feel her lips grin against my skin.

She lifted herself up and then lowered herself back down again hard. When I was as deep as she could take me, she flexed and suckled that spot on my neck. I growled and then grasped her hips and pulled her high up on my thighs until her legs parted around my waist.

I moved myself out of her way once more, I looked her straight in the eyes and as if she felt me, she opened her own. Directly staring into each other's eyes as we gave into our needs and I pushed myself into her with one smooth thrust.

Her back arched and she hung her head down as the cry of pleasure was torn from her throat. I tightened one hand on her hip and my other gripped the edge of the bed as I pushed harder. She gripped the length of me within her tight body and I growled, burying my mouth against the back of her neck. My body burned as I pushed myself into her again and again. I heard her whimpers and moans of pleasure, her body tightening around me, and I groaned louder against her neck.

Bella clenched her eyes tight. Her cries of pleasure left her throat and filled the room. I wound one hand in her hair and tugged her head back to expose her neck. My mouth latched onto her pulse and she shuddered.

I smiled at her whimper when I pulled out of her tight body. She looked up at me, her eyes clouded with need. I leaned over her and took her mouth in a passionate kiss even as I moved between her legs and thrust myself back into her depths. My hands gripped at her hips and pulled her tight against me.

Her breath soon came in gasps, her cries growing harsh and strained. My hands laid on either side of her head holding myself up just enough to stare down at her as her body rocked beneath me, matching my thrusts. Her legs curled around the back of me and she pulled herself harder against me, her fingers twisting into the sheet beneath her, trying to anchor herself as she trembled.

The slow curl of release took over her, as I thrust harder into her, hearing her cries come faster with each thrust. My body tightened unbearably and I rolled over onto my back and pulled her atop me, pushing my hips up into her. Bella tipped her head back, her fingers clenching around the headboard of the bed as I kept up my pace.

I clenched my jaw and thrust up one last time before I pulled her tightly against me. My body stiffened as I filled her, my fingers gripping her hips ruthlessly as the tautness within me snapped and I cried her name in my release. My body jerked and my eyes fluttered shut for a moment, savoring the pleasure of it. Sliding my hands up from Bella's hips, I cupped the back of her neck and tugged her down to take her mouth in a gentle kiss before she laid her head against my shoulder.

Bella lay against my damp chest, her body still trembling as she held me within her. She shifted on me a few moments later, sat up a little and smirked at me. "Can we do that every night you work late?"

I let out a breathless laugh as I buried my face in her hair and planted a kiss against her neck. "I might exhaust you and we don't want that," I grinned closing my eyes, and drifted off to sleep. She was my bliss.

"I don't mind," she finally whispered back, and I smiled sleepily. "I love you, Edward," she purred against my chest as her lips ghosted over my heart.

I woke the next morning to kisses on my face. My girl was hovering over me still naked and I loved it. She had her glasses on and they were sliding down her nose. I knew she hated when I took them off her, but with as enthusiastic as we get it was smarter so she wouldn't break them.

"I can't see," she whined pursing her perfect lips.

"I can see you just perfectly," I laughed and did something I had never done in my life.

"Did you just motor boat me?" she giggled in disbelief. "Mister perfect gentleman…"

I cut her taunting off by flipping her so she was now under me. "I might be a gentleman, but I am still a guy," I murmured doing it again.

Her squeals and laughs lightened my heart. I wanted us to be like this forever, but sadly, for us that wasn't the case. We settled down after a quick repeat of last night and Bella grew quiet.

She began playing with my chest hair. "I have something to ask you."

"Okay," I nodded as my nerves took over.

"I have to go to this thing because I'm donating some pieces for a silent auction, would you want to go."

She was fidgeting and squirming against me. If we were normal, I would take her no questions asked, but me being the fuck up I am knew I had to look at Aro's schedule.

"When is it, love?" I said grabbing my Blackberry to thumb through my calendar.

"November twentieth?"

Shit that was the night of Jane's charity gala. "I have a client to deal with that night," I sighed nuzzling my face in her hair.

"That's alright, maybe I can ask Carlisle," she suggested in a whisper. I knew she grew close to him and that he adored her, but I wanted to be her date not my brother. He was better than anyone else I suppose.

"I'm sure he'll love that."

"I have to wear a gown," she frowned.

"And I'll have fun removing it when we both get home," I growled nipping at her skin.

"Ma… Da-deeeeeeeee," we heard Rylan yell.

Bella started to get up but I stopped her. "I got him, get a shower and I'll get him ready," I said searching for my boxers on the floor.

She leaned up on her tiptoes kissing me quickly. "Love you," she smiled and pulled away leaving me with the vision of her bare ass running into our adjoining bathroom.

As much as I wished for things to never change, I knew that soon enough this would all be over for me. I opened the door to the smiling little boy who looked up to me. I made myself sick.

A/N: This is getting difficult for me to write. I'm like what and asshole and want to shake him, that make sense? I seriously write this like I'm watching it on a television or something it's hard to explain. But yeah… The are maybe five or six chapter left , the ending popped into my mind last week and kind of wants to be written now, but I keep telling myself no. I wanna hear your thoughts so you know… do your thing.

If it wasn't for Dolphin62598 my punctuation would be shot to hell.

P.S.: Read Amongst the Living it will make you laugh!