Okay, so this chapter is for ...
My girl Stella! I'm updating for her birthday :)
I hope you have a great one girly!
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Demi's POV
Taylor dragged me to my treehouse. She said she wanted to show me something.
She sat on the couch and looked at the floor where the carpet was crushed and flattened and the table was moved away.
"It was there wasn't it?" She asked knowingly.
"Yeh. It was." I automatically smiled and blushed while my stomach tingle and my body was fuzzy.
"See? Just that? Your happy with her. Don't let one mistake she was forced to make, split you apart."
"She was the reason I got fucked in prison."
"Oh just get passed that!"
"But-"
"No, no buts, go talk to that girl!"
"I don't want to."
"Go!"
She pushed me out the treehouse and I hit the floor.
"Fuck you!" I shouted up.
She jumped out and landed on her feet and laughed at me since I was still laying on the floor.
"Go! Now!" She helped me up and patted me on the butt. I swatted her off and laughed.
It was all fun and games until I reached her door. My heart hit my ass and my stomach was flipping up and down like a dead fish.
Taylor pushed me into the door, my head hitting it, making a huge bump.
She then ran away.
I stared at the door, frightened to hell.
Nothing happened.
And now that I looked at it, the door was partly open.
I slowly pushed it open.
I'm guessing her grandparents aren't here.
Well, if they were, I would be dead already.
I walked up the stairs, every single creak of each step I cringed and suspected her grandparents were gunna kill me, then sue my dead soul for breaking and entering.
Her door was closed but I opened it anyway.
"Sel?"
She was lying on her bed, still. Her eyes were closed.
"Selena?"
I dived towards her and placed my hand on her cheek. I pulled her body into my arms.
She warm and sweaty.
I shook her till her eyes opened again.
"Demi?" She asked.
"Are you okay?"
"I think." She started giggling. I took a closer look at her eyes. Her pupils were huge.
"Your high." I dropped her body back onto her bed.
"I toooookkkkk 9!" She shouted. "I've reeaallllyyyy missssseeeedd youuuuu baaaabbbbyyyyy!"
"Selena, get your act together."
"Oh, noes! You get your act together. You do know you were just in jail, right?" She was giggling.
"I'm disappointed in you."
"I'm in love with you."
"I... umm... your intoxicated."
"I'm intoxicated with you."
"Yeh, well your on, well something."
"I love you."
"I'm going."
"Nooooooo don't leaaaaveeee meeeee!"
She threw herself over the bad and tackled me down.
"Selena, get off of me."
"Make me." She kissed me deeply, begging for love and attention. I couldn't give her that since she was high.
I pushed her off, and she started crying.
"Don't you want me?" She looked, well hurt.
"Oh course I do Sel, that's why i'm here, but your high and that changes things for now."
"So you loooooovvvvvveeeee me?" She looked hopeful and excited, and a little cocky.
"I do, but not right now."
"So you do looooovvvvvveeeeee meeeeeeee?" She started singing, terribly might I add.
Selena's POV
I can't really understand what's happening right about now, cause I can't control myself, but all I know is that Demi's right here, and her touch makes me tingle.
I have her pinned under me. Her lips are like fire against mine.
She pushes me away and stands up.
I can't let that happen. I haven't seen her for months.
I grab her, stupidly at the top of the stairs. I didn't expect her to jump when I wrapped my arms around her tightly. I also didn't expect to hit her so hard that she took me tumbling down the stairs.
Thump thump thump thump thump thump, thud.
Demi's arms had protected me the whole time we fell. She mostly took the fall.
I looked to see her, a lot of blood running down her forehead.
"Nooooo. Demi, get up." I was shaking her. Nothing was happening. She was limp.
Why wasn't she waking up?
This was ruining my buzz really quickly.
I stumbled upstairs, even with my twisted ankle, in search of more pills. Drugs fix everything. I'll take more and then she'll just get back up.
I hobble around the room, smiling happily as I do so, and grab my box.
I take a handful full of them, as many as I can fit in a hand and walk to the bathroom.
I look at myself in the mirror. My eyes are drooping but I feel completely energized yet all I wanna do is sleep.
I can't even recognize the person in the reflection, but I don't mind. I never really liked the person who looked back at me anyways.
I take them, one by one, swallowing water with them, before stumbling back downstairs.
I see Demi.
She's still there.
Why isn't she standing?
Why isn't she telling me sweet nothings into my ear?
Why isn't she pulling me towards her treehouse like she did with Taylor?
Taylor?
That hoe bag stole my Demi.
Demi?
Is she really mine?
I walked to her and lay with her. I've got my arm over her stomach and i'm just lying my face on the cold tile floor.
After about 20 minutes, i've got a killer headache and my throat is really starting to hurt. It's not like a flu kinda coughing pain, it's like a stabbing pain.
My chest is hurting and I can feel my heartbeat in my neck beating rapidily.
It too hurts.
I just tighten my grip on her shirt and clench my eyes closed, hoping the pain will go away.
...xXx...
It's been 3 months since that night. I have no clue how I survived that night.
My grandparents had came in 10 minutes later and called 911.
They got me stomach pumped and all that shit.
But Demi.
Demi's been laying in the hospital for all this time. She's cold and pale.
She's in a coma.
I never thought falling down the stairs could do this to a person. But it has. I sit with her everyday, regretting that night for all times.
I had almost given up hope on her, when today her eyes twitched and fluttered.
She had already been in surgery. Her brain had cracked open and bled.
It was all my fault.
But today was different.
She had opened her red eyes and looked at me.
But the look was different.
It was like she didn't recognize me, or at least care for me.
Her parents sat right next to me while it happened.
They comforted me, said that when she's all good that we can live together, go boating and live happily ever after.
I tried to believe them. I smiled and played along.
But I knew that wouldn't happen.
How could it if my grandparents were nutbags?
Wait, i'm an adult aren't I?
I think I am.
It doesn't matter. She's never gunna wake up.
I'm totally being a pessimist, I know, but I can't help but think about what i'll do if she doesn't survive.
...xXx...
She's awake, but i'm not allowed to see her. Apparantly, she asked for me not to even be allowed to enter her room.
What a nice girl.
I didn't care, i've sneaked around all the doctors and nurses to get to this room and i'm not gunna let her say no.
I walk in, she's sat up watching the T.V. while looking as cute as could be. She's wearing one of those hospital dresses that open at the back.
"Hey." I greet, pretty freaking excitedly. She looks at me, emotionless expression on her face.
"Hello." She immediatly returns to watching T.V.
"You look really cute."
"Umm, thanks."
"So, how are you?"
"I'm normal, I guess."
"Your far from normal in my mind." I joked. She just rolled her eyes.
"What do you want Selena?"
"I'm here, for you, Demi."
"Selena, I think you've done enough."
"What do you mean?"
"You've broke my heart, lied to me, got me arrested, and now i'm in the hospital and it's all because of you."
"I didn't mean to."
"Even if you didn't mean to, you still did."
"It was an accident!"
"Selena. Stop."
"I'm sorry."
"No, your not."
"I am!" I defended, she didn't even know what she was talking about.
"Oh, so you are? Are you sorry you do drugs?"
"I-"
"Yeah, see? Your not. Selena, I know you've been through a rough time, but you have to be thankful for what you've got. Your alive? You live in a nice place. You've got your grandparents and me. Just be greatful."
I was speechless. She was right.
"You know i'm right."
"I know."
"Come here." She opened her arms wide, wanting an embrace. I gladly accepted her touch.
Her touch was a tingle to my skin.
"Be greatful for what you have."
"I'm greatful for you."
"I'm not all you have."
"It seems like it."
"Well it's not." She kissed my head.
...xXx...
It's been two weeks since that day. We've snuck around everywhere together, but today, Demi is being more secretive than ever.
"What's going on with you?" I ask. She looks at me and shrugs. "I know somethings going on."
"Nothings going on."
"Oh please."
"It's not!"
"Tell me."
She sighs.
"I'm taking you boating, just me and you."
"Really? Awh, how romantic. Trying to seduce me are you?"
"No, it's a boat ride. It's supposed to bring us closer together."
"Oh, how close?" I winked at her.
"Your such an idiot."
"And you love me."
"Sadly, I do." She kissed my lips before passing me a picnic blanket.
"Go get your bikini, and do it subtly, if your grandparents see, we're both dead meat."
I nod and place the basket down before dodging back into my house.
"Where are you off too?"
"The beach, might go for a swim."
"Be back before dark."
"I'll be back whenever I want."
"No you won't. You live in this house, so your under our control."
"You can't even control your own bladders, let alone me." I gave them the special finger and walked out the house, bikini in hand.
I walked into Demi's room and she was taking her bra off, putting her on her bikini. I looked at her silkly smooth skin.
"Perve attack much?" She asked. She placed her shirt agianst her breasts and turned around. I swear she was teasing me.
My mouth was suddenly dry and I felt a tingle between my legs.
She turned around again and put her bikini top on and then a pink shirt.
Awh, she was covered up now. Not for long though.
She pulled me to her car, all the things we needed already packed in the back and took off.
She took my hand and we drove in a comfortable silence.
We reached the boat dock. The boat was magnificent.
"Wow." I breathed out.
"Like it?"
"Love it."
It was a giant sailing god. A luxury yacht stared back at us.
"C'mon, it's even nicer on the inside."
...xXx...
She was right. The whole yacht was just outstanding and breathtaking. Just like her.
I watched as she pulled the wheel here and there, directing us all over the sea. I looked out to the vast blue desert of water. I couldn't even see land we were out so far.
I snuck up behind her, placing my arms around her waist.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I kissed her neck and sat back atop the front of the boat, occasionally looking back at her smiling face.
I stared at the anchor. I shifted forward a little, wrapping my foot around it's chain.
She said she loved me. I wonder how much.
She shouted out that she was gunna weigh anchor here.
I nodded back to her.
I watched as the metal object dropped to the ocean floor, carrying along it's chain. I waited.
And then it happened. My foot that was wrapped around it, pulled me into the deep blue sea.
Demi's POV
"SELENA!" I jumped over the bar, took a great big breath and dived straight into get her.
She was twindling down. I grabbed hold of the still descending chain and used it to pull myself closer to her.
I reached her leg and untangled her flip flop from the metal loops.
I pushed her up, my own air decreasing as quickly as it could.
We broke the surface and I pulled her to the back of the boat and lifted her up.
I lay upon the back of the boat, breathing harshly.
"You saved me." She gasped out.
"Your an idiot."
"What?"
"I saw you, your leg. You wrapped yourself around the chain. You could have killed yourself."
And then I realized it. I put it all together.
"You wanted me to save you."
She looked at me, guiltly as ever.
"I'm right. Why can't you ever just live? Why can't you just want to live with me? I love you Selena, forever and always no matter how difficult you are some times and no matter how much we're not allowed to be with each other. That's why we're here right now. I wanted to ask you if you wanted to live together, me and you. But I can see you want something different."
"I love you too Demi. And yes, I want to live with you."
"You may want to, but i'm not sure. What you just did, changes everything."
She looked hurt, and clueless.
"Why can't you be greatful Selena?"
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