A/N: IM SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED FOR THOSE WHO HAVE ENJOYED THIS FIC. Blame school and band for that reason…and the fact that I lost the notebook that held this story within it… but I promise I wont lose this notebook! I'll try to be a better writer too…behold the power of the thes…thes…thesa…oh screw it…the book that gives words for a word! Well, on with the story now…

Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts…would be awesome though…

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While waking, I noticed Riku's expression. His face was whiter than he's ever been, and tiredness and nervousness lingered over his eyes. Even if his personality is generally kept to himself, I can tell what he was feeling. Body language is a strong visual you know.

"Hey, my mom just called and said that if you'd like, you can stay with us for a while" Riku said with a smile creeping across his face. Is he embarrassed? D'uh obviously, but why?

"Sure, I would love to! Sounds great!" I smile with my most famous grin.

"Hey Sora!" obviously the doctors let Jessica free…

"Yes?" I respond.

"I thought of something funny that might cheer you up that Riku and I thought of earlier, wanna here it?" She sounds excited.

"Sure, why not?" I fake a grin. God she gets annoying, but hey, at least I'll always know that Riku and her will always be there for me in my time of need.

She walks up to me and places her hand on my shoulder. "Goodbye my lover, high, your beautiful…if you know what I mean…" She says with the most emotional eyes ever. Riku burst out laughing. I'm confused…

"I was your lover? Since when? Why are you leaving?" I ask.

"No silly, names of three different songs by James Blunt. They just happen to form a sentence." She smiles and hugs me. Yay hug! Hugs are awesome, no matter who they're from.

"Hey, we should get going. It's getting late, and school's tomorrow." Jessica eventually says.

"Ya, we have to go. Sorry Sora. But you know we love you, possibly in more than one way." Riku winks.

"Oh…okay…wait what!" Why must I get confused so easily?

"Hmm…nothing." Riku smiles and blushes a little, and they leave.

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-With Jessica and Riku-

"Riku…poke" Jessica says and pokes Riku.

"What? I'm tired." Riku responds pretending to doze off.

"Riku! How do you feel about Sora?"

"He's getting better which is good. I hope he-"

"No. How do you feel about him?"

Riku turns many shades of red within seconds.

"Why do you ask?"

"Cuz. Your body language is very strong. Obviously you feel something."

Riku glares and ponders for a second. Should he tell her how he feels about their childhood friend?

"…I love him" Riku murmurs.

"Sorry didn't hear you. Why do you speak low when you're nervous?"

"I LOVE HIM AND DO NOT!" Riku shouts.

Bystanders give the silver haired boy the strangest look possible.

"…Oh…sorry…that's what I thought though."

"It's not your fault I love him, its…I don't know…feelings." Riku begins to open up.

"I mean, I get butterflies in my stomach when I see him, I mentally do flips and summersaults just thinking about him, I'm-"

"I understand. I once loved him more than a friend too. But I realize he's better off with you as his life long partner than me. You'll take better care of him. You're responsible. You know what to do at any moment. He loves you too…" She trailed off with her words just as they reached her house. She leaned over and gave Riku a peck on the cheek.

"I love you just as much as I love him; as a brother. But showing emotion never hurts. Remember, I'll always be there for you if you need to talk." She gives him a hug and walks into her house. Riku is stuck frozen where he was standing. He never thought Jessica to do that. Although she had had plenty of boyfriends in her life. Could it be all the heat and tension in the air from the last few days?

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Me: again I apologize. I promise this notebook won't go missing. –guilt rushes over- Hey guilt disappear…I know it's been at least a half year since I last updated, right? Sorry…short-term memory…but I promise to keep up with it now…but I'm running out of ideas of how to get the title to fit the story more…

Sora:….ya….-falls asleep-

Riku: Night! –cuddles with Sora-

Me: well I don't know if my writing has improved or not, but I think it has. Oh and thanks for all the hits! (2000+) I know that's probably not a lot, but it is to me. I like it…its an authors drug huh? Well its improvement for me. Well, I'll be back later!

Wow…I need to learn to write more…