Me: I hecka don't want to go to bed. So I'm writing instead…lol here it goes. : )
Disclaimer: same as every other story. Don't own XP
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"Sora, I got horrible news…" The doctor states slowly, lowering her voice almost to a whisper.
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The room suddenly fell silent, time had ceased to move. "How horrible is this news?" I thought out loud.
"Sora…your mom has…" the doctor starts to choke out.
"She has what?" I say sow low, it's hardly audible.
"S-she left a note…for y-you." the doctor pulls out a piece of paper that looks like it's stained crimson red. She hands me the note with trembling hands. I slowly open it and read out loud:
"Sora,
Though I may have treated you so horribly for your life so far, I just want you to know, I really did and always will love you. God, you'll just never know how much I love you. I myself just didn't know how to be a parent. Where did I go wrong in my life to make me this way? Was it because how your father always treated me? Or even my own parents? Sora, as my final wish, as my life is slowly and painfully ending, promise you'll live our life to the fullest. Protect those closest to yourself, love who you want to love, never ever let anything get in your way. Sora, just always remember, I love you my baby, my first child, the young man that will learn to love those thought to be his enemy. My beautiful son, I'm so sorry-"
The words from my mother's note were slurred from there on; give or take 'sorry' was the last word. Slowly tears swell up in my eyes, "…mom…" I barely get out. This really hit me. I never realized how much she did 'love' me. I'm so confused right now. Emotions feel like their not there, or combined all together. "W-what did…did she do?" I finally get out between small sobs.
"I'm sorry to say it Sora but-" the doctor says but is cut off by Riku, "Your mom…committed suicide. That's why the letter is stained red…" Riku finishes, turning away. "I'm so sorry Sora," he mumbles softly. The room. It's beginning to spin. I'm seeing multiples of everything. I can't breath. My head hurts like it's just been bashed against something. The last thing I hear from a voice I love the most shouts out my name just before everything goes black.
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Me: wow that's hecka short…. oh well, deal. I almost burst into tears writing Sora's letter. Well I hope it's at least slightly decent. I'll have another chapter up by tomorrow. I promise. Why? Cuz it's already typed up. I'm just not loading it till tomorrow…lol. So…review. Please. Love you bunches if you do. And if there's flames, I don't care. So flame if you want. I just want reviews. : )