Me: I so WANT TO CRY!!!! I had this completely typed up, and then my computer FROZE. Normally it has a recovery thing, but not this time…-cries-

Disclaimer: -insert disclaimer here-

-----Xx 3rd person POV xX------

A young Sora, approximately 8 years old, ran to a playground on a dark night and hid up in a tree he quickly learned to climb. His thoughts of saying 'mommy I'm so sorry' and 'I'm sorry I'm a bad boy mommy, I'll fix it' continued to play in his head. Visions of his mother getting angry and abusing him replayed. His mother being abused was plastered into his mind. For his age, he had seen more than anyone who had already lived their life; drugs, abuse, and violence constantly seen in that young boy's mind. He looked up. He saw clouds forming gradually and slowly letting their water-filled selves open up. "Why cant I be more like you clouds? Opening up and letting you go till there is no more?" he pondered to himself, his tears blending in with raindrops. "Mommy…I'm sorry…." Sora pulls out small pocketknife he always kept with himself, and makes he first cut and scar on the upper part of his arm and continued to let his tear-filled eyes fall in rhythm with the rain…

Riku and Jess was sitting along side Sora's bed, watching him carefully up until he passed out. "Jess! Go get the doctor! Now!" Riku yelled at Jess. She ran out of the room frantically in search of a doctor. Riku, on the other hand, was protectively holding Sora. Sora's limp body looked so weak and fragile in his current state. It's really amazing how someone can go from being able to get out of the hospital in a few hours to going to near dead and end up staying there longer than expected. Sora just proved it possible. The beeping sound of the heart monitor sped up and kept gradually getting faster. 'Jess, get that doctor quick' Riku thought to himself, 'please, if I lose him, I lose me…' As if a doctor just read his mind, a doctor walked in. "Sir please stand back, I need to reach Sora." The doctor politely asked him.

"I can't! I can't let him go…I won't!" Riku blares back, tears falling from his face.

"You must! I need to see what is making him react like this!" The doctor pushed Riku out of the way, causing him to land on the ground with a loud thud. "Sora…just please live…" Riku murmured under his breath. Jess shortly jogged in after.

"Riku I couldn't-oh never mind…" she noticed the doctor then walked over to Riku, trying to comfort him. "Riku, it'll be ok. He'll live. He won't leave you over an event even if it was as horrible as…that."

"How do you know that Jessica? He's dying dammit! Dying!" Riku screamed back at her, tears formed streams along his face.

"Riku…" was all Jess was able to say. The heart monitor sped up again, and caused Riku's tears to fall faster. "He's going to die, isn't he doctor?" Riku asked the doctor in-between shrieking sobs.

"I'm so sorry to say it, but most likely, yes he will." She said in a voice as if she didn't care if he lived or not. Jess was in tears, but tried to comfort Riku more than herself.

"He'll live Riku, trust me." Jess said quietly to him. Riku's state of being by this point had gotten to the point to where everything he heard is slurred, so he nodded in response. The heart monitor sped up once again, to where it just about stopped.

"I'm sorry, but I must pull the plug. He's gotten to the point of no return really." The doctor reassured Riku. Riku jumped up, ran over to Sora, and gave him one final hug. The doctor by this point had pulled sora's plug, and certified that Sora had died.

"Sora…I …I…I know this is to late, but…I really love you. I want to be there to protect you, to love you, to just be there to hold you. Sora, I love you so fucking much it hurts…" Riku's tears by that point had overwhelmed him…

----

"Sora…I …I…I know this is to late, but…I really love you. I want to be there to protect you, to love you, to just be there to hold you. Sora, I love you so fucking much it hurts…"

"Riku?" Sora asked out loud. Well, in his mind actually, he's just about to go through the 'white light'. Sora began to become more conscious of his surroundings. He heard Riku's sobs, and Jess's voice mumbling something about 'waiting'.

"Mmh…" Sora made a sound. "…Ri..Ku". Riku turned around in amazement, still not sure if he' truly heard him again.

"Riku…I…lo…love..You…too.." he finally got out. His state of mind had given him a hard time in producing anything, really. Riku, after he released himself from Jess, ran over to Sora, giving him the biggest hug he'd ever gave and kept a hold of him…

-----Xx Sora's POV xX-------

Dear Journal, July 4, 2007

Today is mine and Riku's one-month anniversary. I'm so happy! I've been living with him ever since that hospital incident. Really, I'm surprised his mom doesn't mind that we're together, as long as 'we use protection', be careful with what we're doing, our choices and decisions and all- eh typical mom stuff. I wonder if my mom would ever approve of this relationship?- oh I got to go! Riku's taking me out to a movie then fireworks show, then a 'surprise'. I wonder what the surprise is?

-Sora : )

I set down my journal, locked the key, and ran up to Riku, giving him a small kiss on the way. He grabs a hold of me, keeping me in the most loving hug ever. We walk out the door to the house, saying bye to mom, with our hands intertwined with each other. Who cares about weird looks? We love whom we want to, right?

----

-A few hours later-

Dear Journal,

Want to know the 'surprise'? Riku sort of proposed to me. He gave me a promise ring of the most beautiful white gold, and said "Sora, through think and thin, I'll always love you, and will be there for you", giving me a passionate kiss shortly after. What's ironic? He did it under a series of the most beautiful fireworks with the occasional heart popping up. But I also kept thinking my mom was watching the whole time. Odd feeling really. Well, we got to go to bed now.

-Sora

I set the journal down again. Shortly afterwards I got into bed, I crawled up to Riku and cuddled with him.

---

Ironic thing? Sora's mom was next to him when Riku gave him the ring, in tears of joy whispering, "I love you, my beautiful young man…"

-------

Me: yep final chapter. Enjoy the ending? Kinda sappy eh? Well, I think it was a good ending anyway. I sure the hell had fun writing it, along with the occasional tear. Think I was gonna officially kill off Sora? NEVAR!! He came back. : ) review!! Please!! I wanna know how the story really cam out! And I possible, give me advice on how to change it, cuz I'm gonna be editing it. Oh and I was thinking of randomly adding a side story of their life now, or one of their random dates or something. Oh well. I'm gonna miss this story…-pouts and randomly cries- review!! Or message me…or something!!