Your Guardian Angel part 5
~*Authors Note*~
Let me just say that I am really sorry I haven't published anything it's just been a lot of stress anyways here is a new chapter. I thank all of you who found time to review. 7:22
Disclaimer: Again I DO NOT OWN NARUTO I wish but I DON'T
THIS IS A SASUxHINA fic mild SASUXSAKU AND NARUXHINA
Story Start
The sun quietly made its way into the quiet village. A girl made her way through the quiet streets of konoha. Her foot steps could be heard throughout the deserted pathway that led towards the training grounds. Even though her team was given the day off to relax, she on the other hand decided to use this time to train. The girl made her way to her usual spot. It happened to be in a clearing that was hidden by some trees that blocked the view of the passerby's.
Another figure hidden behind the trees observed the young girl train with eyes full of sorrow and pity. Something that she would never show the girl much less tell her, knowing that she was much stronger than that. She watched as the girl exhausted herself struggling to stand up in order to keep pushing herself. It wasn't the first time she had seen her student train like this and she knew it wouldn't be the last.
"Hinata…I'm sorry," she whispered as she walked away. She would leave her student in peace and let her continue with her tough training. She would leave her to mend her wound, a wound that can't be fixed by healing chakra or medicine. There are just some things that can't be cured.
On the outside you can see a strong girl who takes everything without breaking. But if someone were to take a camera to see what's inside you would find a dark room. The room is pitch black, cold and frightening. If you step closer into the room there's a girl with short blue hair and moon-like eyes. She's crying because she's scared, confused and lost. Her life is broken into pieces she can't put them back together. She has to stay in this room alone scared and frightened unless she manages to put the pieces back together.
"I'm scared…(tear drop) why…why won't the pieces fit."
"(Wipes tears) come on fit (whimpers) please..."
"I don't know (more tears) what to do (whimpers)."
"Please…someone (wipes tears)…help me (tear)."
~ Moments later ~
"Hey Hinata, Shino you guys are early," came the husky voice of her teammate.
"Ohayo Kiba-kun," came the soft voice of our favorite heiress.
"Morning," came the low voice of their companion Shino.
"Ok listen up for today you will be assigned a low level D-rank mission."
"Oh come on don't tell me we get another boring mission." It was Kiba who was being a pain.
At seeing the sensei's irritated face Hinata intervened. "Kiba-kun I don't think you should-."
"Look Kiba your still a genin. At your level you are only allowed D-ranked mission until you show yourself to be suitable-."
"You're kidding just this morning I over-heard the blond idiot's team get a C-ranked mission." At the mention of the blond shinobi the young heiress felt her heart flutter. Ever since that day, she had begun to harbor feelings for the young shinobi…
~*Flashback*~
It was the week after the incident in the woods. To be more precise it was only three days since she had last seen Sasuke. Ever since the night he had left her all alone in those woods she had lost her happiness. Her once brilliant moon-like eyes became a dull silver color. No longer did the young blue-haired heiress smile or show affection. She became engrossed in her pain that she no longer went outside or ate. She didn't think she could continue with her normal life knowing that the only person she trusted had left her broken.
Until one night when she saw the full moon in the sky that was when things changed. She couldn't take it anymore she didn't want to feel the pain in her chest she wanted it to end. The young heiress had made her way through the dark streets of Konoha. The only thing that ran through her mind was that she needed to get away, far away from anything that reminded her of the Uchiha. Unsure of how it happened her feet took her to the place where she had shared her first kiss with the young Uchiha. At seeing the place, memories flashed into her mind each sending an uncontrollable pain through her heart. She could feel the tears streaking down her porcelain cheek.
Unbeknownst to her another figure hidden in the trees watched as the small girl broke down. Blue eyes watched as the girl battled with her inner demons something he was familiar with. He felt her pain he knew about the pain she felt. He also knew that at the moment she felt alone. He knew what it was like to be scared to find out that some nightmares can't just disappear by open your eyes.
Please…
Let me forget
I can't…I just can't take this pain anymore
Her tears continued to flow she didn't want to feel this anymore she wanted it to end. She suddenly felt two arms embraced her from behind and pull her into an embrace. At first she was too shocked to pull away so she stayed still.
"It's okay you're not alone anymore," she had no idea that these words were words that she had craved to hear until he had spoken those words. The only thing she did was embrace the boy back slowly her tears disappeared.
"What's your name?" She looked in the direction that the voice came from to find a boy. The boy looked to be around her age and from what she could see he had the most amazing blue eyes. His eyes were like the color of the ocean. She could see his short blond hair and lines decorating the sides of his cheeks.
"Hi-Hinata" the response she gave the small boy earned her a goofy grin.
"My name is Naruto, Naruto Uzumaki the next Hokage." She could only stare at the boy with wide eyes at his proclamation.
"That is my goal what's your?" she was shocked by the sudden question she had never given much thought to what she wanted to accomplish in life…
Her eyes suddenly sparked with determination "I want to become strong…(strong enough not to ever get hurt again)." At her statement the small blond held out a pinkie which he interlaced with hers before saying.
"We won't go back on our word that's our way of the ninja."
If it hadn't been for him I would have given up everything.
I would have run away or stayed and waited for the earth to swallow me whole.
Instead he gave me a reason to move on. After that day I would view him from afar. Ashamed to talk to him for fear that he might have just been nice to me because he felt pity for me. I never wanted pity from anyone. At the same time my mind could never really forget Sasuke. I felt like I was letting him down by breaking our promise. A year had passed since we had made that promise yet I still felt as if I was still weak. Whenever I thought I had moved on…it would only take one look from Sasuke to make me crumble and become the same weak girl he had left behind…
~END OF FLASHBACK ~
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Sakura's POV
…I'm
…worthless
…I know
It's funny how life seems to be some gigantic test that tries to break you. A few make it…I was…one of the first to break. I fell in love…no surprise there everyone falls in love at some point in their life. Falling in love is the easiest thing the real challenge is who you fall in love with…I…
Made the mistake…of falling in love with him
An alarm could be heard in a small house. Brilliant emerald eyes opened hazed with sleep.
"What time is it?" the girl mumbled from under her covers. Eyes shifting trying to process what was going on emerald eyes suddenly widened in realization.
"I'm going to be late!" the pink haired girl became a blur.
OooOOoo
A small pink-haired girl emerged from a small house in the far end of town. She slowly began her walk towards the bridge where she would be meeting her team like any other day. As she approached the bridge she could clearly make out another figure making their way towards the bridge immediately her heart began to speed up clenching her fist walking towards him with a bright smile
"Good morning Sasuke-kun"
"Hn"
Instead of being upset with the lack of response she kept her smile knowing she shouldn't expect much more.
Every day he would answer me with his stoic indifference. I admit in the beginning I was blinded with my crush that fell along the lines of obsession. I could have cared less what he did I thought everything that he said or did was perfect.
Both stay in silent each in their own train of thoughts, moments later a blond boy with an orange jumpsuit makes his way towards the other two on the bridge.
OooOOooo
"Ok team that is all for today. Same time tomorrow Ja-ne" with that their sensei disappeared in a puff of smoke.
"Hn," the black-haired boy began walking towards his house only to be stopped by his team mate.
"Wait Sasuke-kun!"
"What."
"I was wondering if you wanted to eat or train or something you know just the two of us."
"No."
"But I-"
"Don't waste my time." With that the Uchiha left the small girl
Should I hate him?
…maybe
Did I?
...no I didn't
He was the first to treat me with kindness. Before the massacre he was kind. The first time I saw his eyes I knew that he was something I could never reach. He was light in darkness. Then I saw them together I felt my heart tear I thought I had found someone who could love me for me. My parents what do they know about me. Always leaving me alone. He was with the Hyuga heiress. I remember the first time I saw them together he held her hand with a huge smile on his face. The only thing I could remember is were the feelings of feeling useless, hatred, and jealousy. I had seen her before I knew who she was. She came from a powerful family her mother and father treated like a treasure and she was beautiful. I remember comparing myself to her. She had normal hair and eyes that couldn't be described by words her skin delicate her face perfect. She was graceful I was not she was strong …I…was a coward. I was angry the funny thing was I wasn't sure who I hated the most her or me. I wanted to hate her for having everything that I could only wish for but at the same time I hated myself for being so worthless. I hated myself for being stupid, for being ugly, but most of all for being weak. I could never defend myself I always thought I deserved all the pain that was inflicted on me, I still do.
I want to hate him for making me fall in love with him. But I can't because it wasn't his fault…So is it my fault for letting myself fall in love. I didn't choose this pain…but…I don't regret it.
I'm the girl who fell in love with the wrong person or rather I fell in love with someone who could never love me back. I still wait for that day when he will finally turn around and look at me. In this fairy tale I don't get the prince because I'm not a frog disguised as a princess. I'm just a frog and nobody can love a frog. I know that they are both apart and broken I know it's selfish but I want to be the one to heal him. Yet it scares me to know that even though hes with me right now. Sooner or later he will look for his princess and he won't take a second look at me. I know it is only a dream and I know that someday I will have to wake up from that dream I just hope that day never comes because I don't think I'm strong enough…
I love you
Please…
Please look my way
This is my one-sided love
Ps: I hope you all liked it I apologize that it's short. Anyways as stated above I'll try getting the next chapter up by this week no later than Monday. Please REVIEW