Bonnie Pov.

"Bonnie, are you awake?" I heard my Dad whisper. I stayed silent. The shut quietly and I turned to my alarm clock to see it was 1:06.

I can't get him out of my head.

That smirk that makes most girl drool. The way I get lost in his big dark eyes, and when they sparkle at night. How he-

Dammit! Stop it Bonnie! Control yourself!

As soon as I got home I went straight to bed, and that was at half eight. Just that one moment! That one short moment when he crushed his lips to mine. The way it felt as if we were the only two people on earth.

He couldn't care for me though. No, not Damon. Damon Salvatore, he could have ANY girl he wanted, and I'm sure every girl would drop dead if they had a chance with him. So why would he show any interest in me? A small pale chubby girl, with bright red curly hair which never goes the right way and tons of freckles, am also extremely clumsy.

Damon is probably just playing with me, having fun with my emotions watching my frustration over him.

I can see why Damon would go after someone like Meredith or Elena- well he did with Elena. Meredith is beautiful, she has shining long black her that compliments her dark ocean eyes perfectly. She is tall and thin and Meredith is always calm and knows what to say.

Then there's Elena, Elena is like Damon... in a way. Every guy in our school was after her, they waited hand and foot on her every command. She dated a lot of them, the Jocks mainly, most of them wanted her for her looks, apart from Matt. Matt had loved Elena since kindergarten! She never gave him a glance as boyfriend material, they dated, but that all changed once Stefan came into the picture. So, I can see why Damon would want Elena, she is stunning. The way her blonde hair falls down her back showing how her sparkling blue eyes glisten, like Meredith she is also thin and tall, well not as tall as Meredith yet not as small as me – nobody over the age of 12 I know is as small as me. Most people would say, Elena is as close to perfection as you can get.

My eyes began to glaze over as tears pricked at the sides, they now began to trickle down my cheeks and fall onto my pillow. A huge lump builds at the back of my throat. I threw my body upwards and sat there taking deep breaths and trying to cancel my thoughts from this guy and stop comparing myself to my friends.

I stepped out of the bed and looked outside my window, it was not as dark as before, it seemed to look... morbid. Turning back to my alarm clock I read 4:59 for God's sake!

Swiftly I jumped back into bed and rested my head against my pillow trying to banish the thoughts of what could never be. That Damon Salvatore could never, ever, have any feelings for me.

Fresh tears began to form at the thought, I just slammed my eyes shut and wished these feelings would disappear.

Okay yes, I realise how short this chapter was! I will try & update tomorrow too! I just wanted to give Bonnie a chapter to get her thoughts & frustration out. Your Reviews are like Damon's smirks :D The more reviews I get the quicker ill update! You guys have been great! A special shout out to those who commented every chapter! I love you guys, if there's 7+ Reviews ill update again tonight! Love you! Charlotte xxxxxxxx