Damon Pov
"Oh go hop along and eat a bunny or something." I snapped pulling my feet up onto the leather sofa in the living room of the boarding house.
"Aww, Damon has gone all soft!" Stefan cooed. "Elena? Step to the right a couple of inches" I said firmly. She done so. Too quick for Stefan's senses I picked up a glass I threw it at his head, making it smash to the floor in small crystal like shatters.
"Maybe you should drink more blood. Slow reflexes!" I hissed.
I swiftly stood up and walked up the stairs to my room.
All he had done all day was mock me, about these feelings for Bonnie. I jumped on my bed and just lay there, knowing she was coming round later to see Elena. I don't know what it is.
I don't understand it! These feelings for the little witch have been bubbling inside me for some time now. I don't know what it is about her, Bonnie is just... light.
I love the way her fiery curly hair bounces around her cheeks, or I love how she gets so shy and embarrassed that her cheeks turn the colour of her hair, I also love her clumsiness but how she loves everyone and everything. I love Bonnie. Get a hold of yourself Damon! Stop going soft! I can't be like this, this is not me.
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Bonnie Pov.
I was at the door of the boarding house, and with one small knock the door was whipped open instantly.
"Good afternoon Bonnie" Stefan smiled towards me. He moved from the doorway in order to let me walk in. I spotted Elena in the kitchen her head turned towards me and a wide smile began to spread across her face showing her gleaming white teeth. She began to flap her arms and ran towards me. Elena gripped my shoulders and spun me round.
"Guess what!" She spluttered enthusiastically. "What!" I was now jumping with excitement.
Her wide happy grin slowed into a sly smile. "Somebody has a thing for you" She chuckled.
"Huh?"
"Go speak to him!" She muttered turning me round and pushing me into the living room.
Oh I'm going to get her for this! I turned and scanned the room to see the one and only, Damon Salvatore sitting there a book in his hands. He didn't seem to acknowledge I had walked in... all though I knew he had heard me.
"I- We need to talk" I said firmly keeping my voice from wavering.
"We do?" He questioned bringing his eyes up to meet mine for a slight second then zapping them back to his book.
Well that stung...
"About last night..." I continued raising my eyebrows frustrated.
"Oh that!" He waved his hand chuckling, he stood up tucked the book under his arm and smirked. "That was nothing little one"
He walked out the room...
What just happened.
I knew it! He was playing me all long, of course me being the stupid childish good for nothing Bonnie fell into his trap. Someone like Damon would have no interest in a idiot like me, how could I be so stupid.
Before I knew it a small crystal tear dripped down my cheeks landing on the small rug before my feet. And that was it, everything I thought was true, all my hopes came crashing down.
Im so pathetic. A poor excuse for a teenage girl. I knew this would happen, I just wished it wouldn't. Damon could never have a interest in me, who was I kidding? He's just being Damon, a manipulative twisted vampire, who just enjoys the pain of others. I was foolish to think it would ever be anything eles.
There was a tight grip wrapped around my shoulders I looked up to see Elena with her arms wrapped around me like a mother protecting her cub. I was so angry right now with her! I wouldn't of had to go through that if she didn't push me! Just because she got her perfect fairytale – as always doesn't mean I will!
I shoved her arm away from me not meeting her eyes. "Oh, Bonnie. Come on it'll be alright, guys come and go" She said coming back over to rub my back.
"Well maybe he wouldn't have had to go, if you would have let me do it my way, Elena. Thanks a lot" I spat and walked to the door. I couldn't help but notice Stefan's twisted frown as I opened the door and slammed it shut behind me.
I didn't notice it had been raining, the icy wind bit at my arms cooling me to the bone. My mum had dropped me off... I was guessing Stefan or even Damon would bring me home, I didn't have the guts to go back in and ask them. It's a half a hour walk, I can do it.
I wrapped my arms around myself wishing I had brought a coat and stepped from the safety of a dry door step into the freezing pouring rain. I began to walk... walk faster than I ever had before.
Trying to keep warm I began to break into a swift jog. The cold rattled me unbearably.
I just want to go home and sleep. Not think about anything, or anyone, especially not Da- him.
I just can't believe he done that... I thought back to his exact words. "That was nothing little one"
That's all I was to him, a little kid to play around with. Well not anymore. I am not going to be the little vulnerable baby Bonnie, everyone classes me as, not no more.
Tears stung my eyes as they began to drip down my cheeks. I stopped for a second and leant against a lamppost catching my breath.
My knees were buckling and I began to shake uncontrollably trying too hard to hold myself up.
By now my body felt numb and began to sting as the rain pounded hard on the concrete floor soaking me through so that my clothes stuck to my skin defenceless.
I choked back my tears and pushed the thoughts of Damon from my mind, began concentrating on walking, I must be about 20 minutes away.
Damon Pov.
I was laying in the other room for what seemed like hours, even though it was only 20 minutes I just had my ear phones plugged in and listened to music, to cancel out all my thoughts...
Sometimes lyrics express how you feel better than you can describe in words. So I just sang them to myself as if to reassure myself this was the right thing to do, no matter how much it hurt.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I keep repeating to myself, this is the best thing for Bonnie she can't be with someone like me. Not Bonnie. I can't be going soft either, not over a little which, it's just not me. No human deserves to be with a vampire, none because it will only turn out worse in the end. Okay, maybe a sad sap like Stefan, but not me. Wait... why do I care if they do or don't there just humans for crying out loud! Get a hold of yourself Damon.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you
I roughly pulled the earphones out and jumped up off the couch. Walking into the living room I saw a peculiar scene, Elena was in floods of tears and Stefan had his arm wrapped around her tightly. I didn't think it would make Elena upset too...
"Where's Bonnie?" I questioned Stefan keeping my eyes away from the sobbing Elena.
"She's walking home" he snarled while rubbing Elena's back.
I felt my eyes widen as I looked out the window to the pouring down rain.
"You let her walk home! She'll freeze to death, you idiot!" I yelled at him and sprinted at vampire speed throwing on my leather jacket and grabbing the keys to open my car.
Once I was in the black Ferrari I pushed my foot down on the gas pedal and headed in the direction of Bonnie's house. If I was cold, im pretty sure she was freezing.
I'm so going to regret this...
Speeding down the high way at least quadruple the low speed limit in Mystic Falls, I came across a small girl hugging herself as she walked down the street shivering at a unbelievable amount.
I pulled over quickly, yet carefully not to splash the puddle on her quivering body.
I opened up the door as fast as I could, I noticed her eyes glisten for split second until those adorable brown eyes met mine, she gulped and began walked faster.
Oh come on Bonnie! I jumped out the car and let the pouring rain hit me.
"Bonnie! Get in the car!" I shouted running in front of her "..Me" She spat through her teeth trying to dodge me.
I guess we have to do this the hard way then. She didn't expect it at all... I picked her up and threw her over my shoulder ran back to the car and pushed her in.
Flustered before she had time to conjure up what had happened I was in the driver's seat of the car the doors were locked and the car was flying down the streets in the direction of her house.
"S-s-Stop the car!" She stuttered, either from the cold or the fact how fast I was going, I couldn't decide.
"Uhm. No." I replied simply. "Damon!". "Oh do be quiet little witch, were nearly there" I muttered wrapping my fingers tight around the steering wheel.
It was minutes before we arrived at her house at the speed we were going.
"I don't want my parents to see me" She muttered to herself. Sighing I jumped out the car in a flash and flew round to the other sides to quick to be seen. Opening the door I picked her up in my arms she clung to my neck automatically, I couldn't help but smile to myself.
"Damon!" She hissed. I shushed her gently and crept over to the tree outside her window. At vampire speed I jumped it instantly kicking myself off & landing firmly with perfect balance on her window ledge.
I pulled it open swiftly with one hand and stepped inside, so grateful she'd once let me in here. I sat her on the bed she looked completely cross with me. "Get out of my sight." She muttered angrily.
"Sorry what?" I stuttered stunned. "Get. Out. Of. My. House!" She whisper yelled so her parents wouldn't hear. I shook my head a small smile coming to my lips.
Leaning up I pressed my lips to her forehead and looked her in the eyes.
I shouldn't do this...
I have to do this...
"Bonnie. You are going to forget everything that happened since you left the house, your mum came and picked you up after the tiff with Elena, you are angry with me, and wish not to speak to me" I said keeping my eyes in dead lock with hers. "My mum picked me up after a argument with Elena, I am angry with you" She muttered in a robotic tone keeping her eyes staring straight into the distance.
Sighing I looked down at the floor, I had too.
"Sorry. I love you Bonnie" I whispered knowing she would forget it in a couple of minutes and jumped straight back out the window, leaving all my false hopes behind.
Bonnie Pov.
Has Damon never heard of vervain?
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