Wow… a lot of you guessed what was going to happen perfectly! Haha. Well done you guys.
Damon Pov.
A low growl began to rumble in the dark depths of my chest. I watched defenceless as crystal liquid began to flick down Bonnie's cheeks, dripping from her huge childlike brown eyes. Protectively Meredith had wrapped a long slender arm around Bonnie's shoulder as Elena began to rub her back in a circular, comforting motion.
"Come on, Bonnie. Tell us, what's going on" Meredith said softly.
Before I had time to move, Stefan was on his knee's in front of Bonnie, I just hung slightly back away from the crowd. "What did… what did I say?" was all Bonnie's voice croaked.
Stefan explained, repeating every word that had left Bonnie's lips. This caused her to cry ever harder. I noticed from the corner of her eye, Bonnie glanced at me but then brought her attention back to Stefan.
She stood up warily, everyone's gaze following her, every move. Bonnie stood in front of me looking extremely vulnerable and petrified. I brought my eyes down towards her.
"You" she whispered, pressing a finger to my chest. Her eyes didn't meet mine. "You, are going to look after my friends. He wont hurt them… as long as they don't stand in his way. And im going home, and your not going to follow me Damon, because you are not getting hurt because of me."
Me… get hurt by who? Mutt? He couldn't hurt me if I had my hands tied behind my back.
"And I think you will find my little Red, if your thinking Marc can hurt me… your thinking wrong. He couldn't hurt that soft sap" I scoffed raising a finger to Stefan.
She sighed keeping her gaze on the floor. "Damon please…I promise if I need you… I'll call for you, this is something I have to do on my own, okay?" she said stubbornly.
What is it about Matt… he's just a kid, he couldn't even hurt Bonnie. She would take him down with her powers in a second flat. So what is it she wants to do?
About to object, the look on her face stunned me. Her round eyes melted into mine, pleadingly.
I nodded.
And that was it; she wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek. I stood still thinking… just thinking.
Bonnie Pov.
I pleaded with Damon as much as I could without breaking into another fresh flow of tears, with that one nod I gave him a last cuddle and turned to face the others.
"It's one night. I haven't seen my parents for a while anyway, am sure they miss me… plus I still have a few more things left there that I want to pick up to bring here. It was just a trance, its nothing. I'll tell you about it tomorrow, okay?" I sighed looking at the three people staring at me, eyeing me suspiciously.
After a final exchange of kisses and cuddling, the others didn't seem to realise why I was so determined to stay with my parents for one night, and why I just wanted to hold them all and never let them go. It might be my last chance too…
"I'll drive you" Damon said finally breaking the silence and pulling out his car keys.
"Erm… Its okay Damon, Meredith will drive me" I replied warily.
He looked slightly taken back by this, but replaced the startled expression with a flat emotionless one.
Meredith nodded looking worried and walked out to the car. I followed.
As soon as we were both strapped into the car and down the road, exactly what I was expecting happened. The interrogation started.
"So. Are you going to tell me what's going on now?" She murmured keeping her eyed on the road, and she turned a corner.
Only moments away from my house, as if in thought I just replied slowly to waste time. "Nothings going on, why would you think that?"
I watched Meredith's reaction. She knew I was lying, she always did. "Well… maybe for the reason that, you obviously saw something when you went into that trance. I know whatever you saw has to do with Matt's weird behaviour, and how he got to quickly out that room without even Damon let alone Stefan noticing. Then again… it could always be the fact that when you said 'Damon I promise if I need you ill call you for' you had your fingers crossed behind your back. So come on Bonnie, spill."
Damn it… she had me cornered. That's so Meredith.
She pulled up outside my house, I couldn't help but smile to myself, as I took her by surprise wrapping my arms around her neck.
"I love you, Meredith. Never change, okay? Velociraptor sisterhood forever." I whispered down her ear.
Shaken up, she went to grab my arm, but I dodged it instantly jumping out the car.
"If anything happens, move on, okay?" I smiled, before running into the house.
I stormed into the house, but suddenly remembered it was a Wednesday night, my parents would be out in there dance classed. Checking through the peep whole that Meredith had left. I broke down.
Releasing every mini second of fake smiles and reassurance that had spilled out of my mouth the last half an hour, I pressed my back to the door for support and found myself laying on the floor in a heap. Tears began to freely stream down my cheeks. Now what to do?
I had practically begged everyone to allow them to let me come here, assuring them I would be safe. I knew that was a lie.
Racing up the stairs I flew into my room, and grabbed my diary from under my bed. In search for a pen, I began to notice how bare my room looked, without all my ridiculous clutter that I had learnt to love, that was now in a room in the boarding house.
Grabbing a pen, I dropped my body onto the bed and began to write, write as fast as I could.
Dear my faithful friend,
Its been a while has it not? The last time I wrote to you was the moment I realised how deeply in love I had fallen with Damon, the day when April and Jade had beat me up, when – Matt had found me, and we had realised Katherine was back. Well Diary there is too much to explain, and I only have a short amount of time left, because I know what is going to happen. Matt turned up today. He came but… he was different. He was not his self, I know why now, he's cold, and his aura is sickening. I went into a trance, but not my usual type of trance. You see, usually I just fall into the darkness and have no idea where I am, my memory fades and I don't realise or remember what Im doing. But it was different. I faded in the beginning but was… contacted; contacted by the one person I thought would never contact me again. Honoria Fell. She warned me, and she spoke words of pure truth that answered a lot of unanswered questions in my mind. Katherine. Katherine had gotten to Matt silently, at Susan's funeral. Matt had been compelled. Not in any normal way either… somehow to give him impossible speed a quite a large amount of strength… not as strong as a vampire, but much stronger then any human. Sot not just compulsion that Damon can use, somehow Katherine herself and a friend of hers, a friend who was witch had both compelled him to do a terrible thing. No matter what… weather it brought him to his own death, Matt was going to fill Damon's life with heartbreak. To make sure he lived in a world of excruciating pain, but not physical pain, but mental pain. Matt was going to bring down anything Damon cared about… which was a small list. Starting from the top. Me. But I have been preparing for something a long the lines of this a while now… I have been practicing as much as possible from a ancestor druid spell book. I just hope it was enough, I came here without my friends because I know perfectly well somebody will get hurt. This is me, Bonnie McCollough and for once I am not being the damsel in distress that always has to be saved. I am being brave, I know I can do it. For my friends I can do it. But if I… I die. If I am killed… then I know this is exactly were the searching of reasons will start. And I know Damon is nosey enough to see if I ever mentioned him. So here it goes.
Elena; I know you will be upset. If I die, I know you will think some how that you could of helped, but you couldn't. You have always been there for me, as a shoulder to cry on or just to simply help me in a fashion crisis. You are an amazing person, Elena. Always be yourself. I know how hard this past year has been for you… I mean come on, you died… twice. You lost Stefan. But the thing about you, Elena Gilbert you're a fighter. You can get threw the toughest times, were most people, myself being one of those people, would give up. Not you. You come out fighting and raise other peoples sprits. If your reading this I know I have gone, because there is no other reason why you should be in my diary… so get the hell out! I love you.
Meredith; Oh my God… what am I suppose to say about you, eh? Except for the fact that you're a stunning person? You have stuck with me through thick and thin, when nobody else has been there, because they have been off doing there own thing, YOU didn't, you stayed with me. Meredith, you are always there to pick me up when I fall… literally. Without you, I honestly don't know what I would of become a zombie possibly? Because you're the one person who has always kept my feet on the ground, you always say the right thing. I know that you will help everyone get through there tough times. Never change, Meredith Sulez! Or ill send some ghosts to haunt you. I love you.
Stefan; I know we haven't known each other for that long, a year and a couple of months. But to me, it feels like forever. Stefan no matter what you think of yourself because I know you doubt yourself a lot. You have to know that, you are one of the greatest people I have ever met. Your charm and is breath taking, and your ability to care about everyone and everything. You're a true gentleman haha. I know for a fact that you will look after Elena when im not there. Am sorry that I couldn't get to know you better. Look after yourself, and remember everything is not always your fault. I love you.
Matt; if your reading this Matt… it means someway or another I got that compulsion out of you before I… died. Matt I want you to know, its not your fault. Do NOT blame yourself, because just for the fact that you were forced to do something does not make it your fault. Don't beat yourself up for anything that's happened. I DON'T blame you. But Matthew Honeycutt, the memories we have shared, haha. Your always there no matter what, to be the boy I know you are. Just to wrap your strong arms around me and let me cry. You ARE the most caring and gentle person I have ever met. Don't be afraid to show what your feeling either, you don't have to be strong all the time. Be yourself no matter what. I love you.
( Sorry if the paper is getting a bit soggy… I cant find any tissues to wipe the tears, sorry. )
Damon;
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!
There's a crash... I erm. I have to go. I'm ready.
-Bonnie.
I threw my black leather diary at the wall, and began to charge down the stairs. I froze instantly. A dark figure, in a black tracksuit had his head to the ground, from what I could see on his face was what shocked me the most. He had a pale lipped smirk spread across his face.
"You know what im here for. Quick or slow your choice." Matt's voice radiated through the foundations of the house. He sounded…. Evil.
"Matt…. Come on Matt, this is not you" I whispered backing away.
"Hm. I have the other girls to get on with… I vote fast" He cackled.
I began to back away slowly before sprinting up the stairs. Before I could register the impossible speed, he was straight in front of me, grinning devilishly. Matt clutched at my throat and slammed me against the wall, causing me to shriek at the now throbbing pain in my skull. He pressed his finger on my gullet causing my breathing to speed, attempting to gulp down any splinter of air.
I tried to speak with as much force as I could, but it was impossible.
Dengan daya dari ujung jari saya dan berdenyut Druid melalui vains saya rilis ini anak penderitaannya dan complusion dari namanya (A/N. Google translate if you really want, haha.)
I chanted in my thoughts, practically screaming it out, knowing anybody with power close by would hear.
My breathing was nearly impossible now. They were painful and tough. My lungs were working overtime, trying desperately to keep oxygen pumping through my body.
Gulping down my last handful of air.
With my last handful of power I had left I began to shriek furiously in my mind, to a certain person.
"Damon. Damon, please hear me. Don't come but… hear me please." I started. "Damon… I love you"
I gave up.
Falling into the darkness, my body was numb now, but before all my senses had left me I heard a small gasp and a release on my throat.
"Bonnie!" A voice screamed… Matt? It worked.
Peacefully, I allowed the dept of ebony to overtake my body, knowing I had healed Matt. Washing my world away, I concentrated hard on a certain dark eyed vampire, before floating away, into the world of unconsciousness.
I disliked this chapter. I did try! I got a bit of writers block, so when I sat down and attempted a chapter, this is what came of it. Im so sorry to disappoint. It will help my next update… and I will make sure its better if you review.
Much Love,
Charl.
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