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EPOV
I had loved her for a long time I guess. At that moment, I never really understood how I felt about her. I thought she was just like the other girls that time. I was only 18 and I needed to party, so I never really gave it a thought on why I always wanted to be with her.
I kept dating numerous girls when I knew her. I mean I was at my prime age to date and fool around. I did what most boys do at my age. I didn't regret doing those because it made me who I am. It made me know what I wanted and made me mature in things like love and romance. I never regretted dating those other girls.
I didn't completely ignore Bella. I talked to her and even went into a few dates with her, but I didn't try taking things too serious. I also dated other girls when I dated her, and I told her all about my conquest. So we became friends and she was like the girl i could come to for anything.
I knew she liked me, but that didn't stop me from all the other girls. I didn't do anything about that fact, like trying to develop our relationship into romance. Because at that time, I was too into other girls that I didn't even notice my own feelings for her.
Now as I'm standing at the altar waiting for her to arrive, I regret many things.
I regret how I didn't try out a relationship with her when I knew she liked me.
I regret not telling her when I had the chance.
And most of all, I regret letting not letting her out of my arms.
I see her walking to the altar with a big smile on her face, looking so beautiful. She walks towards me, and takes the hand of Jacob, the groom. All I let myself be in her life was a best friend. When I had the chance to do have more, I didn't take it. And I regret it more than anything as I see the one I love and her dreadful fiancé finally be announced husband and wife.
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I don't regret the things I've done
I regret the things I didn't do when I had the chance.