Bonnie Pov.

Completely speechless, I stood there staring deeply into the spec were Damon once was, before he stormed straight out the door, and threatening the others.

Now what am I meant to do!

Jesus! Was I really that stupid! What the hell am I meant to do without Damon? What am I without Damon! Absolutely nothing.

But… I could survive before Damon, so I will survive now. Am not going to be once again a damsel in distress for him to come and help up whenever the fragile little girl falls. No.

My throat began to burn, and my jaw ache at the helplessness eating away at me.

I followed the route that Damon had taken, by walking straight out the living room door, an sending a telepathic message to Stefan, while by passing my friends and walking out the boarding house.

Stefan im going to feed, ill be fine. Don't follow me.

Was all I sent before throwing my body into the darkness of the woods, searching for my prey, to release the built up tension on.

The tears fell freely now.

Damon Pov.

Sitting in my crow form, outside the boarding house on a tree too far away to be spotted by any of them, I watched endlessly.

I began shifting slightly as Bonnie came crashing through the door, her face held pure agony, but in different forms. The agony of fear, helplessness, and lastly… pain. Just full on, pain.

Her body leaped and delved deeply into the forest, landing firmly on a broken down log. I continued to stare intensely as she crouched gracefully, her flamed her falling into her eye.

Oh god no, she's going for an animal… EW.

My eyesight began to strain as she got further away; with a sigh I began to change forms.

Still staying dead quiet, I watched as Bonnie had just fed, she began to weep.

Leaping to a new tree, I held by breath as she began to throw her head in every direction, searching for the culprit of the sound.

She came up blank, her untrained senses not picking me up.

I thought back at how I had spoken to my Bonnie before I left the boarding house… I had practically roared in her face.

But it needed to be said, since when did I, Damon Salvatore take shit for something that was not my fault? Never. Then again… the Damon Salvatore I was once had changed a lot since I saved my little Bonnie… a hell of a lot.

Since I had found my passion for the beautiful red head, I like to call mine. Everything cold, hard or just plain bad, had disappeared. Evaporated into nothingness. Completely left my soul, leaving me with a cheerful, caring, warm… sort of person who would be willing to put his own life on the line to save his loves friends.

But god, did I love that girl. I mean… sure there was Katherine, complete and utter lust, I felt a need… a want to make Katherine mine, and the same as I had for Elena… but it was different this time. It was not lust or need, for something of my brothers. It was a forceful passion gripping me with both hands, to treasure this beauty.

So what do I do now? Just jump down there, and grab Bonnie, make her believe that I really didn't mean what I said, that I wanted her more then anything and that she could not leave me? Ha, like she would believe me anyway. After everything that I have put that girl through? Just yank her back to me, put her most probably through hell, once again?

Saying that… yes after everything I have put her through, can I just leave her? After all that, I can't just abandon her, after making her a frickin bloodsucker, can I?

"Geez, why does everything have to be so difficult?" I cursed, out loud, slamming my fist into the tree, I was perched on.

To my astonishment, the tree began to waver. Leaves flying through the air, trickling down to the low ground.

I pounced down from the high branch, taking a grip on the tree, and kicking it in the opposite direction of the boarding house.

The oak tree went crashing down to the floor, bringing a huge pit to form underneath it.

My eyes widened at the large tree, that had now crushed the ground beneath it sending the wildlife racing back to there habitat.

Well shit.

Ah well, Saint Stefan will have to clear that up later.

I turned on my heels whistling casually, if my heart could stop… it would of right then and there.

A small flustered red head was standing beneath my feet, her usual care free eyes now flooded with pure confusion yet vulnerability too. I noticed they had swiftly been wiped, but there were tear trails forming from her eyes, and heading straight down her chin.

Not knowing what to say I waited for Bonnie to speak up first.

Minutes went by, but neither of us spoke a word, just stared at each other.

What was I meant to say? Because to be honest… I don't have the slightest idea.

Finally she spoke up.

"I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you." She said simply, every emotion by now was simply washed from her face.

I wanted so much to just cup her adorable little face in between my hands, and just kiss her.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you" I replied just as stone cold, not giving into the millions of emotions flooding through my brain.

"So lets leave it at that?"

"Lets."

Bonnie Pov.

He spoke that one word.

Damon Pov.

It hurt so much…

Bonnie Pov.

To turn my back on him, and walk away was like a dagger being plunged through my chest.

Damon Pov.

Bit by bit, cracks began to spread across my heart.

Bonnie Pov.

Sharp splinters began to stab into me, the further I walked away from him, and the more it hurt.

Damon Pov.

I retreated into the forest, but my now shattered heart was screaming out to run back to Bonnie.

Bonnie/Damon.

And inch by inch, my whole world collapsed on top of me, as I finally realised… I had lost my love.

LOOL. SO yeah.. was experimenting with the double povs idea, So kinda a crappy chapter… with not much going on, but next chapter should be more.. active? Rofl. But please do review! And a shout out to AngelofLight95 for being such a awesome reviewer.

Much love,

Charl(: