Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of its characters.

"I'm so sorry for hurting you..."

Bella stared at her wall, still in her bed. Tears were slowly falling down her face and she did nothing to stop them from falling down her pillow. Her clock started to ring, telling her it was time to wake up, but she did nothing to stop the alarm and just continued to stare blankly at the wall.

After a few more minutes of not moving, she took her hand and slowly wiped away her tears. She dragged herself out of her bed and slowly made to her bathroom. Picking up the toothbrush and her toothpaste, she stared at the mirror, seeing a girl with dulled brown eyes, puff eyes, hair everywhere and a frown marring her face. She quickly looked away at the sorrowful image and looked down at her toothbrush, noticing that she squeezed out way too much toothpaste.

She put down her toothbrush and got out of the bathroom. She sat on the chair and looked out her window, just watching, looking at anything that might make her feel… happy.

She spent her whole morning just looking out of that window and realized she still has not eaten breakfast or lunch. She didn't feel like eating, but she forced herself to the kitchen, heating up some frozen spaghetti.

She took her plate and placed it at the table. She took he seat, picking up a fork, but just ended up staring at it. Tears started to fall down her face and she forced a mouthful of spaghetti and she kept shoving more in, hoping to fill the emptiness that she could not help but feel. Tears kept falling down her face as she ate her food.

Everyday it's been the same for Bella. Trying to do everything like before. Before he ended it. The only thing that kept her from giving up was the fact that at least he said sorry. At least he apologized for hurting her. At least… at least he still cared enough to do that.

Bella prepared to watch the same movie, like she had been doing the past few weeks when she heard her doorbell. She looked towards the door, thinking it was her imagination until she heard it buzz again. She got up from her chair and slowly opened the door.

She was greeted with the most beautiful smile she ever saw. The greenish eyes she ever came across looked down at her with kindness, and Bella's eyes fell down to his lips, noticing he was talking.

"… for awhile now and I wanted to say hi to my new neighbor. I just moved in a few days ago and I hope we could be good friends. Oh and by the way my names Edward Cullen." He smiled at her and offered her his hand.

She slowly took it and a small smile appeared on her lips. "Bella Swan"

"I hope you can be happy without me"

Quote:

"I'd like to believe that

I'll wake up one morning

And not miss him anymore.

I'll finally understand

That when he broke my heart

It was for a reason,

One I just don't understand yet

But when I do, I'll know

That he messed up and not me."