Disclaimer: I still don't own Sons of Anarchy.

As we walked into the chapel I started to have second thoughts about what to say to the guys in front of me.

" Baby Nina what is wrong?" my Uncle Clay asked me as we sat down at the table.

"I have some news for you guys but you have to wait till I am completely finished before you say anything because it is hard enough as it is. Ok?" I told the men in front of me. They all nodded their heads in agreement.

" Well, the day I left I left to go to school in Washington. I got accepted to a really good massage therapy school. I did not tell anyone because I knew no one would approve of my career choice. After I got done with my schooling I opened my own massage parlor in Tacoma. The Sons chapter up there found out that I was related to this chapter and they started coming to my shop for their massages and to protect me. One night I was working late and their V.P Geoff was my escort home. I invited him in for a cup of coffee because I always was nice to my escorts. I went to change into my pajamas. I thought that he stayed in the living room." I started to tear up. " guys please do not yell when I tell you the next part because it is hard enough. Promise?" I asked.

" we promise baby Nina." Uncle Clay said for all of the boys.

" He raped me that night. He took the one thing that I could control in my life and was saving for the one person I loved. I got pregnant with the twins that night. I went and told Blue that Geoff raped me and he laughed me out of his office. He told me that I probably ask for the sex and when I got pregnant I called rape. I gave birth and kept the twins because it is not their fault that their father is a rapist. I sold my business, my home and my furniture so I could come home. I needed to be around the ones that love and helped raise me. I want my children to have the same support system I had as a child. Now that I am finished you can say anything and ask questions if you want." I told them when I finished. I turned to Uncle Clay and saw the one face I would never want anyone to see.

" Blue said what to you?" Uncle Clay asked in a terrorizing voice.

" That I had eyes for Geoff the whole time I hung out with them." I said in a whisper.

" Jax call Tacoma and get Blue and Geoff down here now." Uncle Clay said as he tried to control his anger.

"Sure Clay." Jax told Clay as he kissed my forehead and walked out of the chapel.

"Uncle Clay can I ask you some thing." I asked Clay as I looked at the floor.

"Sure Baby Nina." he replied.

" Will you and Auntie Gemma be the twins' grandparents because my ma and pop is gone?" I asked still staring at the floor.

" I would be an honor." he replied as he left to help Jax. So I turned to the men left in the room who still had not said a word.

" will you guys please say something. You guys are scaring me with silence." I stated. Opie and Juice looked at each other before Opie asked " who gets who?"

"you guys can have Blue because I want to make Geoff's personal." I told them with a evil glare.

" well that is settled can I meet my niece and nephew please." Juice replied with a smile.

" of course ." I told him as we exited the chapel.

Meanwhile in Tacoma…

" Geoff you have a phone call." the prospect told me.

" This is Geoff." I responded answering the phone.

" Yours and Blue's presence is required at the SAMCRO clubhouse tomorrow night. DO NOT FLACK." the voice said the all I heard was dial tone.

I went to find Blue to tell him the message. As soon as I told him we jumped on our bike and headed to Charming.

Back in Charming…

Jax got a hold of Geoff and set everything up for tomorrow night. As the twins took there nap I went outside to talk to Juice.

" Nina why didn't you come home sooner?" Juice asked me.

" Bubba I got into my car a thousand times and started the drive home but I always convinced myself that you didn't want me. But after the twins were released from the hospital I figured that they needed there family. I needed my family. I figured that even if you guys did not want me you would want the twins to know where they came from." I said with tears in my eyes.

" We will always want you Nina Bug." only one person called me that at that was my Auntie Gemma. I turned around to see my Aunt with my kids in her arms.

"Auntie Gemma I missed you so much." I told her as I kissed her cheek.

" I love my new grandbabies just like I love you." She told me with a smile.

"Uncle Clay told you everything didn't he?" I asked mot surprised.

" Of course sweetheart." she told me walking away into the clubhouse with the twins.

When we got to the main area I saw all of the men soften when the babies came into view.

" I have a question for everyone including the prospect." I said to everyone.

"go ahead sweetheart." Piney told me.

" would all of you guys be the twins uncles please." I asked in a scared voice.

" I think I can speak for all when I say it would be an honor sweetheart." Tig told me.

"no you cant speak for me Tig." I turned to see Jax holding Abel in his arms. I walked over to him.

* flashback *

Tonight was the first that i was the brutal side of the club.

"Jax" i whispered as i entered his room. "Jax i need you"

"Whats up Nina Bear?" he asked as he pulled me to his bed.

" can i ask you something?" i asked.

" sure darlin " he replied.

" would you every start a family with someone like me?" i asked being totally serious.

" yes darlin, i would. even if i was not the father of your child or you were not the mother of my child i would want us to be a family together." he told me.

" Promise?" i asked.

" promise forever and always." he said before we went to sleep.

* end of flashback*

" are you saying no?" I asked really hurt.

" no, I want to be in their lives as there father not an uncle. Just like I want you to be Abel's mother not his aunt." he said with a smile.

" I have been waiting for you since I was 15 Jax." I said as I kissed him.

" about damn time you to got together." I heard my brother yell at me.

" thank you juice." I replied.

" lets put these kids to bed and get ready for tomorrow." I said to Jax as we started walk to the room we were going to share until the house was done.