A/N: I should explain. This story does not actually have "Ben" in it. The Title is actually the name of Alec's band(ghosts of ben), which is a play on the band that james marsters used to be in called (ghost of the robot). It just seemed to make sense to me. And yes before you ask YES Alec is Dean. However Sam is still going to be the way he is now in Season 5 sammy. But there was no time travel, or mojo the supernatural world has just been futurized to suit my needs.
Motel Room:
Alec/Dean carried the sleeping little girl into the room they shared with his brother Sam and sighed as he sat down "Dude...you could have at least come watch Aly at the show tonight. Do you know how hard it is to watch a 2 year old AND sing at the same time?" Sam looked up "Sorry Dean. I got caught up in research. Besides she's a good kid I'm sure she didn't get into any trouble" Dean sighed as he laid the child on the bed then looked to his brother "She was at the show tonight" the younger winchester frowned "Max...Did you talk?" The older man shook his head "No. I don't want to talk to her. I want nothing to do with her Sammy."
The younger man shook his head "Why are you so afraid to talk to her Dean? You loved her once. Hell I'm pretty sure you still do." Dean narrowed his eyes glaring at his baby brother "No Sammy I don't love her anymore. There's no room for her. Aly's the most important thing to me now. Not some Piece of Ass I coulda had a million years ago" Sam frowned "Yeah sure whatever you say Dean" the older man shook his head and laid beside his daughter on the bed staring at the ceiling. He couldn't sleep now, with Max so close it drove him mad. Part of him wanted to go see her, and have her as his mate, but his brother and his little girl needed him.
THE NEXT DAY:
Dean had gotten up early to go talk to his management only to find out that they weren't leaving seattle today, the band had been booked for two more days, Dean grumbled "You promised you wouldn't book without talking to me first Daniel. I told you I wanted nothing to do with Seattle Man." the older man shrugged "I'm sorry Dean. It out of my hands I had no choice. Apparently Seattle wants 'Ghosts Of Ben' to do a couple more shows. I had no choice but to comply. Besides what's two days? Find some blonde and get yourself some because you're becoming more emo than your little brother. Dean shook his head "Whatever. Just don't pull this shit again. Once We leave Seattle its for good. I won't come back again" The man Daniel Brubaker nodded brushing a hand through his thinning black hair "You got it Winchester. Or Is it McDowell while here?" Dean rolled his eyes "The people here know me as Alec McDowell like the rest of the world. Nobody but you and Sammy and Aly know who Dean Winchester is and I'd like to keep it that way.
Daniel nodded "you got it man. By the way this came by messenger today" Dean frowned as the man handed him a package there was no return addsress but he knew the handwriting, it was from Dad. Which surprised him because his father last he heard was locked up in Prison for the murder of Dean's twin brother Ben. Dean sighed...Marvellous. Now Old John Winchester was going to be back in his life...so much for people NOT trying to kill him. Dean just took the package back to the motel but sat there refusing to open it, the former manticore soldier was suspicious of anything that had anything to do with John Winchester, hell it was on that man's OK that Dean and Ben had had their DNA tampered with when there were infants, their mother had no choice but to go along with it or Manticore would have killed her if John didn't first.
Dean shook his head and finally opened the package, he grew pale seeing that inside the package was blonde hair clippings and a picture of Mary Campbell formerly Winchester lying in a pool of her own blood "NO! GODDAMNIT! I'LL KILL HIM!" Dean's yelling had jolted Sam out of his deep sleep and the younger man jumped up to calm his brother down "Dean! Dean stop" Dean barely felt it when Sam wrapped his arms around his brother's trembling form "Dean What is it?" the older man nodded towards the package and as expected Sam turned his head away "he's out...he killed mom like he promised he would" Both brothers sat on the floor of the motel room holding onto eachother as if their world was over and technically it was Mary had been the one constant in their lives. Mary raised Sam while Dean was at manticore but Lydecker had allowed him to visit his family Ben too for a little while up until the day John Winchester killed him.
Dean finally got up and looked at his brother "He'll pay for this Sammy, Mom deserves better than this" Sam frowned "Dean...we need to go back into hiding again. He'll come for Aly and you. I can't be alone not now please Dean" the older man nodded "I might have some way we can do that Sammy" he frowned because he really didn't want to however he knew Max would help, Sam looked up "you're gunna tell Max about me?" Dean nodded "she can help us Sam."