Ghosts Of Ben

Chapter 12

A/N: ok...we're timewarping in this chapter just so's I can move the story along. Hope you enjoy this as much as you've enjoyed my other chapters...though still there may be people that get angry with me...no worries though...the end will make you happy.

Alec/Dean: mmmm...she's sooooo hot...I have to have her again...

Sam: Dude! Its my turn tonight!

Alec/Dean: We could share?

Sam: you're gunna allow me to Join in?

Alec/Dean: Pfft! No! Dude ew no Wincest here. Just...you can have her...When I'm Finished.

Max: That'll take three minutes.

Sam: -snickers- Dude...how come I can't have her first?

Dean: Because I'm older and Prettier.

Me: Whatever I don't care who goes first.

Max: Please don't encourage them.

And now...On with our story...

2 years Later:

Alec/Dean had started to feel the pain diminish slightly once he'd handed his father over to Lydecker and his division of New Manticore. Lydecker's job was to basically keep an eye on the Transgenics and Transhumans that were free, He taught the ones that found adapting to the outside how to adapt and if they grew violent or harmed anyone human or transgenic they were taken to Lydecker for Imprisonment. This is where John Winchester was imprisoned, Caged up like the 'Nomalies'

As Alec/Dean started feeling better he grew closer to Max again, and they decided to try being together as a couple. They loved eachother but both still had their doubts. Six months into their relationship Max got pregnant, Alec/Dean was ecstatic bout it. Nine months later she gave birth to a beautiful baby boy that had Alec/Dean's big green eyes and the perfect features of both his parents combined. After much MUCH arguing they'd finally agreed to name the boy Benjamin Samuel Winchester.

4 years Later:

"Fly Me Daddy!"

Ben giggled as his father dropped his bags and picked the child up to spin him around. Ben loved his daddy but he hated it when his father had to go away on tour, however when daddy got back it was always fun. Alec/Dean smiled and hugged the boy close.

"Did you and Uncle Sammy take care of the place while I was gone?"

Ben nodded and looked to his father with all seriousness in his little face.

"Are you gonna come and stay with momma and Me?"

Alec/Dean shook his head and kissed the boy's cheek.

"You know I can't Benny. Momma and I aren't together anymore, you know that buddy."

The boy nodded and pouted, ofcourse he knew that but it didn't mean he had to like it. He sighed laying his head against his father's shoulder. Alec/Dean and Max had split when Ben was a little over a year old, she didn't understand his need to tour, to be away all the time, It was just who he was and always had been really. This time though there was no Anger, noone got hurt. Alec/Dean and Max were still friends after everything.

[Flashback]

Alec/Dean was packing only this time it wasn't just so he could go away on tour again. He was leaving her, leaving them, they wouldn't share a bed again. Max watched with tears in her eyes as she saw her life packing up and walking out.

"Alec, you don't have to do this. I'm sorry, I didn't want to push you away"

Alec/Dean looked up, his own set of tears falling, he moved over to her and sat pulling her into his lap gently, he placed a soft kiss on her lips and wiped her tears away with his thumbs.

"Maxie...this isn't your fault. I just need to go before I hurt you worse. I realise now that I can't give you what you need. But don't think for a second that its because I don't love you and Benny 'cause I do. Its because I love you that I have to go. Maxie, you deserve someone better than me."

Max frowned and wrapped her arms around him burying her face in his neck, he could feel her tears as she cried, he just held her tight as she whispered.

"There isn't anyone better than you Alec. You're perfect for me. But I understand now why you feel like you have to go. Just promise me something?"

He looked at her and placed a soft kiss on her nose

"Anything, Maxie"

She let her fingers trace lightly over his cheekbones and down over his lips.

"Don't disappear again ok? Your family in TC needs you, Alec, Especially Ben,Sam and I."

Alec/Dean smiled and nodded hugging her tight.

"I promise, I won't disappear. And you'll be the first to know if I need backup for anything"

Max nodded and kissed him again.

"I love you Alec. Now, you better go before I decide to tie you to the bed and not let you go anywhere"

Alec/Dean gave her his trademark smirk and chuckled lightly.

"Don't Tease Max"

Ten minutes later he was gone, back to the apartment he once shared with Sam.

[End Flashback]

Max watched sadly as Ben tagged along with his father, she was glad that they had a strong relationship since Alec had been changed so much but Aly's death. She'd been afraid of how he would treat their child, but as usual the man surprised her. Seeing the way Alec had always been with Ben reminded her of the way he was with Aly. Alec was a good father, and watching him with Ben made her miss him more and want him back.

A/N:Chapter 12 is in 2 parts. so...look out for chapter 12b soon.