Okay, I am not going to make anymore jokes from here,from here on things will really become ugly. The true darkness begins around here.
Who will Makoto chose? Will it be Sekai or will it be Kotonoha. You will have to see now.
Chapter 6: My Sekai
As I just entered the train
I am dressed in my uniform as I have started to develop that habbit by now for some reason I am not quite sure of. I throw my sight at the seat closes to the door on the left side as I am standing on the right side of the train. I find Kotonoha sitting there with her bag on her lap staring at her shoes as she isn't wearing the happiest expression.
''If he picks either girl,I have to make sure the other isn't too sad'' I start thinking ''I need to make the other girl get over it and move on with their life'' I contiune ''I should go over there and show her something'' I finish thinking as I have a book under my arm as I hold onto it.
I walk over to Kotonoha and holds onto a pole as she looks up at me but doesn't look any happier,but she does give me a pretty weak smile.
''Hi Sensui-san'' She greets me with those sad eyes.
''Hi Kotonoha'' I greet her back as I show her the book I borrowed ''I am done reading this'' I confirm as I am trying to start a conversation ''It was quite interesting'' I tell her as I am actually telling the truth. Reading books besides manga has usually been boring.
She gives me a slighty wider smile and she gently takes the book from me. ''T-thanks Sensui-san'' She tells me greatful.
''Kotonoha, it is ok to call me Kazuya,ok?'' I clear things up with her as I smile to her.
''H-huh?'' She responds shyly ''A-as you wish, Kazuya-kun'' She smiles abit wider but I can tell she is in sad deep inside.
''Let's talk about the book kay?'' I ask her and she nods with cheer,she probably doesn't have friends anymore because of Sekai now being looked on as a backstabber,I must be her only friend now.
After a long conversation about the book I read we arrive at the school's stop where Kotonoha and myself walk towards the school keep talking about the book as we finally enter the school yard.
''I have to hurry'' She tells me ''I have to head to a meeting''
''Well'' I begin ''That's ok I guess'' I answer her
''Thank you'' she thanks me as she bows me greatfully and starts running towards the building.
''Kotonoha!'' I shout at her as she stops and turns her face to me looking slightly scared but mostly suprised ''If someone ever bullies you again,tell me and I will protect you'' I tell her as my face proves it as I am darn serious. I would never want anyone to be ganged upon 4 on 1, unless that one is me it would be unfair. Kotonoha just rapidly turns her back on me and runs fast into the building as I lost sight of her among all the other students. It's clear that wasn't what she wanted to hear from me, but rather from Makoto.
I walk towards my classroom and as I enter the building someone pokes my shoulder.
''Huh?'' I turn my head around looking for someone and I find a cheerful cute face which is no doubt Sekai
''Hi there'' She greets me
I look forward again and keep walking as I smile ignoring her as she is one of those girls who can't bear to be ignored.
''Huh?'' She answers my ignorance suprised ''Hey! Are you listening to me!'' She shouts at me as I am giggeling alittle ''Huh?'' She responds suprised again ''You think you are funny! See how funny this is!'' She shouts at me as she I can hear she runs towards me and I am turning around only to be smacked by her bag and fall on my ass.
''OUCH!'' I shout out as it hit my nose quite hard and get up ''What was that for?'' I ask her even though I know.
''For being an idiot'' She answers my question with abit of anger at first but then smiles at me. I just stare at her as I know she is in plenty of pain she hides from me.
The both of us heads to our seats and sits down at our seats but Sekai turns abit upset the second Makoto enters the classroom and walks up to sit down next to her. Things are not quite complete with the school festival preparations but Setsuna is the class rep so she is just gonna throw some short information at us before we begin working again.
I throw my bored expression at the door of the classroom where I find Keitaro entering,but he doesn't look happy,rather nervous as he gets up to me and sits down next to me.
''Hey'' I greet Keitaro ''What's up with you?''
''I am thinking about asking Sekai out for the school festival today'' he tells me with low volume cause Sekai is sitting only 3 meters away from us.
I feel sorry for Keitaro cause if Makoto ends up picking Sekai, then Keitaro will get his feelings hurt or what could be worse is if Sekai wouldn't give the poor guy a chance at all. The only thing we did yesterday was playing video games while I looked at his serious yet nervous face.
I lay my hand on his shoulder and he looks at me as I look at him with a smile ''Hey'' I tell him cheerfully ''You are rich,famous and probably the most popular kid in school...'' I start to brag alittle about him ''How can't she like that?''
He gives me a smile as his confidence appearently rose.
After working with carrying boxes from one spot to another
I sit down outside a classroom as I lean onto the wall relaxing, my arms are really tired from carrying everything. I sigh as I close my eyes.
As I open them I see Keitaro walk slowly past me as he most have asked and got an answer from Sekai and appearently it wasn't positive. He just walks right past me. I open my mouth and suddenly hear someone shout my name ''Kazuya!'' it is of a girl and I turn my head towards the voice but then turn my head towards Keitaro again after I notice some maid yelled my name running towards me but Keitaro isn't there anymore, I have lost sight of him.
I turn my head towards the maid again and suddenly find Sekai in a maid uniform infront of me. I blush big time cause she looks really good in it as she squats down and has the most cheerful face I have seen her wear since I met her.
''Kazuya! Kazuya!'' She shouts at me excited ''Guess what!''
''You lost your mind and now you want me to look for it' I answer her
She hugs me as I blush even more ''He chose me after all!'' she shouts at me as she let's go off me.
''Well,congratulations Sekai'' I answer her ''You deserve it after everything you have been through. But make sure she stays loyal.
''I will!'' She tells me determind ''This is all thanks to you'' she thanks me ''if I can do anything for you ever, tell me. I will do anything!'' She tells me.
''Kay,then do me this one favor'' I tell her ''Be happy''
''Huh?'' She seems suprised as she smiles ''You really are the greatest friend a girl could have. Thanks for everything''
She stands up and waves at me as I wave back and she walks away soon she is out of sight completly.
I breath out but smiles ''Finally,the whore did something good for once'' I think for myself as I am reliefed.
I stand up and brush my legs abit as I start to walk around looking for Kotonoha but end up in the libary as I look around and yawn big time.
''God,I am tired'' I tell myself ''But,Setsuna would never let me off the hook'' I keep telling myself ''I should get my ass to work again ''
After working all the way up to afternoon
I walk over to a tree in the school yard and lay down under it as there are no students here.
''Well,I guess alittle nap wouldn't kill me'' I tell myself as I yawn big and fall asleep.
After a while
I wake up and hear music as I look at the sky and it's already night as I sit up and yawn
''So,I slept abit too long'' I tell myself as I stand up and walk into the building to find Makoto walking together with Katou as Katou walks into a room and Makoto is straight behind her I run up to him and pull his shirt as he rapidly turns around and looks at me as I find a serious look on his face.
''What do you want now?'' he asks me ''I made my decision and picked Sekai''
''What are you doing with Otome?'' I ask him
''I was just going to...'' he begins his sentance ''Tell her that I can't go with her tonight'' He continues ''She asked me out too''
''I see'' I answer ''But there is yet a person you need to make things clear with''
Kotonoha walks down the hallway towards us as she smiles cheerfully and is happy as she runs towards us and stops infront of me and Itou.
''Makoto-kun!'' She breaks out happy
''Kotonoha...'' The complete opposite way
''Makoto-kun'' She begins ''I-I j-just wondered...'' she asks shyly ''W-would you like to go on the festival w-with me?''
He looks at me as I am looking at him with eyes that tells I would kill him if he avoided his responsibility this time. His sight gets thrown back to Kotonoha.
''Kotonoha, there is something you need to know'' He answers her and she starts to look worried.
''W-what is it Makoto?'' She asks him scared
''I am breaking up with you'' He answers her in a determind tone
Her eyes widens and she looks at the floor ''What has gotten into you Makoto-kun?'' She asks him.
''I am sorry Kotonoha'' He answers ''But I don't love you anymore.I am sorry''
She collapses onto her knees and starts sobbing and crying as Itou turns his back on her and heads into the room Katou is. I stare at Kotonoha as she is sobbing and know she will just get more upset if I try to help,but I've got no choice.
I squat down and smile at her as I lay my hand on her shoulder. She looks at me with wet eyes and pushes me on my ass as she stands up and runs up the hallway again towards the expression turned sad as I stare at my feet but then stand up.
''I have to do something'' I tell myself. I have to help Kotonoha. I run rapidly up the hallway and get to where the classroom's are at as I pass by a classroom where I hear someone talking as I start to walk towards the voices slowly.
''Makoto doesn't love you anymore Katsura,he loves Saionji'' The voice is quite familiour ''But me,Katsura. I love you'' I hear the voice. Everything is silent,I don't hear Kotonoha's voice at all,all I hear is something just hit the floor and I get to my classroom where I find the voice coming from and stick my head in the classroom as my eyes widenes. I find Taisuke ontop of Kotonoha with her shirt open and she just has widened eyes as Taisuke's eyes turns towards me as at the moment I look shocked. He is appearently trying to rape Kotonoha as she is in shock.
I head into the classroom as my head is lowered looking at the floor as I close the door. Taisuke stands up and looks abit scared.
''Sawanaga'' I tell him in a dark and creepy way.
''W-what?'' He asks me nervously
''Die...'' I tell him as I run towards him and I pound my fist straight into his face as he is sent with his nose cracking into the floor.
He screams in pain as he holds one of his hands over his nose as he crawls scared backwards and I just approach him and sits down on his stomach as I punch him in the face once and he screams in pain as I keep working with my arms pounding his face as he screams but no one are able to hear his pain. He tryes to block the blows with his arms but I grab one of his arms and grab his shirt as I make him sit up and grab his arm with one of mine and put my other on his shoulder as I uses the power of my knee and use my knee as I hit his arm and I hear it crack. He is about to scream but I punch him straight in the face as he keeps quiet and crawls backwards.
''Y-your psycho!'' He yells at me.
''I am not crazy. you should have thought twice before fucking around Sawanaga...'' I answer him
I grab him by his throat and get close to a desk in the front as I slam his upper body onto there and starts banging my fists onto his gut as he gasps for as I am choking him at the same time. He manages to grab the hand I am choking him with but I give it right back at him as I punch his right cheek as he spits blood onto the desk. His face looks quite discusting with all the blood.
''You made it dirty,you should really clean it up'' I tell him as I grab his hair and turn him around as I throw his chest onto the desk and smash his head into the desk as he screams in pain more and more. I smash his head onto the desk full blast and he has becomed quiet but he is still breathing heavy.
''I am sorry'' He whimpers.
I pull his head up by the hair and find his bloody face as he is crying like a whimp.
''Mostly I would respect a man's tears'' I tell him ''But not yours Sawanaga'' I pull him by his hair and runs to the wall as I throw him into the wall and his forhead actually shatters alittle as blood runs down from it and I turn him around as I can see his face and hold him up against the wall.
''You die now'' I tell him. As I throw my hands around his throat
''Y-you will get a-arested for this!'' He tryes to make it look like a threat.
''I will only make an excuse about it was to defend a woman who was about to be raped, I will be clean,don't you worry'' I grin evil. I tighten the hold around his throat and lift him up from the ground and up against the wall.
His eyes widens as he tryes to make me let go by holding onto my arms. I make the hold tighter.
''This is it,I will finally kill a person'' I tell myself as I grin even wider.
Flashback
''He is from the streets,he is scum'' Keiko (Keitaro's mother) tells her husband as I am listening to them while I am in Keitaro's room as a 13 year old ''One day,he will kill someone and then he will be evil. True street garbbage with blood on his hands''
Flashback ends
I let go off Taisuke as he lands on his ass gasping for air and I look at him. I can't help but feel sorry for the bastard of how pathetic he is. I turn my back on him and head onto Kotonoha while he gasps for air. I close my eyes and blush big time as I am going to button on Kotonoha's shirt to not look at her bra or breasts. I actually manage and open my eyes as I extend my hand to her and she actually responds but as I help her up I find her eyes lifeless.
''Huh?'' I break out suprised ''Kotonoha,do you feel ok?'' I ask her.
Suddenly someone steps into the class and find a tall guy ''Katsura, you should head home,it's no place to be here for you this late''
''Ok'' Kotonoha answers like she is a zombie and turns her back on me and start to walk,the tall guy obviously doesn't notice Taisuke,cause that part of the class is particually dark.
''Kotonoha!'' I shout at her but she just ignores me and walks ahead with the tall guy and disppears out of my sight.
''Kotonoha...''I tell myself as I feel like failure and look at the floor.
I get my head up again after around 5 minutes and head out the classroom and sigh. I head down the hallway and head out the building as I see couples dance but yet no Sekai nor Makoto around.
''Hmm...'' I think to myself as I walk in again. I head stick my head into the room Katou and Makoto head into and I hear moaning.
''A-ahh! M-Makoto!'' A girl moans and it is no doubt Katou's voice.
''A-ahh!'' A man's moan is the next I hear as I already know by know what is happening.
I just stand there listening like an idiot ''What now?'' I think to myself ''What about Sekai?''.
I slowly disppointed and sad walk up towards the roof.
When I head up the last few stairs I look open the door and find a girl sobbing as the bonfire's flames heads up as high as to the roof. I walk in silently and close the door behind me. And the girl turns around and has wet eyes, it is Sekai as I already knew cause no one else could get up here at this time. She rapidly stands up and looks out on the couples dancing together as she whipes her tears off with her shirt. I head off towards the net too as I am now standing next to her.
''Sekai'' I tell her ''Do you feel good?'' I ask her
''Yes,I am ok Kazuya'' She answers me.
''You know,I have never gotten this close to someone as fast as I have with you'' I tell her ''I hoped that I could help you,but instead things turned out worse''
''It's not your fault...'' She tells me upset ''I sort off...'' She starts ''Discovered the truth'' She says upset but yet strictly. ''Makoto Itou is only about his own selfish desires''
''I know that already, and I tried to protect you'' I start off explaining ''But instead I failed. Besides, Itou shouldn't have someone as pretty and innocent as you Sekai''
She turns her face towards me as I keep looking at the bonfire up from here. ''I am sorry Itou broke your heart Sekai,but someone might heal it Sekai'' I keep excusing myself.
She looks at the bonfire aswell ''It is not your fault,you are the best friend anyone can have Kazuya'' She answers me ''Thank you''
(Start School days: Let Me Love You)
''I know it will be hard for you,but I will help you through it'' I keep telling her
She looks at me again suprised ''Ka-zuya?'' She looks at me couriously as she is probably wondering what I am about to tell her
''You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen Sekai'' I tell her honestly
Her eyes are wet already but she looks at me as I look at her ''Sekai'' I look at her as I bow down and extend my hand to her ''Can I get this dance?''
She looks suprised but smiles as she curtseys me ''Yes''
She lays her hand on mine and both of us put our other arm on our back as we start to dance.
yuu yakeba yami ni suki satte tsumetai yoru no iri guchi de utsumu ki machibuse yatto deaeta futari kiri dare ni mo shirarezu
''My name is Sekai Saionji,nice to meet you!'' the girl smiles
''Sekai means the world'' The girl tells me cheerfully
''It really does'' I tell myself as I smile
onegai yo hanasanai de hoho somete tareru akai fuusen
In the cinema I throw popcorn at the girl
On our way home ''Hey! I had fun too! Stop being selfish!'' the girl smiles.
I can say... I can say...I can never say it...
''You are close to Sekai,aren't you Kazuya?'' Setsuna asks me.
I can say... I can say...I can never say it...
''Thank you for looking after me'' The girl tells me as I have her on my back walking on the beach
anata ni tsutawaru deshou
''Kazuya!'' I jump alittle and turn around to find the girl with crossed arms smiling
Let me love you
We keep dancing as the bonfire burns as the stars shine down on us
(Song ends)
After getting down from the roof
Neither Sekai or me has said one word as we stop infront of the school building as she has her hands infront of her skirt just looking at the ground.
''Sekai'' I tell her as I call her name.
''Yes?'' She answers me.
''I would never betray you like Makoto did'' I answer her as I wrap my arms around her as I put one on her back and another abit lower as I gently pull her closer to me.
She blushes a lot and looks at me as she gasps
''Let me love you'' I tell her as our lips meet and I am blushing as her eyes widen abit. I am expecting to get slapped for this, but I figured out I love her, that's why I am always so cheerful around her. Before I get to think further she actually kisses me back as her eyes are closed aswell as my eyes now open abit and widens. As I close them again just enjoy all the love I get.
I seperate my lips from hers as she looks at me with a little smile
''Sekai,would you like too...'' I start my sentance as I swallow and blushes ''Be my girlfriend?'' I am quite nervous as I look at her.
''I already am'' She answers me.
''Huh?'' I respond suprised ''Since when?''
''Since we danced,it is the jynx of the school festival'' She starts explaining ''Once you ask a girl to dance with you,and she accepts,she becomes your girlfriend and you wouldn't break up for a year''
I let go off her as I hold tightly onto her hand but she just rushes me and wraps both her arms around my left as I am quite suprised
''Do you want to sleep over at my house?'' I ask her and she nods and smiles cheerfully.
''Yes'' She answers
The two of us start to walk homewards but as I turn my sight abit away from Sekai I find Nanami and Hikari smiling at me as I blush and look forward.
As Sekai and myself get to my appartment we head up the stairs and head in the door as I close the door behind us.
Sekai is looking at me as I look at her as she just smiles. I walk up and head towards her as I embrace my arms around her as I lay my forhead against hers as my eyes are staring into hers and she stares into mine.
''Sekai,I love you'' I tell her
''I love you too'' She answers me as my heart beats faster. My lips meets hers again.
That does it for Chapter 6: My Sekai
Unfortuanly I don't have a name for the next chapter.