Chapter 9: Shattered!

I fluid spoiled out of both my and Kotonoha's organs as I was starring at Sekai who now looked shocked.

''Sekai...'' I started calling her name as I looked at her with a upset expression ''Let me explain''

She is terrified by the look of her face as she slowly shake her head in denial. Her mouth is open and her eyes are wider than anyone's I have ever seen.

''Saionji-san?'' Kotonoha calls her name with a smile

Suddenly Sekai let's out a really loud scream as she turns around and runs out full speed.

''Sekai!'' I shout at her as I call her name.

Kotonoha soon takes my manhood out of her and smiles down to me ''Do you want more?'' she asks me

I rapidly take lift her off of my crotch and gently put her down on the pillow as I kiss her forhead and clean my groin as I stand up and get dressed

''I will be back soon,I just have to take care of something!'' I explain to her as I am now dressed and search for my shoes in my room.

''Okay,don't be out to late or you will catch a cold'' She answers me caring.

I rapidly find my shoes and put them on. The next thing I do after being dressed in my school uniform is heading out after Sekai. She has already run down the stairs as I glide down the banister as fast as possible as I reach the exit I tackle the door open. And find nothing as I turn my head in every direction I can think of but yet,I find nothing.

''Sekai's house!'' I shout to myself as I rapidly get to the train station. I jump on the train and hold tightly onto the pole thinking of how destructive it must have been watching your boyfriend have sex with another girl. But then again, Kotonoha experienced the exact same.

As I get to Sekai's stop I head out the door and rapidly run towards her house and finally stop outside her appartment as I was expecting to be wanting to catch my breath but I must have trained myself up for this kind of running.

I fouriously knock on the door calling Sekai's name. I get no response. Nothing,not a sound.

''Sekai!'' I shout out calling her. ''If you don't open this door I will kick it up!'' I shout calling her but no response. ''I am counting to three'' I shout. ''One!'' Nothing seem to happen ''Two!'' Still nothing happens ''Three!'' I am lifting up my foot about to kick down the door but hope for her to open at the last second but she didn't. I put my foot down again.

''If she wouldn't come out,I will just wait here'' I think to myself ''I don't care if it takes me the whole night'' I step abit aside from the door to the left and sit down against the wall relaxing my head. Before I know it my eyes are shut and I am asleep.

In the morning

I wake up and scratch my eyes as I stand up yawning like a bear. I stretch my arms up into the air and put them down just a half minute afterwards as I look at the door of Sekai's appartment.

''Sekai?'' I call her name and I don't seem to get any response as usual.

''She probably is at school...'' I think for myself ''Hopefully''

I start to head to the train station to get on my way to school

In class

I sit down at my seat and I look up at the sealing for a few moments. I then throw my glance at my left to find Makoto smiling happily as he is on with his phone.

''Huh?'' I think for myself ''Why is he so happy?''

Keitaro sits down next to me as we greet eachother as usual.

During recess

I step out of my class room sighing deeply as I am walking up towards the roof. Suddenly I find someone running towards me. I glance up and find Kotonoha standing before me with a really worried expression.

''I-I was scared this m-morning'' She stutters ''I didn't find you next to me and I was afraid something might have happened'' she continues caring ''I sent you messages but you never repied''

''Oh'' I reply ''I never checked cause I had my phone on quiet mode''

She sighs in relief and wraps her right arm around my left smiling at me cheerfully as I respond to her with a very weak smile.

The two of us start to walk the hallway towards the roof.

''What am I suposed to do?'' I think to myself ''I love Sekai. But I hurt her and now Kotonoha is gonna be insane if I let go of her and I can't even imagine what Sekai is doing. I should never have been involved!'' I clinch my teeth's together ''I love Sekai but I just end up hurting her!'' I think even worse as I now clench my fist ''What the hell has happend?'' I continue ranting ''Why does my misory have to go out on innocent people! I should have died a long time ago,if I did then none of this would have happend!''

Kotonoha looks at me with worried expression ''Kazuya-kun?'' She calls my name and asks me worried ''Do you feel ok?''

I give her a fake smile and suddenly I feel everything around me becomes a bit darker and I feel dizzy as I shake my head abit.

''Are you ok?'' She asks me again and I give her yet another fake smile and nod. As we are about to walk past a room before reaching the stairs up to the roof someone bumps into me as I look at the person. The person has the vest-version of the school uniform and has unbuttoned the bluise and the bra as her breasts are visible but not completly. Her panties seem to be wet and dripping as it is some kind of fluid. I look up at the face and my eyes widen more than ever as I am completly shocked by who is standing before me in tears.

It is Sekai.

Her eyes are filled with water as tears runs down her cheek and fast.

She just stares at me for some time but after just a quarter of a minute without a word she is running with all her might through the hallways.

''No way...'' I think to myself ''T-there is no way!''

Kotonoha looks at me just as surprised and quiet as I am but she is actually moving as I feel my body becoming heavier.

''K-Kazuya-kun?'' I don't respond to her call. She keep calling my name and as soon as she starts shaking me she loses the grip of me as I hit the floor as everything becomes black around me and I lose all contact with the world.

Next Afternoon

I wake up with and find someone sobbing at my bedside. It is Kotonoha sobbing into her hands sitting on a chair.

''Kotonoha'' I call her name and she moves her hands and her eyes widens as she gets a wide smile and she jumps onto me clinging on and hugging me.

''Kazuya-kun! Kazuya-kun! You are ok! You are ok! Kazuya-kun!'' She keeps repeating my name and explains my condition.

''Where am I?'' I ask her as I look around,obviously I am on the nurses office.

''After you fainted,I brought you here to the nurse office'' She answers me as she lets go and start to massage my legs.

''Why wasn't I brought into a hospital?'' I ask her another question curious as my expression shows how tired I am.

''The nurse found out it wasn't anything series,and she even expected predicted how long you would be out'' She continues answering.

''Can you...'' I start asking her a question as I sit down at the bedside looking at Kotonoha who looks curiously at me to know about what I am asking for ''Could you tell the nurse I am leaving and head to my appartment and cook dinner for the two of us?'' I ask her completing my question

''Yes!'' She shouts cheerfully as she stands up ''There is only half an hour left of lessons anyway,so I might aswell go to your apartment. I was lucky enough to be allowed to stay here until you got better'' She explains to me as I nod and she kisses me deep and passionate on the lips but I am not that much in the mood for it even though I kiss her back. As she seperates she give me a farewell and heads out the door.

''What was the thing about yesterday?'' I ask myself loudly as I bring up the nasty picture of Sekai's condition.

''What...'' I start to wonder ''happened...''

I just keep sitting there staring at the floor repeating the same things into my head. I find my shoes under my bed and throw them on me as I walk out the door of the office and slowly walk down the hallway. Soon I find Makoto walking out of a room and bumps into me as once smiling but now looking at me worried.

''So you are up?'' He asks me with no care.

''Yeah,that might take you down'' I answer him as he quickly turn his back on me and walks away as I stand there leaning onto the wall.

''What am I suposed to do now?'' I ask myself in my mind.

I quickly snap out of my questionable mind and start to walk heading towards the exit.

At Home

I lay down on my bed scratching my head as I start to wonder again.

''What am I suposed to do?'' I ask myself.

''I have to talk to Sekai!'' I shout out ''That's what I have to do'' I tell myself with a lower volume as I sit up again and as I already have my shoes on I head towards the door and open it and I find Keitaro standing there with an angry expression as he is about to knock on the door.

''Knock,Knock!''' He shouts at me as I suddenly get a fist into the cheek as my neck get twisted abit to the left as I get angry shouting at him ''What the hell man!''

''Do you know what you have done?'' He shouts at me questioning as he pushes me backwards and takes a step in.

''What?'' I shout back at him in anger ''If it isn't a good reason I will leg-drop on your face!''

''You shattered Sekai's heart!'' He shouts at me at full force as I suddenly become silent.

''W-what?'' I stutter abit as my expression turns abit shocked.

''She hasn't was at school yesterday but she was sad as hell. She wasn't absent today and I don't know what the hell happend!'' He strictly explains.

''What does that have to do with me?'' I ask him worried

''You had sex with Kotonoha infront of her,that's why!'' He shouts at me.

''I can't believe it...'' I start thinking as I am in shock ''She told him''

''You are a cheating bastard,and there is no way I would want you for my best friend'' He shouts at me as he steps towards me talking with a low volume raising his fist ''So,do us all a favour...''

''And just fuck off'' Suddenly I get hit into the same right cheek and I fall on my ass onto the floor as the shock has caused me to lose my balance completly.

''I hope you rotten in hell'' He tells me as he turns around.

''W-wait'' I call for him ''I need you now,please'' I start to beg him.

''Don't leave me,I need you now. Please'' I start to beg more as I get on my knees and kneel down before him something I would never do infront of anybody and have never done before.

''I need your help. I need my best friend. This is the most painful moment of my life'' I keep begging ''Please!'' I shout.

Suddenly I feel a foot stomping on my head as my face hits the floor.

''No way. You are not my friend,you manwhore'' The foot has been lifted from my head as I hear footsteps walking out and the door closing as my eyes are widened as I am in shock of his behavior but it is understandable.

''I understand'' I think to myself ''His behavior is forgivable,I understand. It must be hard for him to look at his best friend this way'' I stand up and brush the dirt out of my hair.

I take my uniform jacket off and my tie off as I put on my brown jacket instead as someone knocks on the door.

''Kazuya-kun'' It is Kotonoha's voice,no doubt.

I open and find her there with a couple of shopping bags smiling.

I take the bags gently from her as she thanks me bowing.

''I will put these on the kitchen table'' I walk into the kitchen with Kotonoha on my tail and put the bags on the table.

''Kotonoha,I need to go outside again'' I tell her as she looks worried at me.

''B-but,Kazuya-kun'' she stutters abit calling my name.

''Make dinner,there is a big chance I will come home tonight'' I start explaining ''But if not,we will eat dinner for breakfast tomorrow, and since it's Friday,today. That shouldn't be a problem thinking about school''

She warmly smiles at me happily ''Okay Kazuya-kun!''

I give her a kiss on the lips and wave to her as I head out the door with her waving back. As I am outside closing the door behind me I sigh big time.

''Just lost my best friend...'' I start to think to myself ''I never deserved his good friendship anyways''

I slowly walk towards the train station as I feel a cold breeze as something white and light hits my nose.

''Huh?'' I start to examine the thing as I have my hands in my pocket I look up into the sky and find white dots flowing down towards the ground.

''It's snowing'' I tell myself as I stand there for a few moments but then get to my senses and head forward towards the train station again.

I get to the train station as I look around finding people running around and some standing at spots smiling happy. It brings alittle smile on my face.

As the train arrives I get on and stand holding tight onto a pole with nothing but angst and sadness running through my mind.

I soon get at Sekai's station as I get off and almost trip because of everything that has happened the past days. I soon head towards Sekai's appartment.

''Sekai...'' I think wondering ''What happened to you?'' my mind draws that nasty picture once more as I rapidly shake my head to get it out.

I am now standing outside the appartment ''Should I?'' I think to myself as I stand there. I get to the door and start to knock. ''Hey Sekai,are you hope?'' I call for her but no response.
''Sekai?'' I call her questioning and I put my ear against the door and hear water flowing down.

My eyes widens as I step back from the door with wide eyes.

''I am coming in Sekai!'' I shout as I hit the door with my foot with full force as it falls down completly. I run into the house and look around and run into a room behind a table with two chairs on each end. I open it and there is nothing there.

''Sekai!'' I soon run out of the room and head to the corridor and the water flowing sound becomes clearer. I hear someone are in a room as it is the bathroom.

''S-Sekai'' I stutter as my heart beats faster as my eyes widen.

''I am coming in Sekai!'' I shout as I kick up the door and a girl is in the bathtub in a Sakakino uniform with a bloody left wrist.

My eyes are open wide and my mouth is open. But my heart has shattered into a million pieces

Chapter 9: Shattered!

For all you Sekai haters...I hope you are happy now...