Chapter 11: Scar
My Apartment
I step into my room and hear someone walking around.
I have to walk through the kitchen where no one seem to be as I go over to the trays and quietly open as I meat knife.
I close the tray quietly and walk out to and into the living room as someone are walking into the living room from the bathroom with a machete; Keitaro.
''Huh?'' Keitaro looks at me in suprise as he smiles ''Kazuya,you a...'' he starts a sentance as I interrupt him in rage.
''Drop the fucking act!'' I yell at him ''I am not afraid of killing you cause I do most of the police's dirty work in this town so they will easily let me go,now tell me'' I raise my voice even higher ''Makoto told me what happend,he told me you were the one who made Sekai commit suicide!''
''I see...'' The smile disppears as he looks at me with an evil grin ''You know why I did it?''
''No,t...'' I was about to explain to him as he intterupts me.
''Because you stole the girl I love you backstabber!'' he screams at me as if he was psycho ''Your precious little friendship with me didn't matter aslong as you got what you wanted!'' He yells at me as I become more angry ''I asked Sekai out,but she was too busy going with my best friend!'' He laughs psychotic as I have never seen him behave like this before ''You asked her out! You were dancing with her on the roof!'' He screams at me as he swings the machete into the lamp on the table at his right ''I knew I had to do something,therefore I put a trap. Kotonoha was easy to manipulate, so I made her believe if she killed you she would be able to get Makoto''
''W-what?'' I shout in suprise and my eyes widen as I can't believe what I am hearing ''You wanted to kill your best friend!'' I shout at him.
''We were no longer best friends at that point!'' He screams at me ''But I was wrong,you didn't break up with Sekai, that was not good news for me. Cause I needed her love''
''If you loved her why did you kill her!'' I shout at him in rage.
''I was getting there. I needed Sekai to truly be heart broken to crawl back to me, so I put a video camera in your room and I changed cut out the parts where you wanted to dress up Setsuna again, little Sekai wouldn't see more anyways cause she was in a deep shock,something I calculated. There she wanted to talk to you, so I let her go at the moment I thought Kotonoha would do it with you'' He laughs hysterically ''Cause Kotonoha wouldn't want to lose her love like she did with Makoto. She saw the two of you have sex'' He draws an evil grin and continues ''I stood at a corner and hoped Sekai would come to me,but...'' He looks irritated and mad as hell ''She didn't,she refused! She rejected me. From there I sold a whore, I let Makoto have his way with Sekai and sexually abuse her,he did for two days''
''What!'' I shout at him as I am pissed as I step forward to attack but he holds his hand open towards me giving a stop sign.
''Let me finish'' He orders me and I stop as I look at the bastard before me angrily ''While Sekai was being abused I ended my friendship with you because then you would feel alone,something you have a problem with. There I thought you would kill yourself,but you didn't. Instead you found Sekai committing suicide in her own bathroom. So you went from the hospital out on the street cause I knew you get frustrated easy, from there I hired three thugs to keep you busy while I have told Kotonoha to go make sure Sekai is dead because then you would only focus on your love with her'' He laughs psychotic again ''There you have it''
''I have already spoken to Kotonoha so that part of the plan failed'' I tell him ''I will kill you for hurting Sekai'' I bring my meat knife up and reflect him in it.
''Me? I didn't do a thing!'' He yells at me ''It is all your fault!''
''How!'' I stare at him angrier than I ever.
''You made it your decision to cheat with Kotonoha,you chose to interfere!'' He shout at me as I am in shock and fall on my knees as I shake my head in denial ''If you hadn't interfered Sekai wouldn't have been hurt and none of his would have happened! I wouldn't have manipulated you!'' He steps closer to me as I am starring at the floor ''If you didn't betray me,I would never had done it! I would never had hurt anybody,it's your fault Kazuya!''.
''You know what date it is? 23th of December,my christmas wish?'' He asks me as a wide grin is drawn on his face ''Your life!''
He is now standing before me raising his machete ''So why don't you do us all a favor?'' He asks me as his voice sounds more dark ''And just die!''
(Kanashimi no Mukou He!)
Kanashimi no mukou e to tadoritsukeru nara
I take a step back and the machete manages to slice my chest slightly as swing my meat knife and stab him into the chest piercing it causing the blood to drip down of his chest and causing him to lose his machete as he steps backwards grunting as his eyes widen. My eyes are filled with anger as I kick Keitaro as he hits the wall.
Boku wa mou iranai yo nukumori mo ashita mo
I grab the machete from the floor as I run towards Keitaro and stab him right through the arm with the machete forcing him to stick onto the wall screaming in pain as I run over to the trays and get out a huge kitchen knife running towards Keitaro.
''Die!'' I shout at him in cold blood as I grab his other arm and hold it out straight as I stab him right through that one too causing him to be hanged up against the wall as his eyes become watered.
I angrily rip out the meat knife and hold tightly around it as I watch the blood flow down from his chest. I swing the meat knife into Keitaro again as I he screams in pain even more.
Seijaku no yami ni maiorita yume wa
The two of us playing video games in the arcade laughing and talking about the old days
The two of us talking about Sekai and laughing
The two of us having fun playing video games at my house
Who? Tsuka no ma koboreta hoho no hikari
As I pull the knife out of his chest the blood drips onto my shirt as I swing the blade as far behind my back as I throw it once more with fury.
Why? Morosugita sekai todomeru sube o shirazu ni, Tada boku wa negatteta sou boukyaku o
Keitaro smiles at me calling my name ''Kazuya,you are my best friend!''
After stabbing Keitaro into the chest another time I look at his face as he looks so helpless and innocent as blood flows out of his body and onto the floor
My eyes widen again as I look at Keitaro's helpless face.
Kanashimi no mukou e to tadoritsukeru nara,Boku wa mou kore ijou nani mo kanjinakute ii
I drop the kitchen knife and hit the floor with my knees as I shake my head in denial.
'' have I done...'' I mumble to myself as my eyes are wet.
Why...? Kurikaesu kotoba tsuieta yakusoku wa
Tears run down my cheeks as I hold over my heart ''You were used to getting everything you wanted,it made you into...'' I mumble to myself looking at Keitaro.
Hitokiwa utsukushiku hibiki ima togireta
I streak my hand over my eyes and notice tears ''What's this?'' I ask myself ''Is this what real pain does to you?'' I shout
My wound makes blood drip down from it as I take off my jacket and bloody shirt off as I walk out of my apartment topless.
Zetsubou no mukou e to kimi wa kaeru no ka
''It's my fault'' I mumble to myself ''It's my fault Sekai is dead,it's my fault Keitaro is dead!'' I shout to myself
Shijou no ai yuukyuu no ho ni kegarenaki mi o yudane
I take steps after walking down the stairs out of the building and find snow everywhere.
''It's cold,but it fits a cold hearted person like me'' I mumble to myself as I start to walk into the town holding over my wound,it is not deep enough to kill me it just cut me where it hurts the most; the left side of my chest,where my heart is.
I walk towards the train station.
Kanashimi no mukou e to tadoritsukeru nara
I notice the red ribbon wrapped around my arm
''For you to remember to take care of Sekai'' Setsuna smiles to me giving me a victory sign
Boku wa mou osorenai kodoku na nemuri sae
My tears drop and hits the sidewalk as I walk towards the train station.
''I am sorry Setsuna! I failed you!'' I scream with all my power as I put pressure on the wound to make it hurt more.
(Kanashimi No Mokou he)
I arrive at the train station and fall on my ass. as I walked the stairs down to the train station as the train just arrived,no one seem to be around as I enter the train.
(Namida No Riyuu)
tami ga mune wo sasu no soredemo uso kasaneta
Tears runs down my cheeks faster as I punch the pole I am leaning onto
''You fucked up Kazuya!'' I yell at myself
sasayaku koe wa amaku omoi tomereranai mama
The train arrives at the center of the city and many people are at the train station as I walk off people look at me,most of them in couples and some children.
''Enjoy christmas everyone'' I smile to them all as I walk blood keep dripping from my chest as I struggle to get up the stairs as people seem to follow me for some reason.
soba ni itemo fuan na yoru ichiban chikai iikikasete
''Why are all these people following me'' I think to myself as I am about to trip as some of the people behind he seem to step up towards me fast to catch me but I manage to stand as I walk up and out of the train station seeing the big christmas tree in the center.
egao ga mitakute subete yurushita uragiri wa itsuka kaeru
''How beautiful'' I tell myself as I walk towards it and more people just seem to follow me as I soon enough reach the tree.
''I wish..I could get a christmas wish...'' I tell myself out loud ''For Sekai to be ok'' I take a step as I slip and land on my face as as people around me gasp and are about to step up to help on my feet as there is a crowd around me now.
suki ni naru koto ni obieteita
''Don't help me! I deserve this! I hurt the one I love!'' I scream at them as tears run faster down from my eyes ''I hurt her!''
suki ni naru koto de kizutsuketa
''I don't want forgiveness I want Sekai to know I am sorry!'' I yell as I get up onto my knees but still face the ground as I am on down on all four ''I am sorry! I am sorry!'' I repeatedly yell.
omoide ni dekizu aogusora ga
I see the snowy ground becomes red around me as I yell ''Sekai if you can hear me,I want you to know one thing!''
mabushi sugite ochiru namida
''I love you!'' I scream with the power off my lungs as I hit the ground as I feel how cold it is.
(Namida No Riyuu)
''I love you too Kazuya'' I hear a voice approach me as someone are walking towards me as I would recongize the voice anywhere.
''Huh?'' I break out in surprise as I look up infront of me sitting up on my knees finding Sekai standing above me in her pink jacket smiling down to me.
I am completly shocked as I more tears stream down my cheeks ''I can't be forgiven for what I have done,so please don't forgive me'' I close my eyes shaking my head in hope of her leaving but I feel someone gently embracing me around the neck as she has layed my face onto something comftable and soft, it must be her breasts as tears flow down even faster.
''I forgive you,Kotonoha explained everything to me'' She tells me soft and gently ''She told me you only wanted to help her,you even lost you know what to her to help her''
''S-Sekai,stop being nice'' I beg her ''I can't be forgiven. So just kill me like you promised,you promised''
''I can tell by the way you cry this is the first time you have experienced real pain'' She answers my pray ''I know you were all alone when I saw your house was empty without anyone else's clothes but yours. And no pictures of family. I can't imagine how much that must have felt''
She pets my head as I the tears hit the ground
''And since you got your christmas wish fulfilled I hope I can get mine...'' She tells me as I let my face out of her chest I stand up looking into her eyes as I embrace her tightly around from her waist.
''I will give you anything you want, I will fulfill this wish no matter what. Then I can die peacefully''
Suddenly Sekai's lips meet mine as she is kissing me deep and passionate, tears seem to run down her cheeks as she seperates after I feel my whole body got warmed.
''I want your love again!'' She starts sobbing as my eyes are wide.
''She still wants me,after all that?'' I think to myself as I am abit shocked,the wound has stopped to drop blood as I kiss her passionate and deeply on her lips as music is heard signalizing christmas eve is now,the clock must be twelve as everyone around us cheers and camera's seem to be aimed towards us as all big screened tvs in town has the picture of the two of us kissing.
As I seperate I smile and look at her face. The smile she is wearing so wide and cheerful is the Sekai I remember and love. She is now crying happily as I smile too happily.
She hugs me tightly as I hug her back, I don't feel cold anymore, I just feel loved.
''Merry Christmas'' I tell her as she responds to me
''Merry Christmas'' She digs her face into my chest ''This is the best christmas present ever''
Chapter 11: Scar
Well,that is the end of this fanfic, make sure to follow the sequal for this with a new protagonist.
And a final congratulation to Sekai and Kazuya who has found love once again.