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This entry was written on the day of Kusaka's execution. I cried watching Diamond Dust. If you have any ideas for my other stories. Or any requests… Please review!
Dear Sayuri,
Why? Why did Saka-kun have to die? Central 46 said it was because both him and Toshiro had the same zanpakuto. But I don't understand that part. I saw his zanpakuto. His zanpakuto guard wasn't in the shape of a star like Hyōrinmaru. It was shaped like crown. I could even hear it's name. Shirahime, the White princess. That's what Aoi Hana, my zanpakuto said to me. It was almost like everyone could only see Hyōrinmaru. They made me watch everything. It was terrible. Those idiots in Central 46 are easily fooled. Obviously they were put into complete hypnosis. But who could have that kind of power? But they have broken a law. The law that nobles cannot be put to death. Nobody could stop them. A week ago the Counsel of Nobles had a meeting. I being next in line to be head was allowed into the meeting. They said they would stop them if that happened. Even my mother begged them to let him live. They never listened. Now he's dead. But there is hope. My father says that souls that are born into the Soul Society go the World of the Living. Then when they die there they are sent back to the Soul Society. But it still doesn't change a thing. Since Saka-kun is now dead mother has arranged for another man to marry me. His name is Taichiro Akizuna. He is the lieutenant of the Third Division. Mother says she'll introduce me to him next week. He has a reputation of being a nice guy. But it wont change the fact that I still love Kusaka. After Kusaka died I walked to the Academy. My clothes were covered in his blood. I stood there for an hour crying until Gin came. He held me and then he cried. He told me that he was worried about me. It's strange but when I talk to Gin I feel weird. Like I can't breathe. But at the same time it's… Nice. Well that's all I really needed to talk about. Good night Sayuri!
Love
Relena H. Shikuta
A/N: Hope you liked it and I'm sorry if I confused anyone!