Edward's mind was rushing with panic as he ran home. How could he have been so stupid! He felt so disgusted with himself for doing this. He could smell the boys blood still, he could feel it seeping through his own shirt as he held the boy.

God he just hoped it wasn't to late. Once he arrived at the door he threw it open. The other Cullen's looked over and looked shocked with what they saw standing there.

Edward's eyes were frantic as he stared down at Jacob who was in his arms. Bleeding from his neck the blood staining Edward's shirt and was still slightly smeared on his chin. Jacob's eyes were half lidded and they looked like they were becoming dimmer by the second. As if he was fading.

"Carlisle!" Edward said as the doctor rushed over to them.

"Edward what happened?" he asked in a deadly serious tone. Edward shook his head.

"I can't explain everything right now! I bit him on accident and I couldn't stop! You need to help him!" he nearly shouted. He couldn't find it in him to be calm and collected. Carlisle only nodded and took the boy from him.

Edward watched as he rushed the boy into the makeshift hospital room they had upstairs. Edward stood there feelings of fear, disgust, panic, and guilt were flooding him. He could still hear Jacob's screams echoing in his head.

Alice looked at Edward, "Edward...how could you?" she asked. She couldn't grasp it at all. Edward furrowed his brows as if he couldn't even grasp the concept himself.

"I-I didn't mean to it was all an accident!" he said in desperation.

"What do you mean an accident!" Rosalie asked anger fueling her voice. Even if she disliked the mutt..she wouldn't wish something like this on even him.

"I was going crazy because I hadn't fed in days, I couldn't control myself when I caught his scent!" he said.

"You've been controlling yourself for years! And yet you couldn't stop this one damn time!" Rosalie asked standing up with fists clenched. Edward was never really effected by Rosalie's rage. But this one stung.

"I don't know! I just couldn't damn it! I didn't mean to bite him!" he said trying to defend himself. Even though he knew this was all his fault. And there was no excuse for the deed he had just done.

"Well what the hell are we going to do if he dies! Huh Edward how are you going to explain that to his pack!" she shouted at him. "Do you honestly think they'll give a damn when you say you didn't mean to! They'll start a war!"

"Alright stop it you two," Esme said. They both looked at her and silenced. "Now..we still don't know what the outcome of this will be, and there's nothing we can do now its already done."

"All we can do...is hope that Jacob will be alright, and if not...then we'll just have to figure something out."

...

Upstairs Carlisle had laid the child down on the bed where he had been the previous day. He grabbed a small towel and pressed it to the bleeding wound on his neck. Jacob made a small sound of pain at this.

Carlisle looked over the boy to see darkening marks around his wrists. He frowned slightly as he looked at his face. He could see his eyes becoming more and more dim. His body felt slightly colder then before. And his heart rate was slowed.

And at this point the fear of unknowing crossed Carlisle's mind. For he knew not if Jacob was dying...or being reborn.

He leaned down slightly to the boys ear just enough so he would be able to hear him.

"Be reborn into the form of your soul's choosing."

The words were not above a whisper, the words he had spoken held their own hidden meaning. That meant let happen what is meant to happen. Carlisle only hoped that it was not meant to end with death.

...

"I'm going up there," Alice said finally as she stood up. She had been hoping to receive some sort of vision but nothing had come up. And she couldn't take waiting any longer.

"Me too," Jasper agreed standing up with her.

"Us too," the others said and they all made their way upstairs. Alice was the first to walk in with Jasper behind her.

"Carlisle.." she asked. Her voice unsure and full of worry and fear for the answer. Carlisle looked at her for a moment and looked down again.

"I can't be certain...but all I know for sure is that the venom is defiantly effecting him in some way." he said.

Edward looked down at the boy, and felt the guilt surging through him once more. Jacob let out a groan his eyes slightly open. He appeared to be trying to sit up. Carlisle helped the boy sit up slightly, he looked unresponsive though.

"Jacob?" he asked. There was a silent groan as Jacob's eyes fluttered slightly for a moment. They leaned forward the air becoming thicker by the second. Carlisle looked at him.

"Jacob?" he asked again. Looking directly at his face. Jacob lifted his head slightly looking at the doctor when his eyes opened.

But in an instant had changed from dim to enraged, and shifted from brown to blood red. Jacob hissed at him.

Causing everyone in the room to jerk back when the realization hit them. Jacob was a newborn.

Alice stared at him before stepping forward slightly, "Jacob.." she said carefully. Jacob's gaze shifted to her he growled baring his fangs slightly.

"Jacob..please calm down it us," she said hoping he had a sliver of reason still in his mind. Jacob hissed at her and in a flash lunged at her.

Jasper glared at him and quickly intercepted the wolf and knocked him backwards. He stood in front of Alice glaring at Jacob while tensing prepared to go at him again. Jacob hissed at him snarling when he saw Edward and Emmett try to grab him.

He snarled grabbing Emmett's arm and flipping him over causing him to crash against the floor so much that the tile cracked. Edward growled back at Jacob, momentarily pushing aside his guilt. He knew he created this monster from Jacob, and he was intent on stopping it as well.

Jacob was crouched prepared to do the same to Edward that he had done to Emmett. Because right now Jacob was like Edward had been before.

He wasn't Jacob right now. All he knew was there was an unmistakable blood lust haunting him. The only thing that he knew was the rush of anger and strength that was surging through his body. Because now he didn't know where he was...he didn't know who he was or who these people were. And it didn't matter either.

Jacob lunged forward at Edward, who in turn rammed against Jacob fighting his new born strength. Jacob was sent crashing against the wall successfully putting a dent in it. He opened his eyes and snarled at Edward.

But Edward wasn't Edward to him..he was his enemy. Jacob ran toward him with his new found speed and managed to ram Edward in to the wall as well. He had his hands gripping his shoulders his nails trying to dig into his skin. Edward growled at him, his amber eyes burning into Jacob's crimson red.

Jacob widened his eyes suddenly grunting and cringed. Edward blinked and looked behind Jacob where Carlisle stood with a needle now stuck into the boys shoulder.

Jacob growled silently his eyes sinking closed. As they drug began to effectively sedate him. He groaned and fall against Edward. Who in turn grabbed the boy to prevent him from falling over.

He looked down at the unconscious wolf for a moment before looking around at the room. Seeing what the newborn had managed to do to it.

"Edward..help me get him back on the bed," Carlisle said Edward simply nodded. And lifted Jacob from the ground and walked over to the bed and laid him down.

The other inhabitants of the room crowded around the bed once more. Alice looked at Carlisle again.

"Carlisle..does this mean he's..." she couldn't bring herself to even finish that sentence.

"I can't be a hundred percent sure, I'll have to get a blood sample and then that should tell me what he is. That could have been a reaction to the venom so it's still uncertain what he is now."

Carlisle walked over to a drawer and opened it pulling out a syringe. Walking over to another box and placing the needle on the object and walked back to the bedside.

He pressed the needle into the wolf's arm and watched as the vile filled with blood. He brought it from the boys skin and looked at it for a moment.

"I'm going to take this to the hospital and test it," he said.

"Yeah but what do we do if he wakes up?" Jasper asked looking over at the other blonde.

"He shouldn't wake up for awhile..I gave him a pretty high dosage of that sedative, so he should be passed out for a few hours if not the whole night." he looked down at the teen as he said this. "That should be long enough for the newborn blood to recede anyways."

With that the doctor left the room leaving the other Cullen's to stand there watching the boy. All except Edward.

He couldn't find it in himself to look at him now. Edward had done a lot of bad things in his life..but this was by far the worst thing he'd ever done. What hurt more was that Jacob was just a child.

The fact that he did something like this to such an innocent child was tearing him up inside. It sickened him that he could still taste Jacob's blood in his mouth. It sickened him more that he loved the taste of it.

He was so disgusted with himself.

...

During that night they all stayed in that room and didn't leave. They continued to watch the sleeping teen. Edward could hear the questions running non stop in their heads. And Jasper had been sending out calming vibes to everyone in hopes to sooth their anxiety.

But even Jasper's power was doing little to help. Because the question still remained...what would Jacob become?

And more importantly what would they do once they knew? How would this change things? All of it was making Edward's head hurt, he would have asked them all to stop thinking about it so much. But he knew he was in no place to speak right now.

So they all sat in silence watching Jacob and eagerly waiting for Carlisle to return. And for Jacob to awake.

...

Emmett sighed and looked at his watch to see it was now 7:00 AM. They had sat all night and so far nothing appeared to be happening.

Just then the door opened and Carlisle walked in. They looked over on edge waiting for him to say something. Edward was separate from everyone else. He was currently on the side of the bed that Carlisle was on. But he was in the doorway really leaning his back against the wall.

Carlisle remained silent though much to the vampires confusion. Before they could ask him out loud a groan broke the silence of the room.

And all eyes went to the bed where Jacob was. He appeared to be waking up, his eye twitched slightly as he let out a moan.

Jacob's eyes fluttered open and he began blinking. They all let out a sigh of relief to see that his eyes were no longer red. However they weren't brown anymore either, they looked amber like the rest of theirs except lines of brown were picked up in them. Making them looked slightly different from the rest of theirs.

Jacob looked around in a slight daze as he recollected his thoughts.

"Wha..where am I?" he asked. This all seemed oddly familiar like deja vu. Jacob widened his eyes slightly when he remembered what had happened before. He sat up and cringed slightly.

"Wait what's going on?" he asked.

"Relax Jacob your safe right now," Carlisle reassured. He paused for a moment before speaking, "Edward attacked you..you remember that right?" he asked.

Jacob blinked as he looked at the blonde but nodded slowly.

"Good, now do you remember what else he did?" he asked gently. Not wanting to set the boy off to much. Jacob looked down as he searched his memory when it all rushed back.

"E-Edward..y-you can't do this."

Jacob's mind was suddenly filled with the images of Edward above him and sinking his fangs into his neck. He gasped and his hand shot up to his neck. He felt panic surge through him when he could feel the bite marks there.

"W-Wait...am..am I a-" he asked with wide eyes. They all glanced at him and then back at Carlisle. Who frowned slightly.

"Well we weren't sure..awhile after you were bitten you were a newborn..do you remember that?" he asked. Jacob searched his head there were small blurry bits and pieces though.

"..I'm not sure," he said.

"Well..afterwards I took a blood sample and now we should know what you are." he said as he opened the folder he was holding.

Everyone stared on the edge of their seats for his answer. Carlisle looked at his folder and back to Jacob.

"Well...it appears that.."

[i totally wanted to put a cliff hanger but I didn't!]

"Your a hybrid Jacob."

Jacob's eyes went wide and were filled with despair and shock. He looked down at the bed then he felt himself shaking slightly. He wished suddenly that he would open his eyes to find this was a bad dream.

"This," Jacob said bringing his hand up and putting it on his head. Unable to grasp the answer he got. "This can't be happening." he said in denial. Despair filled his eyes then as the truth began to come to his mind.

He covered his face with his hands, "Oh god." he said. His shoulders trembled as he felt his eyes tearing up. "Oh god no." he said as sobs began to wrack his frame. The others looked at him in pity and sympathy.

Alice frowned standing up and sitting on the bed with him. She wrapped her arms around him resting her head by his shoulder. While looking at him sadly feeling compassion for the young boy.

"Its okay Jacob," she said soothingly to him. Rosalie frowned silently walking to the other side of the bed and sat down. She seemed hesitant, but put her hand on the boys back.

"Yeah, every things going to be alright." she added. Carlisle looked at the three before looking over at Edward.

Edward stood there with his hand covering his mouth staring at the wall in front of him. His eyes holding the despair and guilt that tore through his heart. Edward turned his head looking over at Jacob. He was sure if he could cry he would be. He couldn't be more disgusted with himself then right now.

He shut his eyes moving his hand from his mouth and covered his eyes. His teeth clenched slightly expressing the pain that he was currently in.

"God," he said silently. He turned his head from them shaking it slightly in distress.

"What have I done to you?"

TBC

YES! i finished this chapter and there is more to come! I personally love the thought of a vampire werewolf hybrid and the other reason is that i love jacob being a wolf way to much to make hi a full vampire...because i would totally not be able to get over him not being a werewolf anymore so i make him a hybrid. But i really hoped you liked it because i wrote it all out today because i was like "okay..i really have to write this and i know they're dying to know" so i did write it and i hope its okay.

so now what will happen? how will Jacob be after it sets in..how will he be around the cullens how does being a hybrid suddenly change him and how will he act around edward? OH I CAN JUST SMELL THE RATINGS! lol review!