Jacob lay curled in a ball on his bed. Holding his stomach as it did flips. His head was bursting with pain and he felt a dying urge to sink his fangs into something. The feeling itself scared him.

/What the hell is happening to me?/

Jacob kept asking that same question over and over in his head. What was he becoming? It hurt because he had no control over this, and Jacob hated feeling helpless. He cringed again and tightened his grip.

...

Downstairs Edward and Jasper returned.

"So..I take it he didn't feed at all?" Carlisle questioned looking at Edward. Who shook his head.

"No...he wants to though, he was close to when he saw a deer carcass i got." Edward said. "I can hear it in his thoughts that he's having a harder time controlling it."

"Lets just hope it doesn't carry on to long," Rosalie said.

...

Well they did hope, they continued hoping when Carlisle tried to get him to drink again. But sadly Jacob still refused. They tried through out the day but Jacob continually rejected it.

The next day Edward happened upon Jacob again. He was sitting on his bed with his eyes shut and gripping his stomach. He was leaning forward gasping painfully. Carlisle was sitting on a chair next to him with his hand on the wolf's back.

Jacob's stomach was constricting, quite painfully it seemed. Carlisle knew it was because they weren't meant to not feed. His body was going into a complete shock, he couldn't function without blood.

Jacob doubled over again cringing seething through his teeth. Edward frowned looking at him...that was it. He couldn't sit and watch this anymore. Edward felt that since he had broken Jacob...it was his job to fix him.

He watched as Jacob began to ease back slightly laying back down with Carlisle's help. He was still in pain but it seemed to have lessened at least. Jacob could feel the urge increasing to a deadly rate.

Edward looked at Carlisle motioning for him to come over. Carlisle stood up and walked out into the hallway.

"Carlisle..I want to see if I can get him to feed," he said. Carlisle looked at him.

"Edward are you sure that's a good idea?" he asked. Edward let out a sigh and nodded.

"Yes, I'm the one who did this..it's my responsibility," he said. Carlisle looked at his adoptive son before nodding.

"Alright if you want to try I won't stop you." he said. Edward then walked past him to the stairs and went downstairs. He looked around for where Carlisle had his blood stash. Once he found it he poured it into a glass and walked back up the stairs.

Edward breathed deeply as he walked into the room closing the door behind him. Jacob made a small sound as he opened his pitch black eyes.

He tried sitting up holding a weak glare toward the older male. Edward looked at him as he walked over.

"Easy now," he said. After all he needed to calm him as much as possible. Jacob tried to form some sort of growl but he winced, and gave up easing back on the bed.

Edward could see that Jacob had grown considerably weaker and was at least not trying to attack him. So far so good it seemed.

He sat down on the chair that Carlisle had been using.

"Jacob I need you to drink this," he said gently. Jacob opened his eyes slightly letting out a silent groan. Edward leaned forward slightly and carefully slid his hand under the boys head to lift it up. Jacob immediately tried to move away from the boys hand.

"Relax I'm not going to hurt you," he said. That at least seemed to settle him down a little, enough to let Edward pick his his head up. He then brought the glass up to the boys face. Jacob shut his mouth and tried to lean away from it.

It was amazing that even when he was this thirsty for blood, and this weak he still tried to deny it.

"Jacob you have to drink this alright?" he said. Jacob visibly tried keeping his mouth closed. But his control was starting to fade away again and he allowed the glass to be brought to his lips. Edward carefully tipped it back so that the crimson liquid could slip into his mouth.

As soon as the blood touched Jacob's tongue and slithered down his throat he widened his eyes gasping slightly, Edward quickly took the glass back. So he would not end up spilling it.

Jacob felt his mind buzz suddenly..that taste. It was...amazing. He wasn't thinking all to well now he felt his stomach constrict slightly. He gasped again.

"Alright settle down," Edward said silently to him. Jacob's eyes were half lidded again as he tried to lean forward again. "Just relax."

Edward then carefully brought the glass back to him, Jacob felt his eyes close as he felt the blood slide down his throat again. He felt himself leaning forward again openly drinking the blood from the glass.

Edward felt slightly relieved to see that the hybrid was already drinking it.

"That's better," Edward said silently. He noticed that Jacob was drinking the blood faster then he should, Edward could tell because the blood trailed down his chin slightly, he took the glass from his mouth again. Much to Jacob's disappointment.

He tried leaning forward again to get more but Edward was holding it out of his reach.

"Hey settle down Jacob, its not going anywhere," he reassured. It felt like he was talking to a child almost. He set the glass on the floor, reaching his hand out to wipe off the excess blood that had missed his mouth.

"Try not to drink so fast alright," he said and picked the glass up again. Allowing Jacob to continue to drink. And he continued to until the glass was empty.

"See, that wasn't too bad," Edward said easing his head back down. He could see the blood already taking effect on the young teen. The black in his eyes started to dissipate considerably. But Edward knew he wanted more since there was still black in his eyes, and by the look on his face.

Showing that he was not happy that Edward had taken the blood away from him.

"Don't worry I'll get more okay?" he said. Jacob moaned in reply as he closed his eyes again. Edward watched the wolf start to fall asleep as he stood up and walked to the door.

He let out a relieved sigh that he had gotten Jacob to drink the blood. And better yet he still wanted more. Edward just felt better knowing that he was at least easing some of his pain. After all he had to start somewhere if he wanted to start getting Jacob to get used to him again. And to get him used to his new life.

He walked downstairs and received very anxious looks.

"Well..I got him to drink all of it." he said. Hearing united sighs of relief. "And he still wants more...so that's good I guess," he noted.

"What did you do to get him to?" Emmett asked. Thinking that Edward forced him to.

"..Nothing really..I just told him to," he said with a shrug. Emmett looked shocked since he himself had spent forever trying to get the hybrid to drink it. "I have to go fill this up again though."

He took that chance to go back into the kitchen to refill the glass.

"I just hope I'll be able to keep helping him," he whispered to himself. Wether Jacob wanted to admit it...or wether he even knew it. He needed Edward...and Edward knew that Jacob needed his help. To help him understand all the strange things that were happening to him.

Edward shook his head to clear himself of his thoughts and turned around and started upstairs again.

Once he entered the room he noticed Jacob seemed to be half asleep. But looked a lot better then the last time Edward had seen him. Edward sat down again as Jacob's eyes opened slightly.

Edward repeated what he did before and lifted the boys head up. This time when he brought the glass up to him Jacob seemed more then eager to drink it.

"Thats it," Edward said glad to see that the boy was still drinking it. He took the glass back.

"Hey slow down, your getting more on your face then in your mouth." he noted wiping it off his face again. "Alright just slow down okay."

He continued to let Jacob drink the blood. He smirked slightly, "It's not as bad as you thought huh?" he asked. He found it sort of amusing that Jacob had gone on about how horrible blood was. And yet here he was eagerly drinking it, and unhappy when Edward took it away.

How ironic.

But right now it didn't really seem like Jacob was listening to Edward. He was to focused on drinking the amazing liquid in front of him. He was enjoying it far to much to realize what he was doing really. Or who was giving it to him...it was as if he knew he was drinking blood. And that Edward was giving it to him. But he didn't really realize that at all.

Edward sighed taking the glass back once more.

"Well that should be enough to hold you off for now," Edward noted out loud. Jacob let out a silent moan as he felt his mind begin to clear up a little. Edward eased Jacob's head back down again.

Jacob blinked a few times looking at Edward. Edward noticed that Jacob's eyes had returned to a gold color again. He smiled slightly with a nod, knowing this meant he would be fine for a few days at least.

He noticed that Jacob's gaze was slightly confused and he realized the young hybrid probably wasn't 100% awake yet.

"You should go to sleep," Edward said. Jacob merely closed his eyes and seemed to do just that.

Edward sighed and walked to the door and glanced back at the boy again.

"Ironic indeed."

TBC

OMG I totally didn't think that this was all i was going to put in this chap i was going to originally just have edward giving him blood one part of it..but i didn't realize how much room i was making it take up. also i didn't know what else to put. I didn't actually think i'd have this ready on the same day but..oh well better for you all! REVIEW REIVEW! I LITERALLY WILL REFUSE TO POST ANYMORE UNTIL I GET REVIEWS!