A/N: Here it is Chapter 4!! I have been caught in a blizzard so I have been writing my heart out!! Hope you guys enjoy

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Chapter 4

I settled back into his chest, and waited for Billy to start his stories. The first couple stories were about him and his old buddies back in the day. They were so interesting, everybody was mesmerized by them. Towards the end, he started telling stories about when Jake was younger with his friends. There would be moments when I couldn't hold in my laughter, and I felt Jake bury himself more into my body. He was embarrassed, and I found it adorable. I didn't want this amazing night to end. He kissed the top of my head, and I sighed in contentment. My eyes started to droop, and I couldn't fight it anymore. He tightened his arms around me and I was out like a light.

"Bells baby, wake up." He whispered in my ear. I shook my head and groaned.

"C'mon get up; I have to get you home."

"Nooo." I fought.

"Jake," I heard Billy's voice." I talked to Charlie. He said that Bella could stay at our house."

"Alright Dad Thanks. Bells I'm going to carry you."

"Mmm." was all I could say. He picked me up in his arms, and I gave him a soft kiss on the cheek. He smiled a little which made me blush. "Thanks Jake."

"For what?" he asked.

"Everything. For you." I whispered then I kissed him slowly.

"You mean everything to me Bells. I would do anything for you. No thanks are needed."

"Don't be silly Jake. You deserve it." We got to the house and he laid me down on his bed. He went into his drawer and gave me some clothes. I changed and got back in his bed. He kissed me goodnight and went to leave. "Where are you going?"

"I'm going to sleep on the couch."

"No, I don't want you to. Stay with me. Please?" I pushed out my bottom lip.

"How can I say no to that?"

"You're not supposed to." He smiled and lay down beside me.

"Hey Bells?"

"Yeah?" I looked up in his eyes.

"I love you." My breathing hitched.

"You do?"

"I do Bells. I'm crazy about you."

"Jake, I don't know if I'm ready to say that yet. But I am getting there. I just need a little bit more time."

"Don't worry about it Bella. Just tell me when you're ready ok? Like I said, I'm not going anywhere."

"I don't want you to be upset with me."

"Baby I could never be mad at you. I told you how I feel that's all. Now go to sleep, we can talk in the morning." He took my hand, and I fell asleep. I didn't have the normal nightmares I usually had, that were about me being attacked and raped. I would scream until somebody woke me up to have me stop. But not tonight. It was peaceful and dreamless, which felt night. I haven't had one of those in a long time. The next morning Jake woke me up with a tray of breakfast in bed.

"Jacob…" I was speechless. "You didn't have to."

"Yes I did. Amazing breakfast for an amazing girlfriend." He smiled.

"Baby," I dug into the delicious plate of food he made me, and noticed a note. "What is this?"

"I guess you are going to have to read it." I opened it and it read…

Bells,
Good morning sweetheart. I hope you slept good
last night. It was one of the best nights of my life.
I wanted to show you how happy you make me,
and I hope I do the same for you. I love you and
I always will

Jake xoxo

A tear fell from my eyes, and he wiped it away with his thumb "You do make me happy Jake. You have no idea. I am all yours and no one else's."

"Promise?"

"Always and Forever." He moved my finished plate out of the way and kissed me. His tongue was on my bottom lip, begging for permission. Of course I let him in and his tongue explored my mouth. It was the most amazing feelings in the world. "Jake…"

"Shh." He continued to kiss me. His hand slipped under my shirt, and I immediately pushed him off.

"Get off me!" I backed away.

"Bells I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." He got up. "I got carried-"

"Get the hell away from me! You're just like him! You tell me you love me, and then try to get in my pants! You fucking bastard!" I tried to get away, but I fell and I couldn't move. My tears were blocking my eyesight, and I was scared. Scared that he would hurt me, and scared that I would lose him. "Please don't hurt me." I barely whispered and my body curled into a ball

"Bella, I would never hurt you. Ever."

"Then why did you..." I couldn't finish my sentence.

"Because I wasn't thinking. I love you Isabella. You make me do crazy things. Sometimes, I don't even know it. I messed everything up, and I'm sorry." I looked in his eyes for the first time and tears were flowing from them.

"Come here." I whispered and pulled him down beside me. "I forgive you, and I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to apologize for. It was all my fault." I took his hand in mine and laid my head on his shoulder.

"I said some pretty nasty things that I shouldn't have. I didn't have the right to call you those things."

"I deserved it. Don't apologize please." I kissed his hand.

"I feel like I should."

"Well don't feel like that anymore." He kissed my forehead. "I love you." He whispered.

"I know."

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