A/N: Here it is....Chapter 5. Hope you enjoy.

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Chapter 5

"You let me know what is too much for you. I don't want you to be scared of me. I just want it to be us. Jake and Bells. You have to help me learn. We will get through this together. From now on, everything we do will be together, ok?" I shook my head yes, gathering my thoughts.

"I wish you were there. To save me from him. To be there for me. Help me get through it. I was a disaster Jake. The whispering in the halls, the rumors, all the whispering. I didn't have anybody. I wish I didn't move away eight years ago. I wish I had you all this time. That I was in your arms. I wish I could give you what you want." I whispered. The tears began to fall again. I didn't know if I'll ever be ready to make love to him and that isn't fair to him.

"You did give what I want Bella. I wanted you. I'll be ready when you are. You set the pace. I wish I was there to save you too. I wish I could have hurt him as much as he hurt you. And Bells, you've had me since the day we met. I've always been yours." My tears soaked his shirt, and he pulled me into his lap. "Every part is beautiful Isabella. Even the things that you might think aren't." he kissed a scar that was on my arm. Then he took one of my hands and placed it over his heart. "Do you feel that? How fast it is beating? It's because of you. This is yours."

"Jacob, my heart belongs to you. Always." My voice was raspy from all the crying. He smiled and cupped my face in his hands.

"Is it okay if I kiss you?" I nodded and our lips met, barely touching. It was so soft.

"Promise me one thing." I whispered to him.

"Anything."

"Never leave me."

"I would never." He kissed me again. Then he pecked my lips a couple of times before resting his forehead against mine. I couldn't help but kiss him once more.

"Do you want to go for a walk on the beach?"

"Yeah." I stood up.

"Do you want to change first?"

"No. It's still early. Come on." I stuck my hand out for him which he gladly took.

"I must say, you look so beautiful in my clothes baby Bells." He pulled me into his chest.

"Mmm, you think so?" I kissed his cheek as we walked out the door, and headed towards the beach.

"I sure do. The most beautiful woman I have ever met."

"Jaaaake."

"It's true. Every word." He smiled down at me.

"What am I going to do at school tomorrow without you?"

"I have a free first period, so I will be able to take you every day, and I can pick you up. Then we have the whole night together." The sand felt nice against my bare feet.

"What if somebody tries to hurt me?"

"Then you call me right away, and I'll come and get you. Bells don't think like that. Everything is going to be okay."

"Can't you transfer to Forks?" I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I wish I could, but I can't."

"Can I come to La Push?" I begged.

"Bells you can't. You will be fine. Nothing is going to happen to you." He sat down on a piece of driftwood, bringing me down beside him.

"I only feel safe when I'm with you." I laid against his chest.

"I will be with you most of the day babe. There is nothing to worry about."

"You're perfect Jake." I took his hand and kissed each finger.

"I'm not even close." He leaned in and kissed my lips.

"To me you're perfect. Beyond perfect. Stay with me forever."

"That's my plan."

"Baby you're everything to me. Everything. I don't know what I would do without you." I tore my eyes away from his.

"Bells you're strong. You don't need me."

"Jake do not say that, because it's not true. I need you more than anything. You are the air I breathe. Baby don't you see that?"

"I do baby, I do." He kissed the top of my head.

"Don't say things like that, please." I dug my face into his chest.

"I won't. I'm sorry." He rocked me back and forth until I calmed down. "How about I take you home?"

"Will you stay?"

"Only if you want me to."

"I will always want you to. I could make us dinner."

"Now I'm definitely staying if there is food involved." He stood up and threw me over his shoulder.

"JAKE!!"I screamed. "You better put me down!"

"I don't think so. I like carrying you." Once we got back to my house, I started right away on dinner. Jake watched TV, knowing better not to be in the kitchen. We had dinner with Charlie, and all too soon it was time for Jake to go. I walked out onto the front porch with him, having a tight hold on his hand.

"Do you have to go?"

"Yes Bells." He pulled me into a hug.

"I don't want you to."

"I will be here first thing in the morning." He kissed me passionately on the lips, and pulled away when he know I needed to breathe. "I love you Bells."

"Jake don't go." I pleaded.

"I have to. I'll call you when I get back, and we can talk as long as you want ok?" I slightly nodded.

"Fine, but can I have one more kiss?" he smiled and kissed me again before leaving.

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