A/N: I'm sooooooo sorry!!!!! ::hides:: Ive been busy and I have a huge focusing problem. lol. To be honest, Im not real happy about this chapter. It didnt come out the way I wanted it to, but I wanted to update for you guys.. You are the best :D Now to the Chapter. I warn you..there is minor lemons :D Enjoy

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Chapter 9:

"Baby you tell me if I need to stop ok?" I nodded. "Wait a minute." He got up and walked back the hallway. He came back with a couple blankets, and spread them across the floor in front of the fire. With his arms around my waist, he brought me down onto the ground. "We will have more room down here." He smiled.

"I love you babe. You have no idea what it means to me that you will wait for me."

"Always," he breathed.

"And forever." I finished. He kissed me, pushing us both down onto the blanket. Taking my hands in his, he moved down my jaw line to my neck. I couldn't help but smile. "Jake…"

"Yes beautiful?"

"Don't stop."

"I don't plan to." He trailed his hands down the sides of my body to the bottom of my shirt. Before moving any further, he looked in my eyes asking for permission. I simply nodded and he raised my shirt over my head. He placed butterfly kisses all over my chest and stomach. He reached underneath me to the clasp of my bra. "Bells?"

"Go ahead." I felt it loosen and fall limp against my body.

"You're so beautiful." He put his hands on my breast, caressing them.

"Jake wait." I sat up and pulled his shirt off. "Much better." I laid back down. He smiled and took my left breast into his mouth while my right was in the grip of his hands. My breath hitched when his tongue swirled around my nipple. I closed my eyes, enjoying the sensation he was giving me. Giving each breast the same amount of attention, he switched to my right. Kissing down my stomach, his eyes never left mine.

"Bells, do you trust me?"

"With all my heart." He pressed his lips to mine. Then slowly, he unbuttoned my jeans, and pulled down the zipper. He was so soft and gentle, which only made my love for him soar. My jeans came off and I was left in only my underwear. I shuddered.

"You set the pace ok? Tell me if I need to stop." He reminded me, and I nodded.

"I'm just nervous, that's all." I placed my hands at my sides.

"I can stop-"

"No. I don't want you to. Please continue." He did as I said and the next thing I knew, my underwear was off too. He trailed his hands along the outside of my leg to the inside of my thigh. He stopped when he noticed my permanent scars and I squeezed my legs shut. He shook his head.

"No." he guided his hand in between, exposing myself again. He fingers ran between my slick folds, and a moan escaped my lips. "You like that baby?" I nodded, not being able to talk. He continued his motions and brought his lips down to kiss each of my hip bones. "Mmm, I want to taste you Bells. Can I do that?"

"Yes," was all I could say. His tongue was instantly on my clit. It was one of the most amazing things in the world. I can't even explain it. But all too quickly, his fingers were at my entrance, and I retracted from him. "Jacob stop. Don't do that."

"I won't. Will you let me use my tongue?" he smiled at me.

"Kiss me first." I whispered. His lips were on mine, and I could taste my own juices. Each of our mouths fought for dominance. He won of course. "Baby…" I breathed against his lips. "Please." I felt him chuckle. Once I could feel his tongue, my body nearly fell over the edge. My hips were paced with his rhythm. "Jacob," I moaned and he linked his fingers through mine. Nobody has ever made me feel this way before. My body was building with pleasure and I knew I was getting close. "Jake…I'm so close baby."

"I know beautiful." His tongue went deeper, which threw me over. He kissed his way back up to my lips with a huge grin on his face. "I love you."

"Mmm, I love you too. But it's my turn." I said as I reached for the button on his jeans. I could see his erection was very straining as it was.

"Bells, no. You don't have to. I'll be fine." He lightly pushed me away.

"Jake, I'm ok. I want to." I pulled down his jeans and boxers. My jaw hit the floor at the picture in front of me. He was BIG. I don't know how that would ever fit inside of me. He must have noticed my hesitation because he put his boxers back on. "Baby what are you doing?"

"I can wait until you're ready Bells."

"I'm ready now. You are just a little…big."

"A little?" I giggled.

"Come here." I pulled him against me, and then pushed his boxers down for the second time. "I have never done this before Jake, so please tell me if I'm doing something wrong."

"I haven't either babe. We are figuring this out together." I gave him a smile and lightly touched his very hard member. "Don't tease me please." He twitched in my hand and I heard him groan deep in his throat. His skin was beautiful in the light that the fire created. I lowered my lips to his full length, lightly grazing my teeth along the tip. "Bella," not answering him, I wrapped my lips around him, and using my hand with what wouldn't fit into my mouth. I did the best I could, in hopes that he like what I'm doing. "Fuck." He grunted and ran his hand through my hair, making sure it was out of the way. Sweat was dripping from both of our bodies. I increased my motions, which he seemed to enjoy. "I'm not going to last much longer Bells." I attempted to smile, bit I don't know if he saw it. Seconds later, a sweet liquid was pouring into my mouth. After I managed to swallow each drop, I attacked his lips.

"I love you." I whispered.

"Not as much as I do." He challenged.

"I don't think so." I collapsed on his chest, listening to his heart beat. I was so soothing and put me at rest. Jacob pulled a blanket over us to cover our bodies. Then the doorbell rang. Jake stood up, taking another blanket with him. I tried to see who it was but I had no such luck. He came back holding a box. "What's that baby?" he gave it to me and it had my name on it. Shrugging his shoulders, he sat back down beside me. I opened the box to find a folded up piece of paper.

My dearest Bella,
I understand that you are with Jacob now, but I just can't get over the fact that I want you so badly. I will make you mine Isabella. I don't care what it takes. You. Will. Be. Mine. I can feel you want me too. I see it in your eyes. It won't be long my Bella.

I looked at Jake, and there was nothing in his eyes. He was angry. No, he was furious. "Jake, calm down. He won't get me baby. I'm yours, remember? It's going to stay that way. The only thing I'm scared of is losing you."

"You're not going to lose me." We laid on the couch, watching the fire.

"I love you Jake."

"I love you too."

The next morning we woke up and ate breakfast together. He ended up feeding me my whole plate. After breakfast Jake took me to my house so I could pick up my mail and a couple of other things. I ran inside while Jake made a quick call to Embry. Grabbing the mail on the way, I ran inside, doing what I needed to do.

"Hello Bella." I froze in place knowing that voice.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

"I'm here to see the woman I love. Jacob isn't here, we don't have to hide it anymore." He rested his hands on my waist. I pushed him away, but he continued on.

"Go away. I'll scream and Jacob will hear."

"We don't want that do we?" he yanked up my shirt and I went to scream, but his hand covered my mouth. Tears were running down my cheeks. Next thing I knew, both of our pants were at our ankles. I was trying to scream or pushing him away, but nothing was working. Just as he was about to enter me, the door busted open.

"Get the fuck off of her!" I heard somebody scream. Edward let go, and I fell to the floor, not being able to move. I didn't see anything. My eyes were too blurry from the tears. I felt arms wrap around me and I flipped out.

"Don't touch me!!" I screamed.

"It's me Bells. It's Jake. I'm here." He whispered in my ear.

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