A/N: I AM SOO SORRYY! ::hides:: I know I am horrible by not updating, but i have been verrrrry busy and I hope you guys will forgive me. I somewhat lost interest, and had some MAJOR writers block :] Reviews are awesome by the way :

Chapter 10:

I adjusted myself and my clothing then ran upstairs. Why does this keep happening to me? I'm back to square one again. I thought I was starting to pull through all this, and I was knocked right back down. How could I let myself open up? Why was I so stupid? I heard Jake follow me, but I ignored him, slamming the bathroom door shut. He knocked on the door and tried to get me to open it.

"Bells baby talk to me. I'm not going to hurt you. I want to make you feel better." I pulled my clothes off and I could see the bruises on my hips that were in the shape of hands. I cried. I cried for myself, and I cried for Jake, he shouldn't have to deal with this.

"Go away! I don't want to see you!" I screamed. I didn't like hurting him, it broke my heart. I turned on the shower, ice cold, and sat on the floor. Hopefully the noise will drown out my crying.

"Bella, I'm not going anywhere."

"Jacob, leave! I HATE YOU!" my heart broke into a million pieces. I don't know how long I was in the shower, but then again, I didn't care. I wrapped a towel around my broken body and opened the door to find Jake sitting on my bed. "I told you to leave."

"I know you didn't mean it Bells. I know you. You are not going to push me away because of this. We'll get through this together."

"I don't want you to be here." The tears began to fall again. "Please leave."

"Bells, I-" he inched closer.

"don't come anywhere near me." His eyes were full of pain and heartbreak.

"Bella, I love you. Will you please talk to me?"

"Fine. Let me change first, but you will not come within five feet of me." he nodded, and I went to change. I laid on my bed while he sat on the floor as close as possible. I stretched and I heard a quick intake of breath.

"Bella," he started. I looked down and I know he saw my bruises. I hurried to cover them, hiding under the blanket. "I don't want him to hurt you anymore. I know*"

"You don't know a god damned thing Jacob. Do you think I wanted him to do this? For him to hurt me? And not being able to protect myself? You don't know what its like to be raped at all , let alone twice. Why does this keep happening to me?"

"I don't know Bells, But I promise you, that he wont touch you again,"

How can you be so sure? I have to go to school with him Jake."

"I don't want you to go to school there."

"I cant just not go to school. I need my education."

"I know. I want you to come to school with me. In La Push." he looked me straight in the eyes.

"I don't think Charlie would like that,"

"You need to tell him what Edward did to you. I think he will understand,"

"I'm not going to tell him." I whispered.

"You have to Bella. He needs to be arrested for what he did."

"I know. Jake, I don't want to be scared anymore."

"Baby…" he sighed and moved to the side of my bed, taking my hand. "You're strong, and you will get through this. I will be there every step of the way. The first step is to tell Charlie."

"I will when he gets back from their trip. Can you be there? With me?"

"Of course. I'll be wherever you want me to be."

"I don't ever want you to leave me."

"Never." he whispered. For the next couple hours we continued light conversation. He respected my wishes by not coming any closer, but I gave into him before we fell asleep, and allowed him on my bed. I forgot how warm he was and how much my body missed it. I breathed in his woodsy scent and smiled.

"Night Jake." I whispered.

"Night Bells. I love you." I gave his hand a tight squeeze and fell into a deep sleep. I didn't have any nightmares thankfully. I don't really remember them, I think they were mostly flashes of me and Jake. The next morning I awoke to an empty bed that when I saw it, I couldn't help but frown. He left, and now I had nobody. Trying to keep the bad thoughts away, I manage to get out of bed and trek down the stairs. Much to my surprise, Jacob was in my kitchen cooking breakfast. I sprinted to him and jumped into his arms.

"JAKE!" I screamed.

"I missed you too Bells." he laughed and squeezed me tight.

"I thought you were gone."

"Don't ever think that. I'm here forever." he kissed my temple then my forehead. Sliding out of his arms, I wrapped mine around his waist.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"For everything. For being here, staying with me. For you."

"Babe, you don't have to thank me. I'm yours, don't thank me. I should be the one thanking you." he smiled at me.

"Why do you say that?"

"Because I am the luckiest guy in the world to have you. You could have chose anybody, but you chose me."

"I would never want anyone else. Only you Jacob Black."

"I love you Isabella Marie." I sighed. I loved it when he called me by my full name.

"Hmmm."

"Hey Bells, there is a bonfire tonight down at the beach. For Labor day and stuff, do you want to go?"

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