I got lost in thoughts until I felt cold arms around me, pushing me into his rock hard chest. I looked up into his eyes, thinking of what to do so I just kissed him - long and hard, passionately and urgent. As the kiss went on I twisted my body around to him, pressing my boobs onto his chest. It felt good. I perched myself up onto my knees so we was in level with each other. He pulled away. 'Great!' I thought… but I know what I have to do. We stared into each others eyes. His full of lust, mine knowing and lustful.
"Bella… my dear Bella." he said as he caressed the side of my face. Feeling his touch was electrifying, and I can only imagine feeling him inside of me, moaning my name, thinking of me… I felt myself get hot down below, I wanted him - no I needed him- Now.
I pulled in again taking his cool lips with mine - he didn't stop me when I ran my palms up and down his hard chest. I didn't push my luck though… Not yet. I brought my hands up to his hair Winding them in it as I tugged at it and kissed him with as much force as I could.
"Edward…Edward I need you." I moaned out.
"No Bella. 'That's' not happening … not tonight anyway." my breathing became heavy as I yearned for him inside me. Pleasuring me. Touching me. I pulled of my tank top as fast as I could so Edward couldn't stop me, just as he was about to protest I jumped on him, he fell back onto my bed - not that I pushed him because I couldn't have but he probably didn't want me to feel like I jumped into a brick wall.
Both my legs to one side of his body I bent down and kissed him more urgent than ever. He grabbed my arms and my eyes shot open.
"No Bella this will not happen tonight. You need to understand that I could badly hurt you, I could even kill you if I get to …Carried away with it."
I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath - opening my eyes again I started.
"No Edward - Listen to me for once. I want this- NO I need this. You wanna know what I was doing before you came here ? Huh?…"
"Bella-"
"I was Fucking myself with my finger because I cant get it with you. Im 18 years old Edward and I want this… its not like your forcing me is it?… No its not." I cut him off. I could tell my tone was harsh and sharp but I wanted it now and he was protesting.
"Bella im sorry about that.. And what you … had to do… but I will not hurt you." I bent back down and pressed myself to him hard, bringing one of my legs over to his side, so we was in a … 'Certain position'.
I pressed my boobs onto him more so my arse was up more. Kissing him again to hush the word he was trying to get out. He could easily stop me but I think he didn't want to.
I brought my arse down a bit lower and started to grind my self onto him, swaying my hips side to side and I started to feel something hard getting bigger underneath me. I started moaning softly and that's when Edward flipped us over I giggled. Finally he has given in!.
"Oh Edward you don't know how long I have waited for this.." I moaned into his neck.
"Bella I have waited 108 years to feel and see a beautiful woman underneath me naked.." I felt myself get wetter.
"But im not naked-"
I felt a cool breeze on my boobs and 'area'.
"Now you are" he smirked and bent down to cup my face into his hands.
I looked up and down his clothed body he must have noticed because then he was bare, I looked in shock when I saw his… dick. Omg- It was huge. I struggled for words.
"Bella I'm. I'm sorry if you don't want to.."
"Edward - I Love you, you're amazing and I want you, I was just wondering… How your going to fit inside me..?" I felt embarrassed.
"Bella, it will be fine but if I hurt you - you must tell me"
"Yes Edward..im ready please… I love you" with that he brought my leg up around his waist and I felt 'Him' at my entrance. As he pushed in slowly -never breaking eye contact I felt him at my barrier I closed my eyes tightly waiting for the pain to turn into pleasure.