AN: Sorry it took so long to get this out. I have been having some really bad writer's block and it has finally cleared.
I have fucked up big time. If you told me six months ago that I would be standing in a room about to be punished for cuming without permission I would have asked what the fuck you were smoking...and if I could get some. You see six months ago I was just your regular guy. I had a girlfriend, a nice apartment, I was shooting up quicker than anyone else in my job, and I was in a deep rut.
My life was like a schedule. I got up at quarter to seven after sleeping through one snooze alarm. I got up, I showered, I dressed, and I went to work. The people at Starbucks would always have my order ready as I always ordered the same thing. A black coffee and a blueberry muffin. My life was boring and I knew it. I just couldn't be bothered to do anything about.
It all changed on May 26th. It was the date of mine and Angela's two-year anniversary. She was a teacher at a local school for blind kids. It was the day I decided to finally propose to her. My parents had been bugging me about it for the last few months and I thought, what the hell, why not? It wasn't like I had anything better going for me.
So I went home nice and early so we could go for our reservations at Luigi's. What I found when I got home was her in bed with her yoga instructor and not just any side of the bed, she was on my side.
Now I know you will think I have OCD problems when I tell you this, but I never have sex on my side of the bed. I like to sleep in a clean bed, its just how I am. So if we have sex its always on her side of the bed. I know for a fact that it annoys her, but to have sex on my side of the bed without me was like she was rubbing it in.
To say that I was pissed off was an understatement. Not only had she cheated on me on our anniversary, but she actually had the balls to feel sorry for me. Yeah, she told me that we could still have a relationship so that I wouldn't be all on my own and that I would have someone to bring to work functions and shit.
So I did what any man with half a brain cell would do. I told her in as nice a term I could muster to fuck off and take her little boy toy with her.
It was then that I realized that I really needed to change my lifestyle and that was how I found myself one month later in a new apartment searching through the Internet for some decent porn. Hey, I may have been the fifth most eligible bachelor in the tri-state area, but at thirty two and still not having gotten very far in the whole turn my life around business I needed a pick me up...badly.
So I'm flipping through videos of a load of blow up breasted sluts riding some guy with a huge dick and then I found it. The video that changed my life as I knew it. There was nothing rehearsed or stale about this video it was hot, raw, and damn I have never cum that fast since I was a virgin.
It was of a man tied to this sort of cross while this woman teased and tortured the poor bastard till he was begging for release. Now its not to say that I hadn't done some light BDSM, but whenever I had done it I had been the dominant, not the submissive. It had never even crossed my mind that women could be the dominant.
My heart thumped inside my chest, whether from the orgasm I had just had or the fact that this was my life changing decision I'm not sure even to this day. I had way too much control over my life. I had always been a leader, people listened to me not the other way round and I was sick of it. I just wanted to able to put my feet up and let someone else take charge for once.
So I studied BDSM. I spent hours going through the sites until one day I found a forum and in it a woman named Isabella Swan was looking for a new sub. I guess you can say the rest was history. The last few weeks with her had been nothing but a blissful pain in the ass and I loved it.
I was brought out of my musing by her gripping my hair tightly and pulling my head back." You failed Edward and I do not tolerate failure." I could feel my scalp burning as she tugged it harder." Do you know what happens to boys who don't do what they are told?" She asked. She let go off my hair and I immediately looked at the floor.
My week was officially sucking. You see as a man I have certain needs that need to be met by a certain time and I had been neglecting them, which in turn made me stressed out. You would be surprised how good orgasms are for de-stressing. They really suck all the stress out of me. But with mini crisis' being thrown at me left and right all week long I had been to tired to do my two daily de-stressing orgasms.
Now your just sitting there thinking that missing one or two orgasms here and there isn't a big deal and you would usually be right, but in the case of being tortured to the edge and back for half an hour you need those extra orgasms to help feed off the monumental teasing I get every weekend.
She sucked my earlobe into her mouth and bit down hard causing a hiss to escape my lips. It felt like my ear was in a hot, wet fire with pain, like hell. The devil herself was the one punishing me and that sinful smirk on her lips told me she was going to enjoy every second of it.
She pulled away from my ear and put one of her red manicured fingers under my chin and jerked my head up," Bad boys get punished Edward." Her smirk grew as evil thoughts came together in her mind," I want you to touch yourself while I think of an acceptable punishment for you." I hesitated she couldn't be serious. She wasn't actually asking me to masturbate while she thought of a punishment which would probably ultimately end up with me receiving more pain and pleasure than a human body could take.
She raised her eyebrow and slapped my ass leaving a stinging, tingling feeling behind," Now."
I took a deep breath and ran a hand down my stomach to my already hard cock. I don't know how it had reacted again so quickly. It was something about her that always left me hard and aching. Never before her had I been able to get it up in just over a minute. I wrapped my fingers around it one at a time and hissed as my fist enclosed it tightly. I ran my hand up my cock in a slow pace not wanting to tempt fate or karma or whatever force out there that was set on me ending up embarrassing myself.
I ran my thumb over the head to collect the pre cum and my hips buckled wildly. My cock was so sensitive that I'm sure that I could cum again in no time orgasm or not.
I looked over to where she was to see that she looking at what my hand was doing. She noticed me looking at her and smirked before sashaying over to where I was. "You can stop now." I sighed in relief and took my hand away. She trailed a hand down my chest and up my cock to the head. She flicked it with her finger and brought it up to her mouth. I could see the glistening liquid on her finger as she slid it into her mouth and sucked it."Hmmm...you taste nice."
Yep, it was official...she was going to kill me.
She pulled it slowly out her mouth and I had to stop myself from whimpering at the sight." Go lie down in the middle of the bed." She ordered before turning away and walking towards the desk. I turned and crawled across the bed until I was in the middle. I lay back and looked over at what she was doing. She walked over to the edge of the bed with some rope in her hands," Seeing as you failed to put my needs before your own, we will do something that will be very pleasurable for me, while helping you learn not to ever do something like that again."
She slid her heels off and crawled up onto the bed to tie my hands to the headboard. "You see Edward I'm going to fuck you and you cannot move, you cannot make any noise whatsoever, and you definitely cannot cum. If you do any of these things your punishment will be doubled."
She moved down to my feet and did the same. I was now officially tied to the bed, immobile and completely under her control." Your body belongs to me Edward. Once you enter this room I control everything. The only thing I cannot control is what you think, the rest of you is mine." She straddled my thighs and unclasped her bra. Somewhere between tying me to the bed and telling me that she owned me she had removed her panties.
She lifted herself up and hovered over my cock. I could already feel the heat of her pussy that was mere inches away from where I was begging for it. She came down slightly so that the heat was engulfing me, but leaving me just at her entrance. I could feel just how wet she was as she dripped down onto me. It wa like larva coming out of an erupting volcano. She rubbed herself against me teasingly and I had to bite my lip to keep from begging her to slide down on me.
She slammed down on me hard and I had to lock all muscles in place to keep from moving or screaming out in ecstasy. I had been months since I had been in something so tight and hot. It was like my own personal furnace. She kept still now that I was fully in her and ran her hands up her thighs, past her stomach until she was cupping both of her breasts. That sinful smirk was firmly in place as she slowly kneaded them. She knew exactly what she was doing to me. I swear she got off on this sort of thing...then again I guess that was kind of the appeal of this job for her.
She slowly rose up again letting my feel every inch of her before slamming back down on me. I swear I could feel every single muscle inside her tighten and contract around me and I had to slam my eyes closed. Her touching her breasts with the combined feeling of being inside her was too much for any sane, straight man to handle.
She slowly started riding me and god, she could punish me until the sun went down I was not going to survive this. It was either cum or die. I wonder what they would put on my headstone: Died from lack of orgasm. And if I didn't die I'm sure my cock would disown me purely on the basis of putting it through unnecessary pain and torture. My balls were alredy sueing me for neglect. "Open your eyes." She ordered and I grudgingly opened them to see one of her hands plucking and pinching her left nipple while the other rubbed her clit furiously.
I couldn't do this, I was about to explode. My jaw was aching from being locked in place for so long and I'm sure I was going to have a stiff back in the morning. Why oh why had I agreed to stay for the weekend? Oh yeah because I'm an idiot.
It was like I was in purgatory. The place between heaven and hell. I wasn't sure if I was enjoying it or if it was killing me. I had always been the kind of guy to rise to the challenge it was how I got through life, always be better than your opponent. But lying here trying to push my orgasm away as an incredibly hot woman rides you while touching herself all I was thinking was 'I give up.'
The damn burst as she threw her head back and clamped down around me like a snake constricts around its prey as it kills it slowly before it swallows it whole."Fuck!" I yelled and buckled my hips," Let me cum, please let me fucking cum." I was sweating like a pig...actually pigs don't sweat so I was sweating like someone who has been in the gym all morning. My breaths were coming in pants and I really couldn't find it in myself to be embarrassed by the fact that I was begging and pleading at the top of my lungs. My usual calm and composure was gone and it had been replaced by this desperate need. A need I knew only she could sate.
Our skin was slipping and sliding against each other and the friction between us was fucking unbelievable. I swear there was enough electricity being created to light this whole building for a week. My eyes closed on their own accord and I let my head fall back against the pillows as she came down from her high." Fuck." I muttered dejectedly.
She chuckled breathlessly," Fuck would be the perfect word. You just doubled your punishment and do you know what that means." She paused and slipped out of me," It means that you don't get to cum tonight." You have got to be fucking kidding me. Was she just going to leave me like this all night? She untied my feet and loosened my arms, but didn't undo them." I don't trust you enough not to masturbate so I am going to have to keep you tied to the bed tonight. Sleep tight."
She pulled the covers over me and made her way naked to the door. I was in serious pain and I knew that I wouldn't get a wink of sleep. She blew me a kiss from the doorway and winked before closing the door and leaving me in the dark.
She was the fucking devil.
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