Surprisee ! I got a new chapter tonight ! The last one kinda sucked! I worked hard on this one so I REALLLY REALLY think you guys are going to like this chapter. I DO! one of my faves(: anyways please review ! I won't have another chapter up until Sunday I think. homecoming weekennnnd. PARTAAAAAAAAAAAY :D

The next day was rehearsals again. This time I thought I would test out a new song. I only have a few verses down but I thought I should test it out and see whar everyone thought of the song.

"Demi! Joe! Kevin!" They all turned around as I ran through the door with my guitar in my hand. "Wait up!" I almost slipped which caused me to laugh my extremely loud laugh.

"Can someone please shut her up." I heard someone say. I turned around to see Nick walking around frantically. "I'm trying to focus and I can't with that annoying noise."

"Yea, and people think I'VE become a diva." I said as I walked into the rehearsal room.

"Just ignore him Miley. I think he's on his period." Demi told me as she nudged my side.

Joe, Kevin, Liam, Danielle, Nick, and Selena all walked in. Following them was the Kenny, the director.

"Good Morning everybody!" Kenny said with a giant smile.

"Morning!" We all said.

"Now, today we'll start rehearsing dance numbers and stuff. But first Miss Miley asked me if she could play a couple verses of her new song she started writing. So Miley, if you want you may come up here and play."

I smiled and grabbed guitar and walked up to the front. "Thank you Kenny." I said as I started to strum the strings.

I was only playing when I said I was

done likin' you.

Evertime that I fall for you.

I'm sick of these games.

I keep on tryin' and you keep on lyin'.

Just like somebody be breaking your trust when it's handed to you.

I'll never fall in love with you.

I'm so not over you.

Is it so wrong, that I still wear your ring?

Even though it's so cheap, and now my fingers green.

You can try to say, that I didn't mean anything anyway.

You can keep on thinkin' that I'm still sittin' here

liking you, but I wasn't playing when I said I was done likin' you.

Everytime that I fall for you.

I'm sick of these games,

I keep on tryin' and you just keep on lyin'.

Just like somebody be breaking your trust when it's handed to you.

I'll never fall in love with you.

You make me smile.

Take my hand and don't let go. I want you to know

that I've loved you for a while.

Cry no more, like before.

So it's on you.

If I can't stop myself from sitting here liking you.

With no regrets that I said I guess that will do.

Just like you do, everytime that I fall for you.

You may be lyin' but I won't stop tryin'.

Just like somebody be breakin' your trust when it's handed to you.

I'll never fall in love with you.

Saying now or never, I rather it be forever.

Yea we'll make it through.

Cause I've got the rest of my life, we'll make it right.

Just promise you will be true, and I'll wait for you, yeah.

Cause I'll never get over you, yeah.

Whoa, yeaah.

By the end of the song I was smiling from ear to ear. I was so proud. There was cheers coming from everyone, the dancers, the technicians, the choreagraphers, Kenny, Demi, Joe, Liam, Kevin, and a special "YOU GO GIRL!" from Danielle. This is one of the first songs I had to make up my own scenario about. No real life situation, it wasn't about anyway in particular and that's the way I liked it. Demi ran up to me.

"You HAVE to put it on your setlist! Maybe for soundcheck or something! But seriously Miley people have to hear this."

"I actually don't think I'm going to release it. I just wanted you guys to hear it because I was really proud of it. But I'm so glad you liked it!"

"Are you kidding? We LOVED it! All of us." Joe cut in.

"Speak for yourself." Nick said. "Some of us actually hated it."

"I liked the lyrics, maybe if I did a cover of it people would like it better." Selena added.

"Guys, seriously. Leave her alone. Miley did an amazing job with that song and you guys know it. So just leave her alone and be happy for her." Demi said sticking up for me.

"Please, I already want this tour to be over just so I don't have to sing with her anymore and it didn't even start yet." Nick simply stated.

"I swear t-"

"Demi, stop they aren't worth it. We're better than that. Now let's just start rehearsing okay?" I stepped in.

"You are so lucky." I heard Demi say to them. I decided just to ignore her.

We learned the steps to the dances we would do together and the individual ones. I've never been so tired before in my life. As soon as rehearsals were over I walked over to a chair and ploped down on it. Liam walked over to me and handed me some water.

"Tired much?" He asked with a smile.

"You have no idea."

"Are you hungry? We can go back to my place and order some chinease take out, if you want?"

"Oh my gosh, yes. I love food!"

Liam laughed at me as I stood up. I said a quick goodbye to everyone, and ran out towards Liam's car.

NICK'S POV

I watched Liam and Miley walk out. I couldn't help but feel a little jealousy as I seen him put his arm around her. The relationship he had with Miley is one that I longed for forever. They were bestfriends and they didn't even have a romantic attraction together. Sometimes, I wish I never had an attraction towards Miley and I might be in Liam's position right now. So I decided that if I can't be friends with her, be her enemy.

I walked next to Demi.

"Listen Demi. I don't hate you. Okay, if you're friends with my brothers then can't we be friends. Maybe you can help me fix things with Miley." I lied. Truth is, right now, at this VERY moment. I don't want to be friends with Miley. I want to test her. I want to push her. I want to push her until I can't push anymore. I want to see how far she'll take it. How far until she collapses. Until she can't take it anymore. I want to test her limits.

Demi sighed. "Nick, I don't want you hate you. You're like my brother." She hugged me and I smiled. Now I have Demi. Miley's weakness.

I started to walk out and went to the park. Honestly, sometimes I feel so bipolar. I want to be mean to Miley because I know she won't be able to resist it. I don't know why I want her to want me. I'm supposed to love Selena. But for some reason I can't pull myself away from Miley. I wanted her. I wanted all of her. I wanted her to hate me all while loving me. I want her to come running to me when she needs someone, just like she used to. I Nicholas Jerry Gray was still in love with Miley Ray Stewart. And I was finally admitting it to myself. I would treat her like shit on the bottom of my shoe because I love her and no one could know. Especially Selena.

Fuck. Selena. I forgot about her. Selena is a great girl. But she wasn't Miley. She could never be Miley. Nobody could. Miley's touch sent chills through my body, Selena's didn't. I needed the spark. I needed the fire. I needed to someone to fight with like I fought with Miley and then had a steamy make out session and an amazing date to make up for it. Someone who understood and would let me talk about myself every once in a while. But I was a dumbass and I fucked it up. I didn't even run after her. I didn't even fight for her. I gave up. I was tired. I wanted to feel something new. Once I felt something new, I hated it. It was like feeling nothing. I found out that the feeling with Miley was like feeling everything at once.

I kept walking around the park. I decided to walk to pinkberry. As I was walking they drove by. Miley and Liam. And it killed me. But I pretended not to care and I gave her a dirty ass look. She just shut her eyes. I knew she saw me, and I immediatly felt extrememly guilty.