Well, you guys, I feel real bad now. I originally was only planning on sending this to my real good friend, but now I feel bad, so here's a preview of the next chapter! Hope you guys will enjoy it!

TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75

I was about to explode. I could not believe him. How could he do this to me again? I know I would be depressed right now, seeing that what he did would break my heart again, but I'm not, and I know why. I've formed a new strength inside of me, and it's far more stronger than my weaker side, and right now, my weak side isn't building up just yet. I clenched my fists in anger, but I tried to stay cool, for I knew I could probably set a fire with my raging hands and eyes. Okay, just thinking about this is angering. Is that even a word. God, he is such a jerk, making me not even think straight. Okay, I really need to calm down, or I'll set myself on fire first.

Deep breaths, in and out, in and out. Okay, I'm more relaxed, and with that, I turned to face him again, and then with a surprisingly calm, and controlled voice, I asked once more, well, more like commented again:

"Are you positive of what you're doing? Are you sure you won't regret what you're doing now?" He in returned returned the same calm jester as me, and responded,

"Yes. I'm positive. I think you are totally not right for me, and I'll never regret this day, for I know this decision is by far the best I've made in my whole life."

A part of me was crying out to me saying that I should be hurt, but sarcasm, and anger covered it up. This freak is making the worst mistake in his life, and I know it, for I'm positive he'll come running back to me, but I won't give in, just because I'm not mentally weak, and I"m far from that.

My inner self was laughing at Kyle, and I couldn't help, but actually laugh out loud, and say to him,

"Good, if you're that certain, don't call my name once I've turned around, because once I've turned around, I won't be yours anymore, and I'll be living my own life, and you, your own. And, I"m warning you, if you do so happen to let my name slip out of your mouth, then it'll guarantee me two things: 1, you've regretted you mistake, and, 2, I'll just so happen to let my hand shoot, and you may just find yourself unconscious."

With that, I swirled on my foot, to find all the bad itches standing right behind me, and Erin, being the only one who'd stand up for Kyle, said,

"How can you treat him that way? You've known each other for a while, and you say I'm a bad girlfriend, look how you're treating him. You're treating him like he's a lost puppy, and you can pick him up, or throw him out anytime you want."

That infuriated me. She has no idea what's happened in my life, and how I've handled it, so she has no right to step into my business, and it's not like Kyle is her business either, because last time I checked, Kyle was mine, but for the fact of doing that just a few minutes ago, he isn't anybodies anymore, well for the moment. Anyways, I couldn't stand Erin's rudeness, so I countered,

"And you know that, how? I don't know what you're talking about, and for all I care, you seemed more fit for that description, not me."

Just then, I remebered something, and so I turned around, and saw a desperate Kyle. Ha, of course, he's regretted his actions. soon enough though, he saw me, and his once sad face, was smiling like an angel, once again. Ugh, I can't think that way anymore. That weak side of me was lifting up a bit, for I was just about to crush Kyle's heart even farther, just like he did me.

"Don't go all happy face on me mister, and I"m not thinking about taking any of my words back any time soon, I'm just adding on." Kyle's face turned back to that lifeless face. Serves him right, but anyhow, back to what I remembered.

"Just so you know, you're free to do what you want with your life, and I can do the same, and you won't have to know, and vice versa." Kyle looked like he wanted to say something, but being the girl freak I had inside my, I didn't allow him to call my name before I was turned all the way, so I turned on my heel, and still saw the girl standing right where they were, just their expressions were in pure shock. Didn't think I"d ever speak that harsh did they? Well, I can, and I will when I need it. I couldn't hold it back, so I just went up to Erin and said,

"You know what you could do? Take that wide-opened mouth, and shut it, because you're not at a doctor's appointment, and the doctor wants you to say, 'Ah!'"

From behind me, a burst of laughter came across, but I didn't run around, knowing they'll all soon shut up, because right now I had no sense of being hilarous right now. Before erin could say a word, I walked right past the girls, leaving them still in shock. I could feel Kyle trying to call my name, but I felt another presence right behind me. Probably Max or Tom off to my defense. They'd be the only ones who truly understood what I thought, and go through, especially Tom, he's real easy to talk to.

"Don't you dare try to go towards her Kyle. You've done way too much damage to her, and even if you do regret your mistake, which is most obvious, don't go after her. Do you hear me? I"m totally serious, and if you try to get near her I"ll swear I'll break your teeth so you won't be able to talk for the rest of your life."

"But..." Tom never let him finish though. Right now, my heart was half-half. Half anger, but half in pain. As by nature, Kyle and I are supposed to be lifetime lovers, but right now, I'm probably breaking Kyle's heart far more than he did mine, for that part of life was before we were truly connected, and it hurts my heart to know that he's in pain. I felt like I wanted to run to him and heal his heart, but my fierce sided stayed in control.

"No buts Kyle. Krissy gave you your chance, and you didn't accept it, and don't think Krissy's that shy, timid, quiet, but kind girl anymore. She's still that, but there's a new power inside her that's boiling right now, and if you pop it, well, like she said, you may find yourself unconscious, so I advise you stay away from her."

God, Tom truly, truly, truly, does understand me. I still have that side of me that can't help but reach out for Kyle, but then I've got a new power, a new power that's built me stronger mentally and emotionally, just no one knows it just yet, and to Kyle's luck, he's the first to learn it. I felt my weak side climbing up above me, and I felt the tears starting to rundown my face. Oh well, everyone's behind my, like a past, and so from now on, I need to make a new me. A new person better than the one right now. I sensed people standing right besides me. Max, Angel, Sera, Pebble, Sam, Fang, Georgie, Will, and almost everyone besides Kyle and Tom, and to my surprise, Ella as well. Hm, guess she really does have a weak side for Kyle, but she's going to be in for trouble, I know it, for Kyle will definitely go out with Ella, pretending she was me. Everyone else had all saw my tears, and I could tell they all were hurting on the inside, but I gave a nod, saying I would be okay. Soon enough, I felt arms on my shoulder, and I looked up, and it was, my only wonderful cousin, Tom.

Instantly, his eyes were filled with sadness, for he saw my tears, and I couldn't help it, but turned around and hugged him my reassurance that I'd be okay. I lifted my head, and saw Kyle running over, I guess seeing his chance, but I quickly turned around, but just before that I whispered to Tom, "Run with me." I knew everyone else would follow as well, but Tom knew me too well, and grabbed my hand, and we sprinted al the way back to our dorms, with Max and everyone else right behind us. I'm real glad I have them as wonderful friends, because without them, I wouldn't live till today.

Two hours later

Inside our room, we managed to still split the two rooms. Well, actually, let's rephrase that. Kyle was in one room, and so was Ella. Every so enough, and I don't blame anyone, someone would get up and walk into the other room to talk with Kyle. Others, like Tom and Max, would just go into the other room to grab some things. Right now though, we were watching a movie, but I could care less. I was drifting off to sleep, but I didn't dare, for I knew when I fall asleep, memories will haunt me in my dreams, and I'll start crying. Just with that thought, I started burst out crying, and instantly, the room became silent, well, only filled with my sobs.

Wow, I say I"m proud of myself. two thousand words in less then an hour. Anyways, did you like that? I hope so, it'll bring even more drama, and don't worry, I'll definietely put Fax in soon. Tell me what you think!!!!

I"m flying out for a while now, probably a week! See y'all then!

~TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75