Hi everyone!!! Well, I've planned not to do an Easter special, so here's the next chapter. Hope you all guys enjoy it! So, I go back to school on Wednesday, god I wish I had more time to write.
Anyways, review replies:
x0PapaRoach0x: Isn't he? I think so too, but in real life, not so much how I want it to go, but I'll live with it!
Pebble: Your welcome, I knew you'd like it, I actually thought up the idea in the car on the way back home, and we were playing the songs, so it really caught my mind. I know, Kyle sucks, and that's what I think of him in my real life, and if you haven't noticed, this is kind of based on my life, that's why this story is so focused on Krissy and Kyle right now, and not Max and Fang which I intended on doing, but oh well, the story is still a hit!
nm-maximumride4eva: You'll figure out in no time, but I don't think I'll answer those questions just yet.
Tsparks158: You were waiting like every second weren't you? You pretty much reviewed right after I put the chapter up. Well, I'm glad you like it!
Okay, that's it, and yeah, there's a new character, but he isn't fully met in this chapter, so I'll give the description in the next chapter!
Okay, that's all for now, onward with the chapter!
TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75
Chapter Thirteen: Are You Kidding Me?
Krissy's POV
Hmm, I wonder what song he's planning on singing next, but he didn't say anything, and plunged right into it, and I instantly realized it was another one of my favorites, and again, it was by the Fray, the song name was Never Say Never, and once again thoughts started to race through my head.
Bold= Lyrics
Regular = Krissy's Thoughts
Some things we don't talk about, Yeah you didn't tell me about you wanting to break up.
better do without, Better without you near me.
just hold a smile, I won't fake a smile to you anymore
we're falling in and out of love, Yeah we are, in and out, but now, I'm sure it's always going to be out of love, but first did you ever love me, cuz it don't feel like it.
the same d*** problem, You're same darn problem
together all the while, together was never true to you, you only probably faked it
you can never say never, never say never, you've told me that before but I'm saying it now, Never try to get me back.
why we don't know when, I don't know? Boy I'm sure I do, you're that bad boy everyone falls for, but I'm not falling into your traps anymore.
time and time again, Time and Time again you'll break my heart no matter what.
younger now then we were before
don't let me go, YOU don't wanna let go.
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go, shut up, you singing this isn't doing anything, just building my disgust of you.
picture, you're the queen of everything, Queen of everything? I don't think I am, then why would you do something behind my back? I'd be too perfect for anyone.
as far as the eye can see, Then that isn't really far because do you even see me at all when I'm standing right in front of you?
under your command, I try to command you, but do you follow?
i will be your guardian, Guardian? I don't think so, you're the enemy, the attacker, the one who would never protect.
when all is crumbling, Crumbling? I'm not crumbling, you are, because you've realized you mistake.
steady your hand
you can never say never, I'm saying it, Never dream for me again.
why we don't know when, You wish for me back soon, but you don't know when, I'll tell you, it's never.
time and time again, you break, no more like tear my heart piece by piece, and it hurts too much.
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go, let go, you're being too conceited.
we're falling apart, yeah we are, and it'll never come back together
and coming together again and again, no, that'll be never
we're coming apart, apart for ever.
but we pull it together, we did, not now.
pull it together, together again, that was before this change, not anymore.
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go, I"ll let you go no matter what you do, cuz my heart will only hurt around you.
God, that was rather depressing, yet at the same time a little crazy. Did he really think he'd be able to get me back? I don't think so, he's far from that, and I'd say he's doing the job rather poorly, only making my hate, no sympathy for him to kick in, but not getting me to change my mind.
"Really, Kyle? Did you really just sing that?"
I was knocked out of my thoughts once Tom started speaking. I soon realized everyone was waiting for my response, but Tom seeing as how I wasn't toook a stand instead, and went right out and said that.
"What? Is something wrong with that?"
"No, it's just the fact that you don't seem to get Krissy will never take you go, and in case you haven't noticed, she's let you go already?"
"What in the world are you talking about?"
"A little slow are we? I guess so, let's see if this song helps you wake up a bit."
Right after that, Tom grabbed hold of a guitar, and was about to start singing and playing when I interrupted him.
"Uh Tom, you really don't need to do this for me, because I actually have two songs of my own I'd like to use to respond to him."
"No, this isn't to help you it's my song for him to get over himself and be a man."
Hm, Tom, always being so caring, like a great big brother towards me, I really am happy about it, so I just let him go, and soon enough he started to sing, another the Fray song, it's called All at Once
Bold= Lyrics
Regular= Krissy's Interpretation on Kyle's expression
There are certain people you just keep coming back to, Realize it now Kyle, you keep coming back after you've broken my heart and try to repair it, but now, it's too late.
She is right in front of you, I'm right in front of you, yet you don't care.
You begin to wonder could you find a better one, Yeah, like all guys, think they always will deserve better, that's not true because guys are idiots, don't know how to treasure what thet've got
Compared to her now she's in question, Hmm, what's with that sad face, you choose her over me.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing, I bet everyone would tell you this,
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same, Hardest thing is probably letting me go, but then it's also the right thing, you hurt me too much, and you deserve it.
Maybe you want her maybe you need her, You say you need me, but I don't think so anymore.
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there, Someone not there, do you think that, I don't think you do.
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find, Yeah the perfect one, the one probably me now that you've realized, I'm not going back to you.
Where no questions cross your mind, Nothing crossed your mind when you went to her, so why is your face so puzzled?
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt, I'm not going to wait for you because I'll just get hurt even more.
Much longer for you to sort it out, you sort out your thing, but I won't go back to you.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come, Perfection won't come, you can't have me any more, even though you want it.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain, the pain, I've learned from it, now you get your taste
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
Maybe you want her maybe you need her, You may need me, but it won't happen, I won't go back
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another, you didn't lose me to another, you just lost me, and you've got to live with it.
To another
Hmm, not bad Tom, fits rather perfectly.
"Thanks Tom, now it's my turn to respond, and it won't be pretty."
I took Tom's guitar, and began playing my heart out, and even though I don't want to admit it, I was about to cry right then and there, but I held it back.
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now
I really couldn't take it, and so I held them back, and started the second song, a more powerful one, it's called Should've said No, and I'm sure Kyle will understand this, but others? Probably not.
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me
And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me
And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it? Was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You shouldn've known that word
'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me
And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I couldn't take it anymore, and so right after I finished the songs, I ran right out the door, to hear yelling of my name, but I didn't dare turn around, actually I was afraid Kyle would see me in tears, and I didn't want that.
I ran right out the door, and into a group of secretly listening "bad itchy girls" God, do they really have to be that nosy? Well, can't really think about that right now, and so I stormed right through them, just before Kyle could grab my arm, and then I started sprinting into the forest. I realized I wasn't faster than Kyle, so I looked above me, and saw the perfect spot to hide, up in the trees.
As soon as a got up, Kyle came running in, screaming my name. Stupid, I'm not going to respond, I'm not that stupid. Soon after, Kyle ran towards the other side of the forest, and everyone else was following as well, with Max and Tom in the back.
Wow, they must have thought I would be up in the trees, and once Kyle truly left the forest, I jumped from branch to branch until I was right on top of Fang and Angel, who were just right in front of Tom and Max, and then I firmly jumped to the ground.
They were at first really shocked, but then soon realized who I was, and enveloped me into a hug, and I can say, most all of my worries and thoughts went away, and right now I can truly say I'm happy.
After a while, they let go, and Angel was going to say something when someone interrupted,
"Um excuse me? Does anyone know if there's some kind of school around here?"
Hmm, this must be the new student, and I turned around to see... Oh my god, I knew him, and I quickly turned around, and when I turned around, with a composed face, he too realized who I was. This, was is some coindence to making my life better, but still this was one of Kyle's best friends before he moved right before tenth grade, and he was so nice, I almost fell for him like all the other girls had. Oh god, I really can't believe it.
Suddenly, I felt a nudge, and I looked up to see him right in front of me, and before either of us said something, Angel asked,
"Do you know this guy?"
"Yeah." I whispered back
Before anyone could ask another question, the "new" student said,
"Long time no see Krissy!"
Guess he really remembers me. I looked down, composed myself from this shock and then forced up a smile and said,
"It's nice to see you again, Jack."
"Right back at you."
Oooo, who is this new kid, and how it Max and the others don't know him? If you can guess why, which shouldn't be too hard, I'll give you a chapter for you to write, or you can give me a summary of a chapter you'd like me to write, and I'll put it into the story.
Until then,
I'm flying out!
~TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75