Ok so here's the next chapter it's very long! 7 pgs! I'll try to update once a week. Hope you enjoy! sry i updated twice i hate it when it's underlined so i had to delete it and post in again sry!
BPOV
And what I saw shocked me……
His shirt had ridden up to just below his pectoral muscles, his mid section was sunken in with his ribs protruding, sticking out in sharp angles. I was taken aback, I knew he wasn't eating as much as a boy is age should but never in my wildest dreams did I think it had gotten this far. My body sunk down to the floor, tears sprung from my eyes I silently threw my hand over my mouth to silent the sobs that were retching through me. Why was Edward doing this to himself? He was fine the way he was, and that's when it hit me I loved Edward Cullen, I don't know exactly when it happened but right now I would give anything to keep him safe, to protect him even from himself. And that's when I decided I would do anything in my power to help him. I composed myself and made my way to the kitchen I grabbed an apron and started breakfast wiping away the tears that had burned a path down my cheek, fortunately the refrigerator was well stocked. I guess the best place to start would getting him to eat. I pulled out eggs, bacon and pancake mix, after the pancakes were done and I had scrambled the eggs I started on the bacon.
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EPOV
I awoke to the sound of sizzling bacon and the smell of fresh brewed coffee. I opened my eyes to see Bella standing in front of the stove cooking. Man did she look cute in a apron. I yawned loudly to alert her of my presence.
"Oh, you're awake" she said "I didn't know how you wanted your eggs so I just made scrambled"
"What?" I said standing up and stretching
"your eggs I didn't know how you wanted your…" she trailed off. I got up and walked over to the kitchen, she had made pancakes, bacon and eggs there was also fresh brewed coffee. WOW, to bad I'm not going to eat any of it.
"ok well you can sit and I will fix you a plate"
"why did you do all of this?" I asked confused, there was more than enough food for two.
"Oh well I guess it's just a thank you for last night, you didn't have to do that, I'm pretty sure I'm much heavier than your average backpack" she stated while that beautiful blush I love so much crept over her cheeks.
"Oh you don't weigh I thing and it was my pleasure" I said with a genuine smile.
"well how many pancakes do you want?" she said with a smile adorning her face.
"Oh I'm not that hungry I'll just have some coffee and then we can start unpacking the house. I don't particularly like sleeping on the sofa"
"Oh come on Edward you must be starving I haven't see you eat in over 24 hours! Please eat something" there was a pause I was considering it and that face she was making I was bound to give in "for me?" and that was it all my resolve melted and I new I would never, could never deny her anything.
"Okay" she smiled a smile that reached her eyes and that made me smile as well. She set down two pancakes and three strips of bacon some eggs and a cup of coffee. I looked down at the food and wondered why she had piled so much on.
"well go ahead a eat. And after we're done we can start unpacking the house" she said as she began to eat.
I started on the pancakes and after 30 minuets had finished both.
"Ahh I thinks that I've had quite enough" I said as I finished my coffee.
"Okay….but you still didn't eat very much" she said in a worried tone.
"Oh I'm stuffed" I said exaggeratedly while I rubbed my stomach for effect "now let me go find a change of clothes then we can get started on unpacking this house" I said making my way towards my bedroom. I made sure she was still standing in the kitchen and I turned and headed to the bathroom.
BPOV
I continued standing there so he would think that I was going to finish the dishes. I but put down the dish towel and followed him, at first he was headed to his room but he suddenly made a left to the bathroom. I sat out side the door until I heard this awful retching sound and I knew what Edward was doing in there and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I felt helpless as I heard him heaving over and over again. Tears slips down my face and I turned from the door not wanting to hear anymore. I made my way back to the sink to finish the dishes and that's what I was doing when he reentered the room.
"Hey Bella you ready to start unpacking" he said while approaching me
"Bella what's wrong" ah crap I didn't know I was still crying.
"nothing" I said while wiping the tears off my face
"nobody cries for nothing, now what happened" he said
"Nothing okay just let it go" hopefully that would get him off my back
"okay….I guess we can start with the living room" he said skeptically
"okay I'll start over here"
We both started on our side and it was silent. After about an hour we had set everything up, my book collection was set neatly on black shelves and the DVDs were in a cabinet next to the T.V.
"Alright let's get started on your room" Edward said once he had fished putting the last of my book on the top shelf since I couldn't reach.
"Okay" we both headed to my room, this reminded me of the open boxes that I wanted to ask my mom about. I pulled out my phone and started dialing.
"what are you doing?" Edward asked
"Calling my mom" I said back as the phone began to ring
"Why?" well he was inquisitive today
"umm…there were some open boxes and I wanted to let my mom know" and then he lunged at me snapping my phone shut. I ended up on the bed clutching my phone with Edward on top of me.
"what the Hell! Edward why did you do that!" hmm he felt awfully light.
"Oh well I opened the boxes" he said sheepishly
"What?" I asked confused
"Well last night when I carried you in it was kind of cold and I was looking for a blanket and I couldn't find one so I just put my jacket over you" his eyes never met mine, aww he was embarrassed
"Oh" was all I could think to say but he was still on top of me "Uhhh…..Edward do you think you could let me up"
"huh…what" he said like I had snapped him back to reality "Oh right sorry" and I saw I light tint of red brim his cheeks. He got off me and offered me a hand up, we both stood there for a moment until I broke the silence.
"Wow it's close to six I'm going to order some pizza, do you want to watch a movie?"
"sure, you order I'll pick the movie sound good?" he asked
"sure anything in particular you want?" I asked hoping he would want to eat
"You know I'm still stuffed from breakfast so I'm good" oh well it was worth a try.
I made my way to the kitchen so I could find the phone book.
After I had ordered the pizza I went back to the living room where Edward was putting the movie in the player.
"what are we watching?" I asked curiously
"Quarantine" he said with an evil smile. He knew how much I hated scary movies. The pizza arrived shortly after and we both sat down to watch the movie.
We were about half way through the movie and I had nearly jumped into Edwards lap three times and now I was burrowed into his side hiding my face in his chest. He had his arm around my back and that made me feel safe. I was lulled to sleep by the smell of him wafting though my nostrils. Darkness over took me and that's when the real nightmare started.
EPOV
Wow that was a pretty good movie, but I don't think it was as scary as everybody made it out to be I wonder how Bella liked it. I turned to her only to find her snuggled into my side asleep. A sat there for a moment relishing in the moment, then I gentle scooped her up a took her to her bed. I pulled back the covers and slipped her in making sure she wouldn't be cold. I swept a few stray hairs from her forehead a planted a kiss on her temple. I was about to walk away when she mumbled my name
"Edward" I thought she had woken up from the kiss and was angry. I slowly turned around bracing my self for the on slot of anger, but it never came . When I turned around she was still asleep.
"Edward" she mumbled again. I went over a sat in the chair next to her bed. I sat there for a while trying to figure out what I felt for this girl. This clumsy, out-spoken, stubborn, beautiful girl.
"Edward…..I…love…you" she sighed and my heart leaped in my chest. It was pounding in my chest I thought the sound might wake her up. I had an odd urge to say it back,
"I….Lo" no I couldn't she deserved better than me I was way to screwed up and she didn't need that extra baggage. AHH I can't be here right now! I left the room without looking back I grabbed my coat and keys and headed for the door. I ran out to my Volvo I jerked open the door and slid over the cool leather seats. I quickly shoved and turned the keys into the ignition, and my baby purred to life. I raced down the drive way and hit the street going 60mph. I drove like a madman on the highway reaching speeds of 120mph. When I hit the streets of Seattle I slowed down looking for a place to clear my head. And that's when I spotted Twilight, I night club that looked promising. I handed my keys over to the valet but not before giving him a "if you out one scratch on my baby I'll kill you" look. I stepped in and was assaulted by Rihanna's "Please don't stop the music" and the smell of alcohol that's where I was headed first. I went up to the bar and ordered a shot of tequila and then a jose quervio to take with me. I had finished half the bottle when a short brunette, wearing a very short dress bounced up to me.
"hey" she said trying to be seductive, I think
"hey" I said back in an uninterested tone
"my name is Jessica, what's yours?"
"Edward"
"well Edward do you want to dance?" she asked as she lead me to the dance floor. Once on the dance floor she turned her back to me and I placed my hands on her hips. As she swayed back and forth she turned around and started kissing my exposed chest. I was mildly disgusted with her spit all over my chest. She leaned up to kiss my lips, but I never wanted anyone but Bella to kiss these lips, I never wanted to hold anyone but her, this Jessica was just a way to trick my mind into thinking it was Bella. I LOVE BELLA SWAN. There was no denying it now. I pushed Jessica away and headed for the door
"What The Hell!" I heard her yell as I made my way across the dance floor and out the door. I picked up my Volvo and headed home. I made it back to Forks in record time, it was a little after 1am when I walked through the door. I was about to walk over to my room when I heard and blood curdling scream. Bella. I though. I raced to her room only to find her thrashing about.
"NO STOP!" she screamed "PLEASE DON'T DO THIS JACOB!" at the mention of that lowlifes name I was furious, what had he done to her!
"GET OFF ME JACOB! PLEASE DON'T HURT ME AGAIN!"
"NO" by this time tears stained her cheeks. I couldn't stand it anymore, I gathered her in my arms, holding her close to my chest.
"Shhh Bella I'm right here" I crooned softly. She stopped thrashing but tears still fell and she whimpered slightly every once in a while, but I continued to hold her tightly. I began to hum the lullaby I made up that night she kissed me. She began to relax in my arms and was soon in a peaceful sleep or so I hoped. I knew I could never let Bella know how I felt, because she deserved so much more. I was way to screwed up! But I would always watch over her. Always loving her from afar. I went back to my room after I was sure that Bella was okay. I fell asleep with thoughts of Bella swirling in my head.
BPOV
I was woken up from my wonderful dream of Edward by my blaring alarm clock. I sat up and got off the bed trudging over to the open closet. I pulled out a pair of light wash jeans and pulled them over my legs. I then grabbed a cream colored tank with a gold design on the front I put a black sweater over that and slipped on a pair of cream colored flats, I finished it off with a gold necklace with an owl pendant on the end. I grabbed by white coat and black Roxy backpack before heading down the stairs. Edward was sitting at the kitchen table pushing around a full bowl of cereal. Ugh…I would have to try to get him to eat something today.
"good morning" I said as I approached him.
"hey" he mumbled briefly before standing up pouring his food into the sink, grabbed his coat and backpack and made his way out the door.
"I'll wait for you in the car" he yelled before he shut the door.
"okay…" I mumbled sarcastically. I shoved a granola bar down my throat and washed it down with a glass of orange juice and headed out to the car.
EPOV
Ok Edward just don't look at her for to long and try not to look into those deep brown pools AHH stop it! I screamed at my self. All I had to do was try to ignore her not that, that was going to be simple. I saw her heading down the walk way and into the car. If these were normal circumstances I would have immediately gotten out of the car and opened the door for her, but I knew just one small brush of skin to skin contact and I was done for. The drive to school was silent we only spoke when we had gotten our schedules and found that we only had two class periods together, Biology and P.E. luckily they were both at the end of the day. That sure helped thing on my end.
Classes flew by and by the time I knew it, it was time for lunch. I headed for the cafeteria I was just about to walk in the door when I heard a shrill of a voice that sounded familiar.
"OMG EDDIE!" it was Jessica from the other night. Great.
"oh hey" I mumbled trying to walk away
"I didn't know you went to my school" she yelled
"um I just started today" I said in a duh kind of way. This girl was so obtuse!
"well anyway you have to sit with me today" she said pulling on my arm. I was just about to tell her "when hell freezes over" when Bella walked through the door looking stunningly beautiful, I felt a knot form in my stomach, I knew sitting with her would make it to hard.
"um…sure I think that would be okay" I said giving her one of my crooked smiles I was famous for as we walked away, but not before I turned to see the hurt look on Bella's face. What have I done.
BPOV
I was looking for Edward but I couldn't seem to find him, and then I saw him standing with that really stupid rude girl from Spanish. She was trying to look seductive but she just looked like a slut. She was pulling on his arm and he looked uncomfortable. I walked a little closer and his eyes flickered to mine for a split second. He seemed to be arguing with himself but then he smiled at Mrs. slut and walked off with her. I can't believe he blew me off like that and with her of all people! I was pulled out of my thought by a small pixie looking girl.
"Hello you must be Isabella Swan, I'm Alice Brandon" she said with a smile
"Hi and yes I am Isabella but I prefer Bella"
"oh ok, well would you like to sit with me and my friends?"
"sure that sounds great" I said happily. We walked over and there was a tall lean blonde boy sitting next to a huge, no huge didn't even cover it his biceps were huge, boy and he was sitting next to the most beautiful girl I had ever seen I mean her looks rivaled Edward and that was saying something.
"Hey everybody this is Bella, she's new" everyone introduce themselves the lean blonde one was Jasper, Alice's boyfriend. The big guy was Emmett and the beautiful blonde was Rosalie and they were together. The conversation flowed naturally and it soon became evident that we had a lot in common.
"so Bella where did you move from" Rosalie asked
"New York, my mom owns a magazine and my dads a lawyer"
"Oooo what magazine" asked Alice genuinely interested. I could tell that she was the fashioniste of the group.
"umm…my mom is the editor of Jay"
"OMG! Really!" Alice squealed. I thought she was going to hyperventilate "I love that magazine! But why are you here?" she asked confused
"Oh well I just needed to get away from everything, the whole New York thing can get a little stressful"
"so you can here by yourself?"
"well no my mom said I couldn't stay by myself so we had a family friends come with me" I said
"well that sucks you leave one parent only to be babysat by another"
"not really Edward is my age"
"well that's mot so bad"
"yeah but he can be so annoying sometimes" I said and they all started to laugh. Lunch went by quickly and then it was off to Biology. When I got there I expected to see Edward but he wasn't there. All class period I expected him to just waltz in the door looking as handsome as ever. But he didn't. when class was over I walked to the gym and saw Edward in all his glory playing basketball with some other guys. Where was he in Biology, I was ticked he was totally ignoring me! I went through the rest of gym pissed off! When gym was over I stormed into the changing room then gathered my stuff and stormed to the car. I sat in the passenger seat waiting for Edward. When he came to the car he open the door and slid in.
"sorry I was late" he said in a mono tone. I didn't respond. The whole car ride was silent, when we got back to the house I slid out and slammed the door with excess force. I went in to the house and started to make dinner, spaghetti it was simple and easy. Edward went right pass me and went to his room slamming the door. After dinner was done I sat down and started to eat. Edward came out not long after and grabbed a water form the fridge.
"you should eat before it gets cold" I said
"it's ok I'm not that hungry" he said walking out. I had, had enough!
"don't give me that bullshit!" I yelled "I Haven't seen you eat all day!"
"I'M JUST NOT HUNGRY" he screamed walking further away but I wasn't backing down.
"OH PLEASE EDWARD, I KNOW OK YOU CAN STOP BULLSHITTING ME!"
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!" he yelled
"REALLY THEN WHY DON'T YOU EVER EAT! AND WHEN YOU DO I CAN HEAR YOU THROWING UP AFTERWORD! YOU HAVE TO STOP EDWARD WHAT YOU'RE DOING, IT COULD KILL YOU!" he faltered for a moment shocked by my words. But then I saw his anger flare once again.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" he screamed, slamming the door in my face. But I wan;t having any of that I open the door to see Edward sitting at his desk fuming.
"NO EDWARD WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS" I yelled back just as loud
"THERE'S NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT AND IF THERE WERE IT WOULDN'T BE ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS!"
"YOU'RE WRONG, IT IS MY BUSINESS!"
"WHY!" he seethed
"BECAUSE I CARE!"
"DON'T GIVE ME THAT "I CARE" SHIT! AND WHAT ABOUT YOU!"
"WHAT ABOUT ME!" what could he possible be talking about?
"OH LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW! WHAT DID JACOB DO TO YOU?" oh my gosh how did he know about that, I never told anybody. Now I faltered but I composed my self and retaliated.
"I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT, HE NEVER DID ANYTHING!"
" I COME HOME TO YOU CRYING AND THRASHING AROUND SAYING THINGS LIKE "JACOB PLEASE STOP" I DON'T CLASFIY THAT UNDER NOTHING" I was taken a back, had I been talking in my sleep. I was silent for a while as we just stood there.
"that's what I thought. When you start talking so will I" he said in a much softer voice. I turned and left with tears dripping down my face.
Ok well that's it. I hoped you liked it please review!