Sorry for the really long wait I really don't have any other excuse except lack of motivation. But I finally have the next chapter except I'm missing one thing, I cant think of an idea for Bella's story. So here is where all of my readers come in I need your help, send me ideas for Bella's tragic past with Jacob, it can be anything you want I'll pick the one that seems to fit best and expand it a little. The person I pick will have the chapter sent to them before I publish it as well as all the future chapters of the story. Plus as a bonus for not having updated in a while the "winner" will have the option to commission a one shot story from me, you pick the characters and general plot and I'll write it within a week. The deadline for you ideas will Tuesday at 9:00pm central time. Thanks I look forward to reading you ideas :)