Alrighty well here it is i finally updated, i want to thank eveybody who gave me ideas and to my best friend JasperLovingEvilPixi for her ideas. im really tring to finish this up because i have another fun story in my head that i really want to start but anyways on with the story! hope you enjoy:)

BPOV

Edward had picked me up and carried me over to the sofa where we had been for the past 10 minuets trying to figure a way to tell Edward the truth. I took a deep breath and started…

"I had been dating Jacob for 3 months and everything was fine, he was a perfect gentlemen. He always said the right thing and did the right thing. He was faithful and sweet. But then everything changed, he became possessive, he wouldn't let me hang out with any of my friends and he always had to know what I was doing and where I was. And before I knew it he had alienated me from everybody that I was ever close to till there was only him. He had brought me to a point where he was the only person left in my life and I had to go to him. one day I came to his apartment after he had called demanding I come over, he had given me a key so I just let myself in. I didn't see him in the kitchen or the entertainment room so I figured he was still sleeping, I went down the hallway towards his room. His door was slightly ajar, I walked straight back and pushed open the door and..and" I tired to choke back the tears that were threatening to spill over, I took a deep breath and continued. "And he was laying on the bed making out with deep tanned scantly clad girl, I gasped and he looked up he smiled at me he slowly got up from the bed and stalked towards me, he told me to wait for him in the kitchen, that he would be done in a minuet. And that's when I lost it I yelled at him telling him it was over and I ran out, but he followed me he grabbed my wrist just as I was about to open the door and he slammed me against the wall, I cried out in pain and began to sob he kept screaming at me to shut up but I couldn't stop and then he..he hit me across the face and I was so shocked I stopped crying and looked up at him. He bent down over my crumpled form and told me that I was his and I didn't have any right to leave. I looked in to his eyes and he said something to me that will always haunt me" I tried to reign in my emotions so I could get these next few sentences out without falling to pieces. "he told me 'I'm going to mark you as mine so everyone will know you belong to me'I looked at him horror struck at the implications of his words. He abruptly stood up and I tried to crawl away but he grabbed me by the hair and started dragging me back to his room, I was crying and begging him to stop when we got to his room he told the other girl to get out and he threw me on the bed, he climbed on top of me and kissed me roughly, I tired to push him off but he was too strong and then he..he..he" and that when I broke down I began sobbing uncontrollable, I couldn't say it out loud and didn't want to hear myself say it but I knew Edward knew and I just pleaded with God that he wouldn't hate me.

EPOV

I watched as the beautiful angel that was my Bella broke down and cried, this was the only thing keeping me from tearing out of the house to find that S.O.B Jacob and tearing him to pieces for what he had done. I was pulled out of my rage by the feeling of Bella snuggling her face onto the crook of my neck, I could hear her sniffle every once in awhile. But I didn't move I just continued to rub soothing circles on her back hoping that I was brining her some sort of comfort. I sighed in contentment, this is exactly where I wanted to be, this was where I belonged, this is where all my problems just disappeared and I felt whole again and I never wanted to leave. I felt her raise her head and meet my eyes, hers were red and slightly swollen but she was still as beautiful as ever.

"I'm sorry for unloading all that on you" she said

"Don't be sorry, I'm glad you trusted me enough to tell me all that, I just…" I broke off pinching the bridge of my nose and clenching my jaw tightly as my rage towards Jacob made a reappearance. I took several deep breathes opening my eyes to meet a pair of sad brown eyes.

"I know I'm broken and I don't deserve you but please don't leave me" she stuttered and began to sob again. How could she think that I didn't want her or that I thought she was broken. I scooped her up from where she sat next to me and cradled her in my lap rocking her gently. After a moment she pulled away and I pushed the hair that had fallen in her face behind her ear.

"please" she pleaded while tears welled in her eyes spilling over leaving streaks down her face. And it broke my heart. I cupped her face looking her straight in the eyes trying to find the words to express to her just how much I loved her and how whole she made me feel.

"please don't cry" I begged wiping away the stray tears "Bella you're not broken, you are the most beautiful, kind, compassionate women I have ever know, and I love you. And I am never going to let you go, I'm just angry that someone could do that to you. it's taking every ounce of my self control not to go beat Jacob Black to a pulp" I told her my breathing come out more rapidly with my increasing irritation.

"I'm never going to let him hurt you again" I said wrapping my arms around her keeping her firm against my chest I kissed the top of her heard whispering "I love you" again in her ear. She in turn wrapped her arms around my neck bring my face to hers, she looked at me straight in the eyes

"And I love you Edward Cullen" she said right before she pulled my lips to meet hers. It started out slow but the fire soon consumed my entire body my blood coursed like wildfire. We broke apart both of out breathing labored I rested my forehead while our breathing returned to normal.

"I guess it's my turn" I whispered. But she just shook her head.

"no, not tonight, later we're both exhausted" she said as she pulled her self to her feet

"but.." she cut me off with a swift chaste kiss

"I'm not going anywhere, what ever it is it will keep till tomorrow" she reached a hand down to me "come, stay with me tonight, please?" I didn't even have to think twice, of course I would stay with her if she hadn't asked I would have. I silently grabbed her hand, she made a show of pulling my off the couch.

"jeez Edward you weigh a ton!" she exclaimed trying to lighten the mood, it worked, I reduced my self to dead weight knowing she wouldn't be able to pull me up.

"Edward!" she laughed, I loved her laugh. I laughed with her pulling her on top of me and we collapse into a heap of a laughter and giggles. I held her close as the laughter subsided. I was content to spend the rest of my days like this.

"I wish we could freeze time and stay like this forever" she said.

"I don't" she picked her head off my chest and gave me a quizzical look "I love this moment but I want a thousand more just like this one, I want a life time of these happy moments with you" she smiled at me kissing my chest right where my heart was. When I heard a lengthy yawn come from my Bella I decided it was time for sleep. I swiftly changed her position and stood up quickly carrying her bridal style. I carried her into my room and set her on my bed. She quickly snuggled under the covers as I pulled off my jeans and crawled under the covers with her. I lay on my back and she rested her head on my shoulder with her hand on my chest, I lifted my hand to cover hers giving it a reassuring squeeze before we both drifted off into peaceful sleep.

BPOV

I woke up to the sun shining through the open window, I felt Edwards warm body underneath my finger tips. I looked up and saw that he was still asleep, his chest rising and falling with each steady even breath. I reached up and as softly as I could I traced the contours of his face starting with the crease of his brow moving my finger down the bridge of his nose and around his lips, I let my fingers linger on his lips before I brought my own to meet his. I felt Edward hum under my lips and I smiled against him. It felt like heaven being wrapped in his arms and I never wanted to leave. He slowly opened his eyes and smiled lovingly at me

"Good morning, Love" ahh I could get use to that

"Good morning" I said back I looked up and the clock only to see that it was almost seven and as much as I would love to skip school and just lay here with Edward all day I didn't want to raise any suspicions as to why we were both absent

"hey Edward we need to get ready for school"

"Uhhh no!" he groaned in protest locking his arm tighter around my waist, I smiled at the gesture.

"come on I want to show off my amazingly wonderful hot at hell boyfriend to everybody at school" he lifted his head.

"hot as hell huh?" he smiled

"yep" I said rolling off the bed and kissing him lightly before skipping off to my room, yeah that's right I skipped, I knew we still had a lot to talk about but I couldn't help but think thing were finally looking up and I wanted things to continue this way.

okay well that was it hope you liked it, i kinda left what jacob did to bella open you can draw your own conclusions i'll proly updated in a week. so please review becaus eit makes me write faster:)