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"Well, as you know we move every few years to different parts of the world. We decided on Unalaska, Alaska because of its remote location; we didn't know you were here, Alice didn't get a vision, which we're still trying to figure out why…" I nodded my head while I asked "Alice, since when did you stop having visions of me?"
"I think I stopped a little after we left… Um… I remember, the last vision was when you were arguing with your father. He was going to send you to Florida because…." I interrupted before she finished the train of thought she was having with her vision, I didn't want everybody knowing about that part of my life…
"Thank you Alice. I think I have a theory about that. But I want you to continue Carlisle, before I tell you my reason for being here."
"Of course, Bella; as I was saying we partially decided of a remote location, however, we also decided this place because we can be here longer, just like our extended family that also lives here in Alaska. Esme and I wanted our family back together again, and the only way that was going to happen was if we went to a new place with new beginnings. Also, their hospital was lacking in doctor's, hence, my talent," he said with a big smile in his face.
"You weren't all together? Where were all of you?"
"Jasper and I were searching my family background after watching the video with James. Then, we would visit Esme and Carlisle or visit Rosalie and Emmet. We also vacationed Egypt and Japan" Alice said sadly.
"Emmet and I went to live in Switzerland for several years and then we just traveled after that. We would visit Esme and Carlisle occasionally," Rose answered, while also watching my William.
"I have just been traveling and tried to track Victoria, but I lost her…" he said with clenched teeth.
"Victoria! When were you tracking her? She's dead."
"I….. Started tracking her right after I left; and what do you mean by she's dead?"
"Oh, you don't know…. Well, after you left, months later, I started to go to La Push and spend time with Jacob in the reservation; he said something about being frustrated because there was a red haired vampire that kept escaping their grasp. At the same time, however, there were a lot of killings in the Seattle area and I remembered what you said about newborn vampires being at their strongest at that time but also out of control; so, I was able to find the connection: Victoria was creating all these new vampires. I of course ran to La Push and let Jacob and the pack know my theory; they went to Seattle and little by little killed all of the newborn vampires until they finally found Victoria and destroy her."
Everybody was staring at me with awe, confusion, pride, and hurt?
"I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have…" Edward kept repeating over and over again to himself.
"No, you shouldn't have, but you did," I told him staring straight into his eyes; they looked pained. He needs to know that I hurt, even now, although I'm not going to tell him. I feel resentment you could say, towards him….
"What do you mean Jacob and the pack? How were they able to destroy an army of newborn vampires?" Jasper asked me with his military voice.
"Right, I haven't told you this. Jacob is a werewolf…"
"WHAT!" "My dear" "Filthy dog!" "Only Bella"
"Not one of you has the right to judge me! I was left alone! Every single one of you left me! He was with me throughout my 'I hate my life and myself' days. He was able to pull me out of it, love me, and take care of me, even though I wasn't completely there, I wasn't completely his…." It started with a scream which subsided into a whisper all the time while I was crying and looking down at my hands.
All of a sudden I feel William touching my knees and standing up while looking at me with worrying eyes, he was always a smart little boy, "Momma, momma," he raised his hands so I can pick him up and I did. He stood up on my thighs and put his hands on my cheeks and kissed my lips; this always calmed me down, "Momma, love you, momma." I just smiled and told him "I love you too my little Wills, you're just too smart mister," I chuckled while sitting him on my lap, he snuggled into me.
I looked up and I saw everybody staring at us in wonderment, and sadness, until finally Carlisle spoke.
"I apologize on behalf of everybody. We're not judging you Bella; it's just that werewolves are extremely unstable and it took us all by surprise."
"Wow Bella, you've got guts now, nice!" Yep, Emmet again, jejejeje.
"Wow, I guess that would work," Jasper said chuckling.
"So how did you get to end up here Bella?" Rosalie asked with curious eyes.
"Well, after the whole Victoria thing, I graduated high school and went to the University of Washington. I majored in English Literature and Jacob soon followed and he majored in Business Administration. We both graduated the same year four years later. After graduation we went back to Forks and decided to get married. About a month after we were married I received an offer on employment to teach here at this high school and have been here ever since. Of course, as you can see I became pregnant with William about a year of us being here; and a year later, here we are."
"Wow, Bella, congratulations. Wait, didn't you say that his pregnancy wasn't the easiest time…?" this was Alice.
"Dang, I forgot you vampires can't forget anything. Um yea, it wasn't. I had a lot of complications during the pregnancy and afterwards. Well, during the pregnancy I acquired gestational diabetes which is fairly common to pregnant women, well, you must all know all about it since you live with a doctor of course. I just had to eat really healthy, which was not hard for me but for Jacob…" laughing while I said this ".. was extremely hard. Every time he would look at the dinner plate or any plate for that matter would have a sad puppy look face because he just can't stop eating. It's the werewolf in him, he burns calories by just sleeping; but we both agreed, well I made him agree that he would be on a diet with me for the rest of the pregnancy because I could not have so much food and not be able to eat it. He agreed thinking it was going to be easy, but then he saw the food portions, and I swear I think I saw a tear the first time I showed him." I was laughing at this memory.
Everybody started laughing with me, well, for the exception of Edward of course; he was just staring at me and William without noise.
"How have you felt after the pregnancy, did it turn into diabetes type 2 or did you go back to normal?" the doctor in Carlisle asked me, what a shocker…..
"No, everything is fine. I went back to normal, thank god. I would keep having these weird food cravings like ice cream with sardines, yuck."
Everybody smiled at me after this.
"So, I have to ask, how long do you plan on being here?" I just had to so I could talk to Jacob and see what we were going to do about it.
"Well, since we had not the slightest idea you were here, I don't know. I guess we should leave since you were here first, we don't mean to make you uncomfortable with us being here, I know that it is. But just know that we will always love you Bella, and regardless of anything, you will always be part of this family" Carlisle said with a look of love and sadness.
"I'm sorry but I found that a little hard to believe, how can you say you have always loved me if you left me without a goodbye?" I asked forming tears in my eyes. "Before you answer that question, Esme, can I please lay down William in your room? He's asleep and like I've said, he's getting heavier by the minute now." She agreed and led me to her and Carlisle's room, everyone just stared at me and turned to their mates to ask for comfort; they knew this conversation wasn't over.
"Thank you Esme. Please give me a minute with William, thanks." Oh god William, "I'm glad you're here with me, I think I would have gone crazy without you. Thank you for calming me down, although now I think it might have been Jasper….. mmmm no, I know it wasn't him, it was you, you can always calm me down. I love you honey, my baby." I kissed him on his forehead and grabbed his blanket and put in slightly over him. He started to get a little fuzzy and I decided to lie down next to him and rub his tummy, and then his right leg, then move to his left leg; his arms, his face, while singing to him:
"Starlight, star bright, the first star I see tonight. I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight." He loves this rhyme and quickly calms down and falls down asleep.
Now, what I've been dreading…..
Here goes….nothing?
Ummmmmmmmmmmm I think it will be something...