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I just sat quietly feeding William and myself. Edward just went back into the living room. I know I hurt him but I needed to assess my thoughts and calm myself; feeding William helped me do that.

"Just to clear it up, I didn't calm you down awhile ago, you were right, William did help you…" with a grin in his face, Jasper let me know.

"Thanks Jasper, I knew that already. He can always sense when I'm sad, distraught, or anything negative. That's a good thing for you because you won't have to worry about calming me down when he's with me…" I told Jasper with a smile on my face.

"I noticed, that's a good thing though, I have a little break. He looks a lot like you, except the skin color, I guess that's from your husband…."

"Yeah, Jacob is pretty dark. He's a Quileute; Native American. I like this color on him though, not my pale skin but not as dark as Jacob." He just nodded and said... "Of course, excuse me," and he left.

William was fed and I ate as well, I grabbed him and went back into the living room where everybody was, just waiting. I noticed a new blanket on the middle of the living room (like that was going to stop him from exploring) with the toys that Alice brought earlier; I sat him down and he quickly started playing. I went and sat back in the couch; William soon looked at me and kept playing when he saw me sit down.

"Ok, I need to take this out of my chest before we decide anything, and please do NOT interrupt me." I stared at their eyes, each one of them and took a deep breath when I kept going…." Edward, you had no right, and I mean NO right in assuming something is for 'the best,' NOT ONE. You do not know what I went through; don't worry I will let you know. That day when you told me you needed to talk to me I knew something was wrong, deep inside I had felt it since that night of my birthday party when you kissed me. That kiss was full of urgency, just like it was when we had to say goodbye the time we were trying to fool James…" he saw me while his eyes widened … "what, you thought I didn't noticed? Don't you remember Edward, that I'm a really perceptive person? Days later you told me you didn't want me…" I heard people gasp around the room; sobbing dry tears … "I guess you didn't tell them everything huh… now it's time for everybody to know. You told me you didn't want me and that your kind forgets easily and that my memories of you and your family will fade. I remember everything as if it happened yesterday Edward; you just didn't want to accept that. You didn't and don't want to accept that I loved you with the same intensity that you loved me. You can ask Jasper the intensity I felt towards you all those years ago. I know he remembers clearly, since a vampire's memory is perfect!" Everybody was looking at me but mostly at Edward, they couldn't believe what he did, they all had a disgusted look in their faces. GOOD, they needed to know what he put me through…. I don't like him to suffer but he needs to understand…..

He was looking at me, he couldn't believe what I just said, and mostly because I said 'loved' in the past tense and not 'love' in the present. I of course still love him and always will, but I was not going to tell him right now; I slightly glanced at Jasper, letting him know not to say anything, and I guess he did because Edward was still looking at me with disbelief.

"I tried following you but I got lost; I got lost and dizzy, and I couldn't understand what was happening, when everything got dark and I fainted. I woke up when I heard my name being called by Sam Uley, who is actually the alpha of the werewolves. He took me home and gave me to Charlie. That's when I found out it was really late and they had sent a search party for me. I realized you took everything from me; the pictures I had with you, all of your presents. I couldn't believe it. After that, months passed by and finally woke up when I heard my mom's voice. I realized my dad called her and told her to take me to Jacksonville because he didn't know what to do and didn't want to put me in a clinic. That's when my brain finally clicked and decided to do something because I didn't want to leave; I didn't want to leave all the memories I had from you, from all of you. I thought of the people in Forks and decided to go to see Jacob in the reservation. Alice, I think, well, I am fairly certain that the reason you can't see me is because Jacob is a werewolf, I don't think your gift works around him or the rest of the werewolves because you stopped seeing me after the argument I had with Charlie about Jacksonville; that's where I went after your vision ended, I went to see Jacob."

"I didn't take that into account. What you're saying Bella seems plausible. That's why you asked me to look at your immediate future right now huh?" she looked at me with wonder and some kind of irritation in her expression. It's rare to take Alice by surprise, so I was enjoying this and grinned; she turned and scowled.

"What! I'm sorry Alice but I'm enjoying myself right now. When was the last time you were caught off guard….? Exactly! Sorry but I'm going to enjoy it…." Everybody chuckled at this because it was true.

"Well, the rest as you know I already told you." I actually felt lighter because I took all that off of my chest.

"Well Edward, you certainly forgot to mention a few things huh. Like lying to Bella! I swear I'm going to pound you on the floor and just…." Emmet was getting really carried away…

"Emmet, calm down, I told you I would tell you if I needed you to hurt him for me, right? Okay then, sit down and calm down." Sheesh, this guy, but I liked it actually; I was smiling inside. Jasper shot me a look with a raised eyebrow, I just shrugged my shoulders and smiled, he returned the smile too, understanding my emotion.

"What time is it?" I asked, Esme answered for me.

"Oh God, it's already 8:00pm! I have to go! I need to prepare dinner. William, come on we need to go and make dinner."

"Momma, Daddy… fud… Daddy…" I chuckled along with everybody else "See, I told you, even William associates Jacob with food… come on then." I grabbed him and I instantly had Rosalie in front of me with William's things… "Oh, thanks Rosalie."

"You're welcome. I've been wondering about something Bella. Can I ask you something?" I nodded thinking 'weird'… "Can I hold him, you know, next time you come? Well, if you do come?" whoa that took me completely by surprise…

I raised my eyebrows showing my shocked expression to everyone, "Wow, Rosalie, of course you can. You should've asked me this today if you really wanted to hold him."

"Yea, well, I wasn't sure about your reaction so I didn't know if I should…" she said this while fidgeting and looking at her feet. Ok… this was weird….

"Rosalie, you are seriously freaking me out!" I was laughing… "I never would've thought that you, out of everybody here would be acting this way towards me. Wow! Its fine, I'm actually enjoying this new side of you, what brought this on?" I asked her in complete wonderment.

"Well, in my human life, I always wanted what girls in my time wanted; which was to get married and have children. One of my dreams was to have children and that was taken away from me when I became a vampire; that's the main reason why I was so adamant about you becoming one of us. If you would've become one of us you wouldn't have had this chance, the chance to have a child and be a mother; but in a way I'm glad that my brother made us leave, because you wouldn't have had this opportunity, but in the other, it brought so much pain that it almost broke my family. Well, there, that is my complete reason," she told me and left to sit next to Emmet, who wrapped his arms around her.

"Thanks Rosalie, now I understand completely. Well, I really need to go now, Jacob must have made a whole in different parts of the house by now…" I said with a smile.

"Daddy!"…. screamed William…. "Yes William, daddy, we're on our way to see him now ok."

"Good bye everybody; let me just discuss this with Jacob and see where we go from there. Alice and Edward, I don't need to tell you to behave during school, but just in case you need to be told: please behave during school; I don't know you remember…. And please just give me, well, give us (Jacob and I) time to talk, discuss, argue, etc… ok, good night."

Everybody walked us outside and I put William in his baby seat, buckled him and I went to the driver's side. The car was already warm, when did this happen…? I get a text:

'I turned the car on for you and heated the car for you and William. YOU'RE WELCOME….. From: Alice'

I laughed and waved to everybody and mouthed 'thank you' to Alice.

William and I were driving towards our house and my mind was just playing over and over in my head what just happened. What are we going to do? How are we going to handle it? Edward seems as if he doesn't love me anymore. Ok Bella, don't think about that… But I can't live near them knowing this right…? Bella, just calm down and be strong for you and William. Ok, "William, we're home to see Daddy!"

"Daddy!" screamed William.

"All right, now, let's get this over with…" I murmured to myself while getting William and going into our house….