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I held William close to my chest wrapped up in layers and layers of clothes. I finally walk in the house and see Jacob on the phone

"Right, ok, well, I have to let you go she just walked in. Yea, ok, say hi to everyone from us." He hanged up the phone, ran to me and William and hugged us really tight.

"Jacob, can't breathe." I said chuckling... "Who were you talking to?"

"Oh, I'm sorry Bella; Hi William! I was just talking to Billy. So how did it go? Why are they here? Are they going to leave anytime soon?" I sighed because he has just been a wreck waiting for me to come home; it has been a long day.

"Ok, before we get to the talking, have you eaten, do you want me to make dinner? Can you please take William? Thanks."

"Yes Bella, I already ate. I ate in the automotive shop; I stayed there longer than usual. Since you didn't call I assumed you were still there and decided to stay longer and finish up some paper work I've been ignoring because I knew if I came home I was going to get worse and I needed to distract myself." He finished telling me while taking William and placing him in his play area in the living room.

"Oh, ok then. All right, where do I start? Well, I met with everyone and they didn't know we were here, hell, they didn't know I was married with a baby!" I grinned, also making Jacob smile, although I could feel waves of apprehension coming off of him, so I continued.

"As I said, they didn't know we were here and Carlisle took a doctor's position in the hospital here. He was nice enough to offer to leave if we wanted to but I told him and the rest, that I had to talk to you and discuss this."

"They should just leave; I don't want those bloodsuckers here; close to you, to us!" Jacob raised his voice.

"Jacob, you better abstain your language! I'm not going to let you insult people that I love and care for! Don't you look at me like that Jacob because you've always known my feelings about all of them; also, remember that William is right here and I don't want him to hear that language coming from you!" I didn't raise my voice because William was right there but I told him in an authoritative voice, glaring at him. He looked and scowled at me, but I didn't hold back, I let him see disapproval in my face.

"FINE! All right, I'll rephrase: I don't want them to be close to us Bella." I could tell he was still mad but he held back because William was there. I could also see worry in his eyes and his face; he was worried I was going to leave him. I grabbed his hands put them between mine, I looked in his eyes and mouthed 'calm down Jacob' and smiled at him.

"Sorry Bella, but it's the truth, I don't want them here."

"I know you don't Jacob, but don't you want to wait and see how things go from here? They were so happy to see me and to see William; they explained the reasons why they left Jacob…" He stared at me with angry and hurt eyes, but I decided to tell him everything that happened between the Cullen's and me (except my feelings of course).

I just stared at him waiting for his response, when all of a sudden I felt his hands move from between mine and started to pull me to him and place me on his lap, circling his arms around my waist and put his head on my chest. I let him because he always does this when he's not sure of something or is thinking really hard; as if he needs me closer to him to calm down. I let him because I needed him to calm down and also because I couldn't let him lose control in the house and in front of William. I circled my arms around him and hugged him tightly, placing my forehead on top of his head, angling my face towards William, who turned, saw us, smiled at me and went back to playing with his toys. Got to love kids, their only worry is to eat, sleep, play, and do the dirty in their diaper.

I turned and looked down at Jacob's head and kissed the top of it, then I placed my hands on the side of his face and kissed his forehead, then I kissed his cheeks, then I kissed his eyes which were closed, then his jaw, and finally I kissed his lips softly. He finally opened his eyes and looked at me and smiled.

"Thank you Bella, you always know what to do. But I don't know what to do. I know you and I know you want them to stay, but I don't want them to stay; and I don't want to hurt you and I don't want them to hurt you either, and…." I placed a finger on his mouth and just stopped him.

"Jacob, I know, I understand. Do you want to wait until tomorrow to talk about it? I already told you their reasons for leaving all those years ago and I don't blame them, the one I blame is Edward, he's the one that made them leave. I don't think it's fair to make them leave when they just settled here; and I've told you how they try and stay at one place for long periods of time to try and live as normal lives as they can….."

Jacob chuckled a dry humorless laugh "leave it to you Bella to sympathize with bloo—sorry; with their kind." He said this while watching William and continued… "What does this mean Bella? For you and me, I mean? You want them here, you want him here…?"

"Oh god, Jacob! Have you not been listening to me? I love you Jacob, are you afraid I'm going to leave everything, you and William, to go with them,to go with him?" I asked him while I again placed my hands on the side of his face and turned to face me; and his answer was right in his eyes and his face, yes, that's what he thought I was going to do; and I know I would do it in a heartbeat if I didn't have William and Jacob to think of. But before I let him answer I kissed him passionately and he turned me so I can face him completely; straddling him. We kept kissing and he moved his lips to my jaw and then to the side of my neck and started feeling really warm starting from my core; and then I decided to open my eyes when I saw William spread out in his play area sleeping; I chuckled and then started to laugh when Jacob suddenly stopped and saw me with a concerned look.

"I'm so sorry Jacob but look at William! I turned and saw him; he looks so cute and funny! We need to change him and take him to his crib." While saying this I stood up and Jacob started laughing with me; he stood up and took William to change him and place him on his crib. I went and lay down sideways on the couch and turned on the TV; I let Jacob have his father-son moment.

About 15 minutes later I saw Jacob approach the couch; I smiled at him and angled my body with my back on the couch, opening my arms to receive him. He lay on top of my chest.

"Oh Bella I missed you today, you and William. I don't think we've been apart that long have we?" I placed my hands under his shirt and started making circles on his back while answering him with an 'hmmm mmmm.' I do love Jacob, but I will always love him more.

He raised his head up to look at me in my eyes with a smile on his face and I smiled back. "You know I love you Bells," he said. "Of course I do silly, I love you too you know, that will never change. You don't have to worry about me leaving you and William, I love you too much."

He placed his face on my chest again, angling his face to the TV and said "Bella, I'm so scared, I have to admit that much. I'm scared that you're going to leave me and go with them, with him, I can't deny that. But, it calms me down to hear you say that to me, to know that you do love me. I'm sorry but I can't help to be jealous of them. I know you love them and you've always loved them with such intensity that it scares and frightens me. I need you to know how I feel Bella, I love you too much." His voice broke at the end, he was holding back tears.

"Jacob, Jacob, I love you too Jacob. You know me too well. Of course I love them and I always will. But you have to understand that that will always be with me, that love I feel for them. But that love is totally different than the love I have for you. I love you so much Jacob, you were with me when I was at my worse; you took care of me and helped me and stitched me up; you gave me William. I will always be grateful. No Jacob, let me finish, yes, I will always be grateful to you, but I also learned to love you. Do you remember how hard it was for me? Not to love you because I started to love you from the beginning, but to fall IN love with you and accept it myself. Remember how many years it took me to actually let you love me completely, body and soul? We were at U of W for four years until we finally got married and finally said to myself, 'Bella, you are ready' and I did, we did; we loved ourselves on our wedding night, remember? It was funny too," I laughed a light laugh.

He raised his head up and had a smile on his face, no, a devilish smirk, I know what that meant. He raised his body and started to kiss my collarbone, and then went up to my neck, my jaw, and then my cheeks until he finally reached my mouth. He kissed my mouth slowly at first, lovingly; I still kept moving my fingers in a circular motion under his shirt, until I started to raise it up so he can take it off. This made him deepen the kiss and only stopped kissing me for a moment to take off his shirt. I placed my hands on his chest and started caressing him, going from his chest to his stomach to his back; this made him shiver.

In a flash he sat on the couch and placed me on top, straddling him, again. He was staring at my eyes and started to unbutton my shirt slowly while kissing my neck. He just left my shirt open and placed his hands around my torso under my shirt and started to pull me closer to him. I had my hands around his neck and all over his hair, he was making me crazy while caressing my back until he reached the back of my bra and unhooked it, leaving the front just a little lose. He kept kissing me and started to kiss my mouth, exploring my tongue, my teeth, my lips. He placed his hands on my shoulders and started to remove my shirt and fall into the floor. He started kissing my shoulder with wet open mouth kisses, I still had my bra on but he started lowering the straps down until finally letting it fall to the floor, joining his shirt and mine.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer while kissing my right breast with open mouth kisses and circling his tongue around my nipple and my whole breast until he moved to my left breast and do the same thing.

"Oh Jacob, that feels so good." I said between moans, and I think that made him go crazier because he started unbuttoning my jeans while at the same time I started to unbutton his. I was still straddling him, me in my white lace underwear and he in his boxers. All of a sudden he sits me on the couch and I look at him with confusion, but he shakes his head to the side and kneels in front of me, opening my legs. 'Oh,' I think to myself, my eyes are wide open and he just smirks at me. He grabs my left foot and starts kissing my ankle and slowly goes up until reaching my knee when he goes to my left foot and does the same. He starts kissing my inner thighs, and he knows that's a really sensitive spot for me, and licks it in a circular motion while caressing the outer part of my thighs with both his hands.

"Oh Jacob, Jacob, Jacob." I scream, knowing full well this will speed him up, which is what I want him to do.

He spreads out my legs wider and kisses the outside of my white laced panties when he put his hands on the top of them and started sliding them down. He started to kiss me in my core and that made me go wild and grab his hair, I knew it didn't hurt him, he was so freakishly strong; he loved that anyways, because that indicated that he was doing a really great job.

He kept kissing me and plunging his tongue in and out of me and started sucking at my clitoris, which almost instantly started to feel my muscles contract and find my release. He kept kissing me and went to kiss my stomach, my breasts, and finally my mouth. He placed me again on top of him, without his boxers (did not even notice when that happened) and I placed my center on top of him and started to slide in me, making us both moan in pleasure.

I started going up and down and then rocking back and forward feeling him deep in me. He started going faster and I was so close, knowing he was close too; we kept going until finally we both found mutual release and slowed down breathing heavily.

I stayed straddling him, still inside me. I circled my arms around his neck, bent down and kiss him lightly "I love you Jacob," I whispered.

He circled his arms around my torso and whispered back "I love you too Bella."

I sat up and looked around; all of our clothes were all over the place. I looked up and could not believe what I saw and started laughing hard, with tears down my cheeks while I sat next to him on the couch.

Jacob just stared at me and said "what, what's wrong, why are you laughing?"

I could not even speak because I was laughing so hard and just pointed to the chandelier when he started laughing too wrapping his arms around my waist, and pulling me closer to him.

"Wow, I don't even remember how they got up there!" he said still laughing.

"Jacob, I didn't even notice when you took them off, one moment you had them on, another moment, poof, they were gone." I kept laughing, still sitting next to Jacob on the couch and staring at the ceiling.

His boxers were on top of our small chandelier…