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Oh, and yea, it's going to get tense….. (*sing song voice*)
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I woke up the next morning first checking on little Wills and then getting ready myself. I practically ignored Jacob throughout the whole way back home and half of the next day. He finally couldn't take it anymore and broke the silence
"Bella, please talk to me. Bella, please say something to me, anything, yell at me if you want but something." He pleaded.
"Jacob, this is not the time all right. We need to put everything in the car and head to the airport so we can be there in time, I don't want to be in a hurry. We'll talk later." I told him, dismissing him giving him the cold shoulder. He just looked defeated, sad; which he should because he ruined a perfectly good party, I am still mad.
The whole way to Seattle, Washington was spent me ignoring Jacob and placing all of my attention on William until we finally arrived and walked to the terminal and saw Charlie and Billy.
"Dad, Billy! I've missed you!" I walked towards them hugging them while carrying William and Jacob behind me with the luggage.
"Bells, wow, you look different, I guess little William and Alaska are suiting you. Oh and look at William he's such a big boy now!" my dad told me, he directed his stare towards William and asked me with his eyes if he could grab him, which I nodded in response.
"Hi everybody" Jacob mentioned to everyone, Charlie and Billy eyed each other, asking themselves if they saw the same thing; questioning themselves, there's trouble.
"All right everybody, the faster we leave, the faster we get home, we're going to your house, right dad?" I asked my dad, and his silent answer was confirmed, yes, there was something wrong going on with Jacob and myself.
We finally arrived at Charlie's house and Jacob and I settled our stuff in my old room, it looks the same as before but I noticed my dad placed a bigger bed so Jacob and I can fit together; my twin bed was just not going to make it. Yea right, like I was going to let Jacob sleep with me, *snort* right…. He's still not pardoned.
Jacob went with his dad to the reservation to say hi to his 'family' and took William with him, I was tired and needed to take a nap and a break, so I used that excuse so I wouldn't have to go with him. I did feel weird not having William with me but I couldn't deny Billy his grandpa time, which he loves. He placed William on his lap, William was ecstatic! He felt he was on a ride; of course he did.
Charlie took this time to finally ask me what was wrong
"Bella, what's going on between you and Jacob? Now you know I don't mean to pry but I want to know if he's not treating you right because you know I'm here for you and support you in anything you need." Wow, he's letting me know that he would support me if I left Jacob, mmmmhh good to know….
"Dad, it's just complicated. I've been meaning to tell you but I didn't know how to approach it. Ok, so, about less than a month ago I received a surprise, something completely unexpected. I saw the Cullen Family." I finally told him, and he's looking me with big wide eyes.
"Bella, are you serious? The Cullen's are in Unalaska? That is just… dang, I don't even know what to say. So is Jacob mad about that or what? He just seems out of it and down. Is Edward there too? Is that why he's like that?"
Damn, I didn't want to go into that conversation, and more with my dad, what do I say? The truth.
"Well, dad, yes, Edward is there and the whole family is there. But the reason that Jacob is down is because I am mad at him. I've talked to all of the Cullen's and Carlisle got a job at the hospital and Esme is doing a renovation in one of the old buildings there. They were nice enough to actually do a going away party for us. When we first arrived we were fine but then Jacob overreacted because Rosalie was going to play with William and Edward felt offended so he and Jacob had an argument. So I just decided we should leave the party and I made Esme feel bad because she went through all the trouble in preparing food and setting everything up." I explained to Charlie.
"Oh god, you know how Jacob is. He can be really hot-headed sometimes. I understand him being jumpy because the Cullen's are there but why snap at Rosalie? But, should he feel worried?" even my dad thinks I'll do something stupid, did they not know me at all?
"Dad, I've explained to Jacob (and showed him, although I wasn't going to tell this to my dad, eww) that he shouldn't worry about anything. I remind him and tell him that I love him and that he shouldn't worry about stuff like that. I'm not going to deny it dad, I'm glad they're back, I was able to see them after so many years and I missed them, you know that. But that doesn't mean I'm going to leave him or anything. I repeat, I love him and William so much, he shouldn't feel worried or anything." I assured my dad, and he understood because we were really similar.
"I know Bells, but I repeat, Jacob is hot-headed and needs to think more clearly before he reacts to things. But I'll tell you again, I'm here if you need anything Bella, you will always have a house here." He told me and smiled.
"Thank you dad; oh, and I wanted to thank you for getting the bigger bed." I told him.
"Uh yea, sure honey. Anyways, I'm heading out to work already. Make yourself at home of course. Good bye!" he waved.
"Thanks dad. I think I'm just going to take a nap. Bye." I headed upstairs for my nap.
I woke up some time after and heard my cell phone ring. It was Jacob, I have to cool down, and I let him suffer enough, jejeje.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Bella, um, I'm calling because we're having a meeting later on and we need everybody here. So I was wondering if you can be ready by 7pm…?" he asked me in an unsure voice, thinking I'm still completely mad at him, jejeje you bet. I can't say no because I am Jacob's wife and that means I'm high in the Quileute latter, but that didn't mean I couldn't have my last little fun with Jacob.
"Well Jacob, how come you didn't let me know sooner? Its 5pm already." I said in a cold voice.
"Bella, I'm sorry but I was just told recently. I'm sorry." He stated.
"All right Jake. I'll be ready at 7pm. At what time does the meeting actually start?"
I actually heard him let out a sigh of calmness "it starts at 8pm." He told me calmer.
"Ok. I'll be ready at 7pm. How is William doing? Is he having fun with Billy?" I asked in a lighter mood.
"Yes, Billy got tired because William wanted to keep riding on top of him on the wheelchair" he chuckled.
"Oh wow, remember you need to be more careful about that so he doesn't fall or anything." I told him concerned.
"Yea I know. Don't worry, Billy held him tightly and I pushed them for awhile. But he's asleep now, resting." He told me.
"Jacob, would you mind coming right now so we can talk? Ask Billy if you can leave William for a little bit. We need to talk before the meeting and set some things straight." I told him in my business tone.
"Umm sure Bella hold on. Dad, can I leave William here for a bit? I need to go talk to Bella and bring her to the meeting. Ok, thanks dad. I'll be right there in a few minutes." He told me and hanged up.
15 minutes later and Jacob arrived at Charlie's house and I waited until he came upstairs into the room.
"Bella? I'm here." He announced.
I sat up and….
"Ok Jacob, you start." I stated.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. I know I said I was going to go with an open mind but my instincts kicked in and I didn't think about it, I just acted. If you would've told me this sooner, that the blood- sorry, Rosalie had already played with Wills or that you were ok with it I would've held back. But I didn't know that and I just acted, I don't know what to say Bella, to make it better…." He knelt in front of me and held my hands between his and placed his head on our hands.
"Jacob, I know that I should've informed you before going but I never thought you would act that way. I mean, you were going to lunge at her, and she had William in her hands. Jacob, I will tell you this now: I trust the Cullen's, even though you don't, and I know that they won't harm him because I love him and he's extremely important to me. I am one hundred percent sure that they love me too, even though it hurts me telling you this, but they do, and they won't do anything that will hurt me just because. I've thought about us this weekend while we weren't talking and I came to a conclusion." Jacob raised his head and his eyes were glistening with tears.
"Bella, please, don't break up with me! I won't stand it! I love you too much. Please, Bella…" he pleaded and started crying.
I did not expect this reaction; I swear I thought he knew me better. Now I understand Emmet when he gets carried away and frustrated at times. These people are just so stup…..
"Jacob! Who said I was going to break up with you? Do you not understand that I love you? Have I not told you constantly and showed you in so many ways? Just because we had an argument does not mean we're going to break up! I am so tired of you always assuming something else. Do you not know me Jacob? You should by now. Didn't you used to say that you knew me like the back of your hand?" I told him in a firm voice, he raised his head and widened his eyes, not expecting this, he said 'sorry' and raised his head so he can see me better.
I placed the palms of my hands on the side of his head and said:
"Jacob, I will say this once and only once. I LOVE you! But I also love them, I always will. I have never lied to you about anything. I will NOT leave you just because we had an argument Jacob. The only way that will happen is if something happens to one of us or you….. Imprint on someone else…" I said to him.
"Don't say that Bella! I will NEVER imprint on anyone else. I love you too much. Don't talk like that, I don't like it and you know it. I will never leave you and William!" He stood up and started pacing across the room.
"Jacob, if you do imprint you won't be able to do anything and you know that, you can ask Sam about it... Regardless, that doesn't mean you will leave William, you will always be able to see him and visit him as long as you'd like. You know that, I will never deny you William." I crossed my feet in front of me and looked down to my legs, this was a tough conversation.
"Bella, please, forgive me for the other day, I know I overreacted. I'll do anything to make it better. I'll clean the house for a month, I'll cook, hold on; I'm not allowed in the kitchen….. Just, anything Bella, anything, please!" he pleaded and knelt in front of me again.
"Anything really?"….. He nodded 'yes' "…all right then, you WILL clean the house for a month. I am sooo looking forward to that" I had a smile on my face and his face showed relief. I knelt down and we were both at the same level, I grabbed his hands and I said:
"Jacob, I want you to promise me that you will respect me and my decisions, whether you like them or not. I also I want you to understand that the Cullen family is going to be in our lives for awhile and I want to enjoy them because my time with them is limited; I age, they don't. Another thing, I don't want you to think or to fear that I will leave you for Edward. I know that that is constantly in the back of your head whether you decide to accept that or not. Understand that I love you Jacob and that I won't leave you as long as you decide to be with me." I didn't want him to reply so I just leaned and kissed him softly, which then turned into something deeper and then it became passionate.
I've missed Jacob, I've missed just talking to him and I've also missed being with him, just being able to hug, kiss, touch, I miss him. We grew closer and I placed my hands in the back of his head and he encircled my waist until we were together tightly. "I've missed you Bella, so much. You can't believe how much." He continued to kiss me then went to my neck and then my collarbone. He started to kiss my shoulder and removed my shirt completely while I also took his off. He stood up and brought me up with him in a flash, my legs wrapped his waist and he started walking to the door and I raised my eyebrow 'door' he mouthed, 'oh yea' I responded. He closed the door and laid me down in our new bed (I guess we are going to 'break it in'; god, I hope that's not literally) he started to kiss me passionately again and I could tell he has missed me as much as I have him. I just wanted him, wanted to be with him.
"Jacob, I've missed you. Oh god, I want to feel you." I moaned. He took off my sweats along with my panties, when I looked down I noticed he was completely naked (seriously, how DOES he do that!) "Jacob, how do you do that" I asked panting. He raised his eyebrow and asked "Do what?" he started to kiss my inner thigh, knowing that was too much for me and I couldn't utter a single word after that. He went up and kept kissing me until he reached my core and started kissing and caressing me, oh god I was going to explode! "Jacob" I panted, he went up and kissed me in the mouth and started to enter me, we both moaned of pleasure and our breath started to sound ragged until finally we both reached our climax together.
Jacob hovered on top of me and kept kissing my forehead and my cheeks, my eyes. Until he raised his head and jumped up and started dressing.
"Jacob, what's wrong?" I asked him sitting up.
"Bella, it's 6:45pm! Time flew by, we need to get ready and go." He told me worriedly.
"Oh crap, how did we not notice? Oh, yea, we were busy 'arguing' and coming up with an 'agreement'" I snickered and looked his way, he smiled a wicked smile, oh no he doesn't.
"Jacob, stop it, I know that smile, we need to go now!" I stated.
He ran to me and kissed me deeply, making my knees weak, dang, he still did that.
"Yes, we do need to go, but you're not off the hook Mrs. Black" he told me with a raised eyebrow, mmm, how did this change again? Wasn't I mad at him? Oh it doesn't matter now, we need to leave now!