Because KiraKia has asked me to update faster, I'm trying to update as fast as I can, and it may be for another 2 or so days before I can,
and unlike some people who got to stay home today, I do not, and I had loads of homework, and I'm still not done, but I'm taking a break and
continuing to write my story.
Love all of you!!!!!!!
TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75
You're Not Sorry
Okay here's a recap of what just happened in a breif few words.
Angel told me her plan, I was going to my room to change, Fang grabs my arm, I yell at him and asks him what he wants.
Fang says, "Max, I, um....
"Max, I wanted to say I'm sorry to you, and I shouldn't have shouted so loudly at you when you told me about the photo..."
"Is that it?" i asked in frustration.
"Yeah, I'm really sorry Max, and I hope..."
"hope what? Hope that I'll forgive you, hope that I'll still love you, or hope that nothing happened, and things can go back to normal Fang? is that
what you're hoping for? Well, dream on, 'cuz I'm not giving in that easily, and because you said sorry doesn't mean I believe you Fang, 'cuz I know how you act, and right
now i don't one bit of you're sorriness, cuz you're not sorry."
"but Max..." Fang grasped my shoulders making me look straight him in the eye, and for a split second I saw the Fang I loved.
"Buzz off Fang," I shrugged Fang's arms off of me,"You were something worth more than a hundred lives to me, and i wept everyday you were gone for about a whole month, okay, get that
Fang? Well after that month, i've changed, and don't expect me to cave in again, 'cuz you've broken my heart too hard this time that it's not beating for you anymore."
With that I left to my room to change into the second dress Angel wanted me to put on.
Fang's POV
okay Fang, don't burst out crying.
What you got is what you deserved, but doesn't have any feelings for me anymore?
Of course she does.
Wait, Angel, is that you?
Obviously you jerk!
Angel, why are you calling me a jerk?!
Isn't obvious, I favor Max over you, and I don't like seeing Max hurt at all.
But angel.
Enough, I've heard enough, and just because still has feelings for you doesn't mean is doesn't hate you, 'cuz you shattered her heart into a million pieces, and
no way is it healing anytime soon.
But,
Bye Fang :(
Oh jeez, i've screwed up big time.
not only does max hate me, i bet the flock does for my betrayal on Max.
Oh no, what can I do?
Max's POV
I've finished putting on my second dress and i'm headed back down the stairs.
As I walk into the living room, Nudge was singing, A Thousand Miles, by Vanessa Carlton, and it reminded me of what i felt towards Fang
Making my way downtown Walking fast, Faces pass I've always walked faster than others, and It's not unusual to feel faces on me.
And I'm home boundI being in a crowd
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way, making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you I need you fang
And I miss you I'll always miss you
And now I wonder.... i would walk a thousand miles if I could see you, because I still love you.
TonightBy then, I was so sad i ran up stairs back into my room before anyone saw me.
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
When I gathered myself up, and headed back down stairs, Angel was finishing up her song, You Found Me, by The Fray, and God knows how she could sing so well, and once again, it reminded me of Fang.
You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want You took my whole soul with you, Fang
Lost and insecure I've been insecure and lost since you left
You found me, you found me you came "back" to me two months later
Lying on the floor I was lying on the floor crying about you when you left.
Where were you where were you Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded Now I'm surrounded by a wall and the Flock away from you.
Why'd you have to wait? why;d you wait for 2 months?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late you're too late
You found me, you found meWhy did you wait...
To find me, to find me ...to find me?
Why'd you have to wait?
Oh jeez, those two songs fitted soo well with Fang and me, but I'll need to sing another song, wonder what it is.
"Up next again is MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I set up, and look at the title of the next song, You're Not Sorry, by Taylor Swift.
Hmmm, I think I'll like this song, and it may reflect my emotions right now.
i began to sing:
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I won't believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no more, no more, no
Lookin' so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could'a loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no no no noo
You're not sorry no no no noo
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would've gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I won't believe you baby like I did before
Suits you right fang, 'cuz you're not sorry. And I'm done of being hurt.
I love this song, but Fang, you're not sorry.
As I looked at Fang, I actually didn't feel any sympathy towards him.
he got what he deserved, but he's getting more.
Angel's POV
Max just sang you're not sorry, and I could tell she was almost in tries.
poor max, she shouldn't be crying.
I guess we're pushing her a little too much, but woah, Max, you just were harsh.
She thought Fang got what he deserved, and is going to get more.
Awww, soo stubborn of Max, but Fang really did deserve what he got.
I hope he rots if Max never recovers.
then again I feel bad for Fang too, i was kinda harsh on him too,
just a refresher here was our mind-conversation:
"What you got is what you deserved, but doesn't have any feelings for me anymore?" Fang had thought to himself
Of course she does.
Wait, Angel, is that you?
Obviously you jerk!
Angel, why are you calling me a jerk?!
Isn't obvious, I favor Max over you, and I don't like seeing Max hurt at all.
But angel.
Enough, I've heard enough, and just because still has feelings for you doesn't mean is doesn't hate you, 'cuz you shattered her heart into a million pieces, and
no way is it healing anytime soon.
But,
Bye Fang :(
Now that I think about it, i was alittle too harsh, maybe we've hurt his feelings enough, but he better not do anything wrong again,
'cuz something from him seems to worry me that he may do something to destroy Max's heart forever. If he does, he'll never see the end of it.
Maybe i should help with the photo problem.
I'll help Max figure out the whole photo problem, 'cuz it was this photo that made this mess.
oh well, I'm exhausted.
I'll tell Max in the morning.
goodnight everyone!!!!!!!!!
Chapter five = DONE!!!!!!!!! Yeahs, and claps
that actually didn't take very long :/
Darn, i didn't want it to finish that early.
Okay, everyone remember, i may not update until next Sunday, or later, so don't come bugging me with tons of questions on why I didn't update.
Still, I'll love you all!!!!
~TaylorSwiftTwilightFan75
P.S I'll add more of Taylor Swift's songs, they fit really well with maximum Ride, and I can't help it, but I love Taylor Swift.
REVIEW PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!