Someone to Love

by crzylove83

They lost each other over 175 years ago, can they find their way back to one another or will their current mates make problems? My first story, hope you like it. But I am not completley sure where it will take me

6. Chapter 6

Chapter 6: BPOV

Ryan and I decided to travel around the world while we got to know each other. There were several surprises that we ran into while traveling. The first was that we now knew who Ryan really was. We happened to be near Texas one night and we came across a flyer. It had a recent picture of Ryan outside in a yard playing on a swing. He looked like he was having fun. On the flyer in big black writing said "HAVE YOU SEEN THIS BOY? HIS NAME IS RYAN SMITH. HE HAS BLONDE HAIR AND BLUE EYES. PLEASE CALL IF YOU HAVE SEEN." Under the phone number was an address and Ryan wanted to go there to see the house. I was more than happy to help him seeing how he couldn't remember much since his "death."

So Ryan and I after seeing the world decided that we wanted to keep a part of ourselves in this world while we knew we would never grow old. So one day while trying to figure out our next place to visit we had noticed that both his childhood home and my home was up for sale. I jumped on the offer to have my own home back and was getting upset when someone was bidding against me. I finally won and now Ryan and I were sitting in Texas making changes to his childhood home. We had been here for the last 5 years and I was getting depressed having to stay in the motel all the time. We had paid a couple to stay in the house while the construction workers worked during the day. We would go to the house at night to see the work and figure out what we needed. The house was coming along great.

Ryan and I had spent a lot of time traveling. I sat there waiting for the sun to go down and remembered the one night we had let our emotions go and held onto each other for dear life.

I was upset about Jasper and missing him life crazy. Ryan had been thinking about Alice (or at least that was what I thought) and we both knew that things were getting better after all this time. It has been a hot day in Alaska and I wasn't sure where the warmth was coming from. We sat in different places of the house we were sharing and I knew how he felt and heard him talking lowly waiting not to be heard. At first I ignored it, I didn't want to make him any more upset than he already was. We used to talk about how he was feeling and I was feeling. It never occurred to me that he wanted me more than just a friend when he finally came into my run and said we need to talk. I looked at him life he was crazy. "You and I have traveled the whole world never being separated. I would do anything for you Bella do you understand me?" I couldn't speak all I could do was shake my head. I couldn't figure out where he was going with this and all I wanted was to hold onto my memories of Jasper at the moment. "Bella don't you understand what is going on? I let go of my love for Alice so long ago, and that was because of you. I want nothing more than for you to let go of him. He is dead just like Alice and now we have each other and God, Bella I want you. You are my reason for being now and there is nothing that I would change that we have done. Well other than the fact that I haven't done this sooner." Before I knew what was happening he was right in front of my face with both hands holding my face. He looked into my eyes and smiled slightly and he slowly pulled his face closer to my face and I finally realized what was about to happen. He was going to kiss me and I wasn't sure if that was what I really wanted. As I stood there with him inches from my face and I knew that something inside me was saying go for it. I had already started to let go over Jasper and I knew that I would always love him but I felt something for Ryan and I couldn't put my finger on it. Was it love or was it lust? It had to be both. I pushed my face closer to his and our lips touched ever so lightly. I felt a shock that I hadn't felt since Jasper. I scared me and I wasn't sure what to do about it, was it possible that there was someone else out there for me?

I didn't dare to stop there; I enjoyed the shock that pressed on my lips. I looked into Ryan's eyes and I knew right dead and there that he wanted nothing more than to continue. He smiled at me looking into my eyes making sure I was ok with this. "Bella you can't fight what you and I are feeling for one another. We have been together for so long and I believe I am falling in love with you. I know that you love Jasper and you have to know that I will always hold a special place in my heart for Alice. She was my everything at one point. But now that has changed and there is nothing that I wouldn't do for you." He looked at me and I couldn't help myself. I pressed my lips to his again and ever so softly. He gladly accepted the touch and before I knew it his lips were separated and licking my button lip wanting access to my mouth. I slightly opened my mouth not sure if we should continue but I loved the way his lips felt and now his tongue was like sweet bliss. His scent had taken over my whole body and I was enjoying the touches and God did he know how to kiss. I felt the desire he was feeling when he deepened the kiss. I couldn't think of a reason to stop, so I slowly pressed my body closer to his. He pulled away slowly looking into my eyes and making sure I wanted more. I missed the contact of his lips on mine and reached for his face with a shaky right hand holding it to his face. "I will always love Jasper and he will always be a part of me, but right now the only person I can think about it you." With that Ryan crashed his lips to mine with more passion than I had ever felt. He reached his arms around my body and pulled me closer to him. I started unbuttoning his shirt slowly and he moaned when I reached the last button and my hands slide the shirt down touching his skin. Touching his skin made me feel the shock I had felt before. It was like electricity were pulling us together and with that I knew this could in no way be wrong. He pulled me even closer as he started unbuttoning my shirt. I felt the rush of wanting him to touch me everywhere and anywhere and never wanting this feeling to end. He needed me and right now I needed him in more ways than one. He removed my shirt and tossed it to the floor right next to his. I sat there wondering why we were being so careful with taking each other clothes off when we could get to this a little faster. Then it hit me, he wanted to make love to me and wasn't sure if this would ever happen again so he was saving every little moment.

The kissing continued and got deeper and deeper. My tongue darting in his mouth to find his awaiting tongue ready to match whatever pace I wanted. I ran my fingers in his hair and down his chest and oh God his chest was perfect. I needed more of him and I slowly moved my lips from his almost missing the contact until I moved my lips down his cheek to his eyes. I sucked a little on his ear and waited for him to stop me and tell me he wanted to wait, but nothing happened so I made my way down to his neck. I nibbled a little on his neck, "bite me hard, I want to feel your venom in my body." He whisper and I could tell that the lust was taking over his body. I move my lips back and bit into his skin. I wasn't sure what he would feel but he moaned and moaned. I was dripping in my panties and I wanted him to touch me. It was almost like we were on the same wave length because as I was thinking it he reached around and undid my bra. He throw it on the floor and started slowly rubbing my harden nipples. I moaned out in pleasure. I found his lips again and this time I pressed my tongue deep into his mouth. I needed to feel every part of him. My hands had a mind of their own as they wondered around his whole body. First starting at his hair and then working my down his chest and then I reached his tummy. I was about to start unbuttoning his jeans as his hands went slowly down my tummy reaching the zipper on my skirt. We both stood up and that was when his mouth attacked my nipples. His tongue started out slowly tracing my outline and then he started sucking on my nipples. The pleasure made me completely soaked in my panties and at this point I wanted him inside me. I slide his jeans down and he stepped out of them. My hands went to the glory spot and I was shocked. His member was enlarged and ready to play with. He was so large that I couldn't figure out how we were going to insert him inside of me. I didn't waste any time thinking about it. I rubbed my fingers up and down and grabbed him with both my hands. We both moaned as his hands had finally reached the place I wanted him to touch. His fingers slowly moving in and out of my fold and hitting that sweet spot with every touch. "Oh God Bella you are soaked." He slowly moved his hand to his lips while putting his other hand in my folds. He wanted to taste me on himself before he did anything else. My eyes stayed on his face as he licked every inch of his finger that held my juices and before I knew it my mouth was on his tasting myself on him. I couldn't stop myself as I dropped to my knees wanting to taste him. I slowly wet my lips and he started rubbing on my breast. The feeling was so overwhelming that I wasn't sure I would be able to finish what I had started. I put my wet mouth on his tip and he moaned. I slowly started moving mouth up and down and then added my head. "Bella that feels so good. But I must stop you now because I want to taste you." I wasn't moving and I wanted him to finish and explode in my mouth. He pushed me back and I stayed right where I was humming a little letting him know that I wasn't moving.

I knew he wasn't going to take no for an answer. He pulled himself out of my mouth and pulled me to the bed. He laid me down on my back and started to climb onto of me with his dick in my face. I didn't know what was going on however at this point all I wanted was to taste him again. Once I got my mouth of his dick and my hand rubbing at a slow pace, he slid his tongue in my folds and kept the same pace as me with licking and gently biting. As I continued sucking every inch of him and using my hands to help me out, he continued licking and then started adding fingers inside me. I felt my walls closing around his fingers and he increased the pace. I knew I won't last much longer but I wanted him to finish as well. I increase my pace on his penis and then I felt the twitch. I knew it wouldn't be much longer for him so I increased my speed once again and this time we both went over the edge. I felt his cool liquid fill my mouth and I gladly continued licking and sucking him clean. While I was doing this he continued his speed and moved his fingers out of the way to stick his tongue inside. We both continued long enough to clean one another. I didn't know what position this was, but I knew I wanted to try again later.

He slowly climbed off of me making sure not to hit any part of my body. As he got up he swung his body around and was now laying on top of me attacking my mouth. My juices never tasted as good on anyone's tongue. We both moaned and then he started to position himself at my entrance. He looked up into my eyes making sure I wanted this so I grabbed his face with my left hand and pushed his lips back to mine and then used my right hand to push his butt closer to me so that his penis slid part way inside of me. We both moaned out in pleasure, this was the best feeling I knew. He continued to slowly push inside me inch by inch. I attacked his mouth the moment he was completely inside of me. Slowly he began to pump in and out and my hips had a mind of their own I met him with every thrust he made. I couldn't get enough of him and I knew he couldn't get enough of me. He picked up his pace and I felt my walls closing around him and his moan let me know that he was very close. I made just the tiniest move and we were both over the edge in seconds. We laid there him still inside of me looking into each other's eyes and that was when I heard the sweetest words so far in my life "I love you."

It had been a very long time since that had happened. Ryan and I had developed more feelings for each other and there wasn't a day that we didn't tell each other. Ryan walked into the room happy and I didn't understand what made him smile so much. "It is finally done, Bella. Our lovely couple just called and informed me that the construction workers are packing up and moving on." So that is what had him so happy. His childhood home was finally finished and we could move in for a little while and enjoy each other more. "That's great babe. I am so happy that we will finally be able to leave this motel. I am sick of being stuck here when we have such a beautiful home with everything we need right there." He smiled even brighter and I knew the first thought in his mind was that he was going to make love to me in every room tonight when we get settled.

We moved around the room putting everything in the suit cases we had. I was excited that we would finally be able to go outside during the day without watching our move. As the sun was starting to go down we put everything into the car and gave the manager a bonus for letting us stay so long. He was more than pleased and told us to come back anytime we wanted.

As we pulled into the driveway, I was amazed at the way the house looked. The couple that had been staying in the house had already packed up their things and left. Here before me stood a beautiful farm house that was freshly painted with white with a light blue trim. The house itself was big and now it had indoor plumping with 5 bathrooms and 7 bedrooms. I remembered a conversation that Ryan and I had once about how we didn't need so much room seeing how we could never had child. "You never know Bella, one day we may met other people like us who would like to stay with us." This had given me a fit of laughs and he knew it. He walked away smiling knowing that no other vampire would like to stay in Texas because of the sun.

As we continued down the driveway I noticed there weren't neighbors for miles on either side. This was surprising to the least because the state had decided it wanted to build it up and that no farm land was safe. However Ryan and I had made sure nothing would happen and no one would be moving around this house. We wanted to be able to run naked whenever we wanted to and enjoy the fresh air around us. There was a small creek right behind the house and the most beautiful sunset I had seen since we got here. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do first. Run in the house and rip Ryan's clothes off or go for a quick swim.

As we parked in the garage I saw something I hadn't seen before. Sitting right next to Ryan's now parked BMW was another BMW in blue (my favorite color). It looked just like Ryan's and I wasn't sure if we had quest. I looked at Ryan a little puzzled and noticed that he was smiling again. "I have a surprise for you. I decided that it was time for you to get a new car and I know how much you love my car so I got you one just like it. The timing was perfect, I couldn't have done it better myself. With the house being finished today and the car being delivered just this afternoon." I didn't know what to say. I was so thankful for the car and I was shocked that I didn't know how he pulled it off. We were always together seeing how we were stuck in a motel together. Although I never paid any attention to him while we were out hunting or when he was on the computer, maybe I should have. "Ryan baby I love you so much and thank you for the car. It is beautiful. You even made sure that the windows were tinted just the way I like with mirror tint. But how did you manage to pull this off?" He just smiled and said "You know how I did it Bella. You were sitting there next to me while I was online ordering it." I looked at him in even more shock seeing how he was probably right but what was I going to say. I gave him a quick hug and kiss and got out of the car.

After my review of the car and my drooling we started to get the bags out of the car and walk towards the house. The sun had finally set as we walked through the front door. I was amazed at how all the workers in the house had made it feel so welcoming. I had been to the house a few times before this and knew what changes were made however I didn't think that the construction workers or the people we had living in the home could made it feel like home. I was always shopping for things online to put into the house and I always made sure Ryan was ok with the idea before I ordered. We always had it delivered and the couple we let stay here knew just where to put everything. As I walked into the kitchen I noticed a note sitting on the table. It was a thank you note from the couple telling us if and when we decided to leave they would be more than happy to look over the property for us. I was excited the way everything worked out and happy for Ryan that he finally had his childhood home just the way he wanted, even with a few of my touches added in there.

I knew we needed to get a few more things taken care of before this whole dream would be complete, but I wasn't sure where to start. Ryan and I both needed new clothes and the house still needed a few things to make it even more comfortable, but again I didn't know where to start. Just when I realized that the first thing I wanted to do was take a long hot shower Ryan grabbed me and his warm lips were upon mine in seconds. Ryan never kissed me this way before unless we had gotten into a fight and we were having make up sex. I didn't know what had gotten into him. It felt like the need he had for me was boiling inside him and he wasn't waiting around for anything.

He picked me up and placed me on the stairs just right outside the living room. His tongue didn't wait for me to willingly let him enter. His need for me seemed like a fire and I was dying to find out what was next. I realized at that point my clothes were being ripped off of me, I was so into the kiss he was giving me that I didn't realize that he had ripped my shirt and bra completely off me. Now I know I am going to have to start shopping for clothes. "Wow what has gotten into you?" I asked when he removed his mouth long enough to rip my jeans off (I so loved those jeans, but I had more in the suit case just like them). "I want you and I need you right now. I want to be inside you and I don't want to wait." As if ripping my clothes off wasn't good enough for him he ripped his own clothes off and I felt his need at that point. He pushed himself inside me and we both moaned. I didn't know what had gotten into him but whatever it was I was enjoying it. He pumped in and out of me so fast that before to long I felt my walls closing around him and we released at the same time. God I loved this new Ryan.

We walked down to the creek and sat by the water for a while talking. We would be heading back to Forks before too long to fix up my childhood home. Although we were now enjoying ourselves in Texas I was ready to head back home and start a new project. We were the prefect team when it came to fixing things. He loved making sure everything was perfect and I loved shopping.

We were settling in for the night when we noticed the package laying on the kitchen table. I wasn't sure how we missed it before and then I remembered what Ryan had done and I was more turned on then before. Ryan looked at the package like he wasn't sure if he really wanted to open it. I slide my fingers down his arm and took the package out of his hands and started to open it. Inside we found a letter from one of the construction workers. It stated that he had found this book and this picture while they were remodeling one of the smaller bedrooms. They didn't mention which bedroom but at that point I was pretty sure I knew it had been the room Ryan had stayed in as a child. As I started to empty out the contents of the package I saw the picture that now sat on the kitchen table.

The young girl was beautiful and she looked so alive. I looked at Ryan and saw the sad expression on his face. That was when I realized that this had to be Alice, Ryan's Alice. I saw that he was clearly upset and I wanted to give him his space. I started to walk away and he pulled me so close to him that if I were still human I would have suffocated. "I love you Bella." And that was all he said. I grabbed the book and looked at it, it seemed to have been a sister or his mothers I wasn't sure. He looked at me and I could see that he didn't want to think about any of this at this point. It was then that I knew he was thinking about his long lost love. But at the same time he was looking at me with as much love as he could. He wanted me to stay and he wanted to grieve over all his loses, but he didn't want it to upset me and take anything from me. Ryan picked up the book and we walked into the living room and started reading his mother's diary.