Heyy. So i'm soooooooooooooo very sorry for the wait writers block and computer problems. Anyways I'm sorry and please enjoy this chapter!

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Dear Derrick,

I am probably getting this from the million chick flicks we watched, but here it goes. There isn't any easy way to tell you this. I'm leaving this town. No way is there that I can stand it here anymore.

I'm tired of all the work it takes to be Alpha, and all the work I have to do just to impress you, or even get you to glance my way. Yes we are dating, but I don't feel that you really care about me. And yes I have noticed the notes, and looks you've been giving Claire.

I really hoped that, that would pass. Me being the unlucky person always, that never happened. Just know I always loved you, but I can't take this anymore. Truthfully, I have been sneaking around with someone else too. His name will not be mentioned, but I love him more than I do you. Yes, I care about you, but he actually takes of me and cares for me.

Like I said I'm leaving.

Bye Forever,

Massie Block.

It was all a lie. Tears streamed down her face. She had to hurt him, for him to move on, and she never expected to come back. Now she was and that was worse than anything she could ever do to him.

She walked down to the kitchen because lets face it when she got up she stayed up. Massie wiped away the tears before she stared crying all over again and waking up Sophie. Then she would have to explain, because Massie could not tell a lie to Sophie. Slowly, she walked to the refrigerator and pulled out some frozen waffles to eat. Placing them in the oven, she gazed out their kitchen window right above the sink. It felt so magical for her at night. No one else was up and it felt like a secret for just her.

The microwave started beeping indicating that the waffles were done and ready for eating. She pulled them out, got the butter, sugar free syrup, fork, and sat down in their huge dinning room that was connected. Massie sat down on the south end, above the north end of the table was a huge flat screen TV - hanging so everyone could see it.

She grabbed the remote and went to the guide, it was about 7-ish and Sophie would be up in probably an hour. Scrolling through the guide, she finally decided on the news, just to see what the weather would be like today.

"And again Derrick Harrington saves the day with his fantastic goaling." said Dan Boisiton the sports newscaster said. "I heard he's also engaged to Claire Lyons. Care to inform us on that Alicia?"

The camera then went to the shining smile of Alicia Rivera, Gossip Queen of Channel 4 "Yes indeed Derrick, is marrying my friend Mass-Claire Lyons 'retired' actress" her eyes widened when she started to say Massie, plus it made it hilarious when she added air quotes for retired. Dan raised an eyebrow

"Who is this Mass person? Wait. Is it the famous Massie Block?" Dan asked tilting his head a bit to the side. Of course everyone knew who Massie was, Clarie? Not so much. Alicia nodded reluctantly. "I was watching Oprah the other day, she was interviewing Claire. Claire did mention that Derrick used to date Massie Block, but there wasn't anything there for him, and Massie wouldn't believe that and kept stalking him. That was a total blow to Massie's rep."

Alicia snorted and quickly covered her mouth. Dan's eyebrow went up even farther. "That sounds like something Claire would say. She's just jealous that Derrick was and is still in love with Massie and that Derrick will never love her." Alicia gasped at what she had just blurted out. Massie's eyes widened in horror.

Quickly, she got her phone, dialed Alicia's number hoping it stayed the same. On the screen Alicia blushed in embarrassment as her phone rang, with Lady GaGa singing Poker Face.

"What?" She spat into the phone

"Leesh put me on speaker" Massie ordered

"Massie? What? Why? Don't tell me your watching." Alicia said.

"Yep it's me I want everyone who is watching to know how I feel about Kuh-laire."Massie said angrily

"Are you sure that's the best idea? Your mad and I don't know." Alicia sputtered out.

"It's fine please just put me on speaker Leesh." Massie pleaded.

On the screen, Alicia sighed and whispered something into Dan's ear. His eyes lit up. "Well apparently Alicia has gotten Massie Block on the phone. Tell us how do you feel about the whole Claire issue we've been talking about."

"Well. . . . . . . I think Claire needs to shove her adttitude up her ass. She's as green as celery with all that jealousy and anger she has. I swear her blood is probably green." Massie spoke on the TV and giggled at her words.

"Interesting. Interesting. Now what about this love thing with Derrick Harrington, that Alicia has told us about." Dan pressed.

Massie was silent for a moment. "If you want to know just ask Derrick himself I'm sure he'd love to talk about it." Sarcasm was dripping from her tone.

"Well isn't that ironic apparently Derrick Harrington is watching our show right now and has just phoned our producers. So lets ask him." Dan said smiling obviously enjoying this.

"Of course he is." Massie muttered into the phone.

"Hello Derrick. Welcome to Channel Four news at 6:30 a.m. Let me be the first to say congratulations on that save yesterday." Dan said obviously sucking up to Derrick.

"Oh thanks I just I have just been lucky these past few years. Of course I haven't done it all alone. There's Cam, Chris, Kemp, and all the other guys on the team I have to thank too." Derrick explained into the phone.

"Ah yes. You've had a lot of luck especially with the ladies. I hear your about to be married to Claire Lyons, retired actress. Quite a catch, it seems you do have good luck Harrington." Dan stated smiling.

Massie snorted "I wouldn't exactly call that luck Dan."

"Massie." Derrick said flatly

"Derrick" Massie spat.

"Whoah am I sensing tension? But Derrick please elaborate, how did you and Claire get together? Our sources meaning Claire on Oprah the other day said that you two have been soul mates forever and that Massie couldn't even keep you both apart." Dan asked

Massie snorted "And so the green eyed people eater insults me again. Anyways. How did you and Claire get together Derrick? I must've missed that."

She thought she heard him mutter "Well maybe if you didn't disappear..", but she thought she just imagined things. "Well after Massie left Claire came and helped me and we got together."

"Wait, what do you mean by Massie left? Where did she leave from, when, and why?" Dan asked.

"You don't miss a thing do you Dan?" Massie muttered into the phone. Sophie walked in rubbing her eyes. Massie put a finger to her lips indicating that she was on the phone and needed to be quiet.

"Massie left what was it Junior year? I don't know, but she left from Westchester to wherever the hell she went. Why? I have no idea." Derrick said monotonously into the phone.

"Before we go, massie why did you leave? Where did you go?" Dan asked curiously.

"I went to a small town in North Carolina, laid low for a while and then made something of myself. I left for personal reasons." Massie said into the phone. Sophie started giggling, but Massie quietly quieted her. Alicia's eyes darted from Dan to the phone and back again, on the screen.

It was Derrick's turn to snort. "That's bull." he muttered.

"Well that's all the time we have today folks. We'll see you tomorrow same time same place, bye!" Alicia said. Then the screen went to commercials. "Massie, I'll talk to you later you too Derrick."

Then the line went dead. Massie snapped her phone shut and placed it onto the table.

"Mommy who's that?" Sophie pointed at a picture of Derrick saving the ball last night.

"That's Derrick sweetie, he plays soccer." Massie explained. "Anna! Could you get Sophie dressed I would but I really need to think right now."

Anna was down in a few minutes, she took Sophie's arm, and led her to her room. Massie walked up to her room and into her walk in closet. Sophie loves walk in closets because she finds a million places to hide always. She would laugh and giggle so Massie knew where to find her always.

After about 5 minutes of thinking Massie finally decided to wear a plain white long sleeve shirt, Ralph Lauren skinny stretch cropped jeans (black), Burberry long tonal check cardigan, and silver ballet flats. She walked out and Sophie was wearing a Ralph Lauren Evon Plaid Oxford Dress, Burberry Quilted Jacket, and she had Ralph Lauren Tonisha Strap Sneakers on. Basically, she looked adorable.

"Want to go to the mall honey? Get you some new clothes from Ralph?" Massie asked. Ralph Lauren was Sophie's favorite designer. She was absolutely in love with anything to do with Ralph Lauren if it wasn't for the amber eyes and blond hair she could be Alicia's daughter.

"Yes!" Sophie squealed with delight. Massie picked Sophie up, grabbed her purse, took out her keys, opened her own Range Rover (She just had to have one :-)), buckled Sophie up, and started the car. She had no trouble at all finding the mall. Massie unbuckled Sophie and carried her into the mall. First, they went to Ralph Lauren, then Burberry (Sophie's two favorite stores), and then started walking toward the food court.

"So where do you want to go after we eat?" Massie asked. Sophie didn't get to answer because someone looking the other way slammed into Massie. Both of them fell to the ground.

"Mommy are you k?" Sophie asked grabbing one arm and trying as hard as a four year old can to help her mother up.

"I'm fine sweetie thanks for asking." Massie said standing up and brushing off herself. "Are you ok? I'm sorry I was totally spacing out."

"Mommy?" The girl said getting up. It was . . .. . .. . . .


Sorry but I've got to end it there. Just because I have to take a shower and I'm a mean person! Hope you liked the chapter Review please.