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Jacob's POV

Seeing my once love like that; literally lifeless passed out on the sofa, made my heart ache. I couldn't even face her when she arrived. I felt ashamed. It was true, she was ill. Ill beyond my mind had imagined. I kept running; running from the Cullen's, running from reality, running from Bella. If I hadn't of imprinted, Bella wouldn't be so ill. She wouldn't have left Forks; she wouldn't have let herself get run down. She could have seen the changes and seen a doctor as soon as. But no, I made her welcome pain, after all that happened. She once told me she would "rather be in pain, at least then I will feel something..."

I rested against a large boulder, yet my mind wouldn't let me rest. I smelt a Cullen; I instantly recognised it was Edward. He came to stop in front of me, a look of pain strewn across his pale ice face.

"I don't need on empathy here to explain you're hurting Jacob" He sat beside me. I sat and hid my thoughts for a while; but I knew I needed someone to talk to, and Edward could help. Possibly.

"I just don't know what to say or do. She is dying, and I can't do anything to help...I just want her to be Bella. No pain, no hurt...The way she deserves to li..live." I stuttered as I finished speaking. I knew in the back of my mind her 'life' will end soon. Whether it was of natural causes, or to save her.

Edward shuffled but remained seated. Obviously he could hear my inner monologue. I looked to him, I was defeated. He knew this.

"Jacob. Your permission alone would help Bella. We will all look after Bella; through the change, through the new born years. Through forever. She belongs in the Cullen family; you can't disagree. I heard you think it earlier..." Edward was once again asking me to grant permission to change her. To bend the treaty rules. I sighed, Defeated.

"Okay, you have permission. I will take Masen with me until Bella gains control of her blood lust..." I spat the word blood out in disgust.

"Only if she agrees to this. If you do this against her will, us wolves will have no choice but to end you all" I stuck my hand out, I grimaced when his cold hand shook mine.

"Deal" Edward nodded and let go. He stood up and stood waiting. Oh, he wanted to approach Bella together. Wise move. He smiled at my thoughts.

"Now, shall we return to talk to the lucky lady?" I joked, sarcastic as I ever am.

"Race you" Edward let out a sneaky laugh and smiled crookedly. This dude has changed, for some reason I am beginning to not hate him.

"Cheers dog" He laughed again and I smiled. Maybe being friendly with the blood suckers will be okay after all. We all have one thing we are working towards, and that is Bella.

"Shouldn't you be stretching or something? Wouldn't want you to pull a muscle" I teased as he shook his head smiling. I transformed into my inner wolf, getting ready to beat this bloodsucker's ass back to the house.

"Stupid doggy, I can still hear you!" He laughed and tapped his head. Damn Vampire. And with that we began chase.

AN/: Hey Guys, Sorry if I have been a bit lame lately with updates, or the lack of them! lol. (I know this is short but I wanted it to remain as one chapter) I am a lot more focussed now :) I would just like to say thank you for carrying on reading and favouriting "It is now or never" I appreciate it greatly :) Please please please review,as it is the only feedback i get on how you guys are finding the story. Also if you have any ideas or requests private mail me and I will see what I can do. I htink it would be nice if you did :) so please review, if it is any good :/ thanks :D LC.x