Authors notes srry I haven't update in a while its summer and we were on vacation

Disclaimer:I don't own any charcter or twilight I own nothing

Bella's Pov

"Hey Jake, Had a feeling I would you here"I said

"where that bloodsucker you love so much"

"Jake…'

"….."

" you need to forgive me someday, I had no choice"

"yes you did, no one forced you , ok so just shut up and leave'

"fine Jake, bye ex-best friend"

Jake POV

She was gone in a flash, I knew I hurt her. But what can I do my life so screwed up.

I just sat there staring at the waves, disgusted by myself. Til my phone rang

It was a text from from her . Y

I dono

If I could cry I would

I don't care

Your like my big bro

Whatever

No repose

I sigh. Memories came back of us walking down the beach hand and hand.

It hurt to much to think. I left, got home. Dad was in the living room watching b-ball. "jake you home"

"Yeah"

I passed on my bed upstair. I tried not to think about bella swan. I mean Cullen

And her bloodsucker husband.