Grr… Life is confusing me… My "boyfriend" has stuff going on with his account, I think his sister might be playing a prank on him, I'm not to sure but whatever…

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DISCLAMER: I own… SONIC!… I wish… I own nothing... that includes sonic... I DO NOT OWN SONIC... or Amy... but I do own Isabella :D (Even if she was only mentioned in the first two chapters...)

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Chapter 6: I've Lost

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! One minute you're all over me, and the next you're gone! GONE!

How could I lost you already? And SO FRICKIN EASILY!

Is it because I asked why you kissed me?

Is it because I asked how you felt?

Do you hate me?

I hate myself for even asking those questions… I don't want to know the answer to any of them! I just want you to say that you love me.

I didn't want you to run away…

I couldn't help but FEEL lost, not only that but sad. I felt as if all of my life was ruined, drowned in a river of endless tears, yet the tears never fell.

It's depressing, the way I feel. It's like I've never been happy at all in my entire life, but I just don't know why. It's almost as if I have no friends, no family, my life ran on a blank expression that only changed into a smile when people were around so no one would worry about me. My baby... my baby died. The only thing I could love when I was upset, taken away from me. That's not the reason though, I didn't want that child, even if I could smile and say I did. Yet, it seemed as if a piece of me has died.

No one knows.

Could that be the reason?

No.

I wish I could run... away from my problems, away from my life, away from everything. Now I know why you run. Just to get away from all of your problems. I haven't seen you in a while, so I wonder where you are. It's been awhile since I started writing this letter, and by now, this might have to be mailed in a box.

Why am I writing this?

I haven't explained before. I just want you to know how I feel. I can't help but think of this million page long letter as a story, or a diary. I'm not sure if I'll ever send this to you. I'm not sure if you'll ever be able to know how I feel. All I know is I'll never stop writing. Though this sounds a bit selfish, but I'm not going to stop writing until I get what I want.

I want you back.

I want you to come back.

I want you to hold me in your arms.

But most of all, I want you to love me.

Not in the brotherly/sisterly way, but in the 'I LOVE' you way. The way in which people walk around holding hands or giving each other pecks on the cheek.

Is that too much to ask?

I don't think it is.

If you asked me why I love you, I'd say, "I love you for who you are, not Sonic the Hero, but Sonic the Hedgehog. The most handsome, kind, and caring person I know. What I love about you? Your eyes... I get lost in them, they're so beautiful..."

But, you'll never know that. You'll never know how I really feel. My life has changed, I've changed, but as the song goes… I HATE myself for loving you. I wish I could just get over it already. I want to run like I said before. But I'm trapped, in my mind, trying to figure things out.

Somehow, I just hope that you'll…

( Tis the future now so… Normal POV)

Amy lifted her pencil from the paper and wiped a tear before it fell from her eye. She sniffled and hugged herself.

"Ames? You okay in there?" Sonic called knocking on the door.

"I'm fine," Amy said before standing, she placed the sheet of paper along with the rest before smiling at the fact Sonic had agreed to move in with her. She opened her bedroom door and smiled up at him.

"You look great," He smiled and gave her a small hug.

Amy smiled, "You look handsome yourself."

"So you ready to get going?" Sonic said blushing.

"Of course, my DARLING Sonic," She said the way she use to. This only caused Sonic's cheeks to become a shade darker then they already were. Without another word they were gone on another date.

They'd been together for a while now.

Years?

No.

Months?

Yes.

It'd taken Sonic a while to recognize his feelings, maybe he'd just over stayed his welcome at Amy's house, who knows?

This date was like all the others. They'd walk to… run to, a nice restaurant. They'd go to the VIP section and have a great meal, then off to the movies. They'd see something scary or romantic. Today Sonic chose scary, just so Amy would cling to him like the way she use to. After the movies they'd go somewhere special but Amy said she wanted to go home so they did just that.

Once home Sonic would kiss Amy and hide away in his room.

Amy walked into her room and sat down at her desk. Before she wrote anything down though, she ran into the nursery and smiled seeing Tails fast asleep with the baby asleep on top of him, She couldn't help but take out her phone and take a picture. Tucking her phone away in her pocket, Amy woke Tails up and placed the baby in his crib. Tails soon left.

I guess you could say Sonic and Amy have been dating for years… but that fight… (I'm not gonna get into that right now) It caused Sonic to not want to stay in the same room with Amy, even if he was staying at her house. So, now they slept in separate rooms, it gave Amy more space to write the letter, but she was a bit upset about it. Even if they had started over and Sonic forgave her, even though the fight wasn't her fault, but she didn't care.

Amy walked back into her room and sat down at the desk, picking up the pencil, she started to write.

(LALALA To the letter! Amy's POV)

Somehow I just hope that you'll come back to me.

I hope you'll hold me in your strong arms again. I cried myself to sleep for weeks, waiting for you to come back.

I gave up.

I gave up hoping.

I gave up dreaming.

I gave up on you.

I gave up looking.

Then, in the park, there you were. Fast asleep on the bench. Blue fur slightly discolored, shoes a bit dirty, looking to have been starved.

I couldn't help but walk over and lightly place my hand on your cheek. You stirred before opening your eyes. You blinked a few times before giving off a small smile.

"Hey, Ames, what are you doing here?" You said.

"I… I was just going for a walk," I said blushing.

"Oh…" You replied, sounding a bit disappointed.

I couldn't help myself, I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you into a hug. "I thought I lost you," I said softly into your ear before lightly kissing it.

We went home after that.

"I'm sorry I ran," you said looking down, and very sad.

"It's fine, you just needed some time to be alone," I smiled and closed the door, locking it as well. I heard your stomach growl and I giggled, "You want something to eat?"

"YES! I mean… yes, please," You looked up at me with those puppy dog eyes and I smiled before kissing your nose lightly and walking into the kitchen.

I started to make chili dogs, since I knew they were your favorite. I heard your footsteps coming closer, I thought it would be because you wanted to get a plate or something, but the next thing I knew, your arms were wrapped around my waist and you pulled me close, lightly kissing my neck.

I turned around in your arms and kissed you softly. You kissed back, pulling my body as close to yours as possible. Your tongue traveled over my lips, begging for an entrance. I granted your wish, parting my lips slightly. Slowly the kiss grew more wanting, needing. I felt myself heat up, my body screaming for more.

You picked me up slightly and I wrapped my legs around your waist. The next thing I knew, I was on my bed, and my close were coming off. And well, you know the rest.

YAY! This is the longest future scene I wrote! If you wanted a lemon, F U!

I've come up with a weirded out idea and I need opinions. Should I make a version of this in Sonic's POV? Like he's writing letters to Amy? Maybe I'll make Sonic's rated M? Idk, I need to know.

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Yes, one review from an unknown person… I'm thinking of making this story around 10 to 20 chapters… But the longest I wrote was 23 but I'm not putting it up since it fails…

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