(A/N) Because of recent thoughts brought on by a review. I'm deciding to have this story sort of go in a different direction. This review brought it to my attention that I know very little about pregnancy. Therefore, I am changing the story up a little bit. Thank you to all of you that have stuck with this story for so long. I assure you I will post more chapters; it just going to go alittle slower. I am currently sick and have been. That and exams are next week. (A/N End)
Kaname's POV
The fact that Yuki was pregnant baffled me, but struck happiness through me. It occured to me that we had never used a condom nor was she on birth control. Naturally, some suspicions were awoken in me. I began to message my temples.
'It is wrong for me to believe that she is cheating…Yuki has never given me an idea that she may have been unfaithful. But…what about before I turned her? Could she have possibly slept with someone else?' I closed my eyes and sighed, 'many of our doctors still haven't concluded that a child could be killed during the change…so if she had had sex before me…then…the child could possibly not be mine…'
He closed his eyes and thought back to the time before he changed Yuki. The time when she was with Zero.
-Flashback-
Yuki ran with Zero walking behind her.
"Come on silly!" She exclaimed, and turned back and grabbed his hand. "We'll be late if you don't hurry!" His eyes widened with momentary shock. She pulled him along behind her. I stood at my window taking in the slight mess of her hair and the blush that normally wouldn't be seen by the human eye.
I turned my eyes to study her partner. His eyes were less guarded when he looked at her. His hair was as messy as hers. Kaname narrowed his eyes at the slight red mark on the vampire hunter's neck.
-End Flashback-
'Could it be that on that night that Yuki and Zero slept with each other?' He wondered.
"Kaname?" The quiet voice of my fiancé called. She stepped into the library. Her hair as messy as that day. Her eyes were glazed from sleep and hickeys, as well as bite marks, littered her neck.
"Yuki," I spoke, unaware that my voice was accusing, "has there been a man before me?" Her eyes showed her shock and her face showed a look as if I had slapped her. Her eyes filled with tears.
"Kaname….I can't be honest with you," pain wracked through me at her words and the tears that now streamed down her face, "for you had erased many of my human memories when you changed me. I can only remember the people in my life not the events that happened.." At the end of her talk, I buried my head in my hands. One sentence repeated in my head:
'The baby…I was so excited to have…may not be mine…' If I had looked up, I would have seen the look of immense pain on her face and able to foreseen the events that were about to happen.
Yuki's POV
'He regrets changing me! He's regrets having me forever now!' My thoughts screamed as I turned and ran from the room. Ignoring the yells of my name coming from Kaname's mouth. 'I never considered that the child may not have been his! I never thought about the memories I didn't have! I raised his hopes only to crush them! I'm a horrible fiancé! Horrible! He deserves so much better!' While I was thinking I was unaware as to of where I was running. 'I should have never been human!' I wasn't paying attention to the direction I was heading. Nor was I paying attention to the sound of footsteps behind me or the screams of my name following. 'No! I should have never became a vampire! Then I wouldn't have caused Kaname so much pain!'
I ran unfeeling. Inattentive. Numb.
Kaname's POV
I ran after her; fear gripped every cell in my body. I'd been yelling her name since we left the house and she didn't seem to be listening. The water from her tears hit me in the face. They might as well have burned me to equal the pain I felt in my heart at watching her running away from me.
'She's running from me….again.' I thought. 'I shouldn't have tur-no I will not think that! I will run behind her forever if that's what it takes to get her back. But I pray it won't take that long…'
I could feel tears beginning to fall from my eyes. The King of Purebloods has finally broken.
A Night Later
Kaname's POV
I could hear the voices of a crowd and the heart beats of thousands.
'She led us into a city!' My thoughts screamed, 'she'll never forgive herself if she bites a human! How long has it been since she's fed?'
The shock of this had secondly stopped me. When I looked up, I had lost all trace of Yuki.