Ok guys, here's a bonus chapter! Yay! It's a song fiction about Rephiam and Stevie Rae in the story. Based on the ending of chapter 12. The song is Don't You Wanna Stay by Jason Aldean ft. Kelly Clarkson (LOVE THIS SONG!). Btw, the ending of this chapter, the last 6 lines of lyrics, are tied in with excerpts from the story and the last line is on Stevie Rae's POV and the POV starts with Rephiam then alternate just so you know.
Both:
I really hate to let this moment go
Touching your skin, and your hair falling slow
When a goodbye kiss, feels like this…
She pleads and begs me to let her go with me. I want to let her but she is not mine to take. She never was and yet I still kissed her. And I still kiss her. I would kiss her to the end on the world but I cannot. I really hate to let her go, but her life is not with me.
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight? Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?
I don't understand. I thought he cared. I thought he loves me. I know he does. He admitted it. Why won't he let me stay with him? I love him so much and I don't want to stay in Boulder. If I do I would have to marry Dallas. I can't marry someone I don't love. I think about telling him, trying to change his thoughts but it's too late.
Let's take it slow, I don't wanna move too fast
I don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last
When you're on this high, it's a sad goodbye…
She loves me and I love her. But with me being a Black Raven I cannot trust love. I just do not want to make love, I want to have love. Share it and keep it special. I, for a moment think about just taking her. It was after she told me she loves me. I can take her too. She will not struggle. I could take her away and run from everyone. But I cannot. She would not have a life with me. She would not be safe and her safety is the most important thing to me. It is a sad goodbye but it has to be done.
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?
Oh yeah… Oh, you feel so perfect, baby That it feels so perfect, baby…
I know he won't let me go with him. I just want one more night. One more night to sleep in his arms and make the night last forever. I can never feel this way again with anyone. He is The One. The tears storm to my eyes but I refuse to cry. I refuse to be weak before him and for him to remember me as the weak girl who cried when he left. It's beating me up on the inside. He's just so perfect despite what he says.
I want one more night. I loved the time we fell asleep in each others arms. I loved feeling her warm body against mine while she slept her breathing even and calm. I would want that moment to last forever and to never end. She just feels so perfect, she is perfect. And I know that I will never find another like her. I leaned in and kissed her for the last time.
Don't you wanna stay here a little while? (x2)
A hand reached down to me and I moved back… I looked at the hand for a few moments before I gingerly placed my hand in his and he pulled me up… "You're a Black Raven."
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
…A sudden sound of a throat clearing. She squealed loudly and dropped into the water…He looked at her a little bit longer and he turned and walked away.
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
…His lips crashed onto hers. Her eyes widened and the hand on her neck disappeared and moved to her waist… Stevie Rae closed her eyes and kissed the Black Raven back. He kissed her roughly, his lips sliding over hers… She copied his movements and formed her lips with his… her arms wrapping around his neck…
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
…He (Hotah) is yanked off her and thrown out of the loft. A thud followed by a pain filled grunt told her that he hit the floor, hard… She was leaning on the wall waiting for him to come up…With the second hand when his other hand came up and covered hers… "Are you alright?"
We can make forever feel this way
… Rephiam awoke with a heavy sigh. He looked down at the girl in his arms and smiled…She woke up too, groggier than he did. "Rephiam?" She called to him softly.
Don't you wanna stay?
…"I told you to stay with the shaman."…"I couldn't let you die."…She wrapped her arms around his torso and hugged him, the tears unrolling on his shoulder. He sighed and he too wrapped his arms around her.
Don't you wanna stay?
As I watched him disappear into the darkness I only had one thought; don't you wanna stay with me?
So what'd ya think? Depressing right? Yeah… Well on the plus side, at least one more chapter left. Depending on how long the chapter is, I might make it a two part but the chance of that happening is slim to none. Well please review.