Ven's POV
I don't know how long I had been there, day, weeks, months? There was no clock, no calender, nothing to keep track of the time I had been there. It was the same routine everyday too. He would come in from who knows where, use me then go to sleep. Each time it was worse too. I don't know what it is but he somehow seemed more evil every time. More bruises appear on my skin and more bite marks show up on my neck and shoulders. He doesn't beat me, he's just rough.
Each time my body betrays me. As if it were some cruel sick joke it was playing. My heart knew I loved him and my brain always asked why. Maybe I was hoping that someday he would come in and let me go. Let me go home. I was starting to question myself. Would I leave if he gave me the opportunity? Or was I addicted? Its not like I had anywhere to go. Heaven was no longer my home. I was too tainted. Then there were times he played with not only my body, but my heart. He would caress my skin and kiss me gently. These were the times that I was most vulnerable. I would nuzzle into his hand and kiss him back. My heart would flutter and I felt guilty that it did.
I sit there and wonder what would have happened if I had just carried out my mission. If I had listened like a good angel. I'd still be in Heaven, with Aqua and the others. Lonely, but pure. I can't. handle this. I can't handle my soul being tainted. I want to go back to the the way it was. Where I was light and he was dark. Even if he loved me, my soul corrupt, darkness is too much for just two people. It will consume us.
The opening of the door wrenched me from my thoughts. I looked up, expecting to see Terra. I was right but he was not alone. A man with no hair, piercing gold eyes and a silver goatee accompanied him. At the man's side was another fallen angel. He looked like me only with wild black spiked hair and eyes matching his master's. Fangs poked out from his lips. The other boy was nude as well and didn't seem to mind. So this is what I was going to turn into. Terra addressed me. "Ventus, bow" I did as I was told, though I didn't know why the command was given in the first place. I knew better than to question it.
"This is Xehanort, also known as the devil. This is his personal fallen, Vanitas."
The devil...no wonder he frightened me. He came towards me and inspected. As he did, he spoke to Terra, "Very good work. I am proud of you Terra. You have turned out to be quite the demon." without warning he bent me over. "I see you've been getting full use little one. You should be honored." Xehanort let me go and went back to his fallen, petting him a bit. "I sense some light in him still Terra, be very careful. That kind of thing can be dangerous." without another word he left.
Terra smiled and pet me affectionately. "Very good, that just earned you a reward." He undid the collar around my neck. "Now remember. You try to escape, you will pay dearly. I'm keeping you here for your own good. If you behave I'll take you to the Gray Lands" I looked down. Though I was free from my chains, I was still a prisoner. Terra leaned down and kissed me softly before leaving. At least I had something to look forward to.
So I did as told, pleasured him with a smile and was extra good, just so I could see the outside world. Terra took notice and when the day came he gave me clothes to wear before placing a leash around my neck. "Just so everyone knows who you belong to and no one gets any ideas" he explained. I nodded, not caring. I was finally going to leave, even if it was temporary.
When we arrived the air was cool and the flowers seemed to look more beautiful. I had taken them for granted when I was free. I will never do so again. A familiar voice spoke "Ven!" I looked up to see Aqua. My heart sank. I didn't want her to see me like this. "Ven what happened?" My wings fluttered as if to answer her question. She gasped and rounded on Terra. "You monster!"
Terra only smirked holding up a hand, "You were the idiot who didn't inform him that taking a demon's seed would corrupt him. He made the choice on his own. He wanted the sex. Its not like I forced myself on him." Aqua frown and looked down at me. "Is this true? You let him have sex with you?"
I couldn't lie, nor could I look at her. Staring down at my feet, I nodded. My eyes lifted a bit to see her reaction. Her face was contorted in disgust. "Ventus! How could you? I thought we taught you better!" It was a stab to my heart. "I-I love him" I whispered.
I felt the sharp sting as Aqua slapped me across the face, "Demons don't love you idiot. How could you be so stupid?" Terra growled and shoved her. "You touch him again angel and I'll take your head and wings to the devil himself."
Aqua glared at him and they stared each other down until she turned away, "You're dead to me Ven. You hear that?" I collapsed in tears.
Terra leaned down and wiped my tears away, "See how they shun their own kind when they are of no use to them. I will never to that. I will always be by your side Ven...you don't need her. All you need is me. Let go of your light and let the darkness consume you."
He lifted me into his arms and carried me home. That night he was gentle. No bruises, no bite marks. Just gentle pleasure that made my heart flutter and made my soul guilty.