Ven's POV

Since the day Aqua had abandoned me I got closer to Terra. When he would come home, I would engage him instead of vice versa. I brought him things with a smile and would participate with enthusiasm when he used me. My love for him grew. He was the only person I had left in the afterlife. It wasn't long until he let me off the leash, pleased with my new attitude. Xehanort seem to come around more often. Lately while Terra was out. He would come in and look me over, his smile sent chills down my spine. Vanitas always glared at me whenever his master would give me attention. I knew he was jealous, but I didn't care.

One day I was laying on the bed. Terra had used me all night and I was exhausted. Content and satisfied I had just layed down when I heard the door open. Thinking Terra had forgotten something, I ignored it, my eyes closed. I felt a hand stroke my wing. I couldn't help but smile. I always loved it when Terra did that. A small noise of approval left my lips as the hand stroked up my spine and around my neck. The other was at my hip. "Mmm, Master we did it all night, I thought you got enough."

"I'm sure he did. Don't tell me you didn't leave anything for me..."

My eyes snapped open. That hadn't been Terra's voice. I look behind me to see Xehanort sitting at the edge of the bed. The devil smirked, "Of course if you're that tired you can just lay there and let me have my way with you."

I growled, glaring. "Go away! Terra isn't here." the smirk only grew wider, "Oh I know. I was waiting for him to leave. I want to see why hes so protective over you." he reached out to touch me but I scooted away. This made him angry. He grabbed me by the hair and threw me on the floor. Pinning my hands with one hand, he used the other to unzip his pants. I struggled and it only made him angrier. His fist came down in my stomach. I cried out in pain and coughed as the wind was knocked out of me. Instinctively I curled in a ball and he just wrenched my legs apart. I was just recovering when I felt the searing pain at my entrance. He was taking me dry.

I bit my lip. I wasn't about the give that bastard the satisfaction of seeing me in pain so I hid my face. He was rough and tears were falling down my cheeks, but I kept quiet. I could feel the blood drip down my thighs. I just laid there and prayed it was over soon. It wasn't long before I felt him fill my insides. His seed stinging my abused hole. The pain was so overwhelming I could feel myself losing consciousness. The last thing I remember was Terra barging in, angry. Xehanort behind shoved off of me and thrown against the wall. After that everything went black.

When I woke up I was in Terra's arms. He was holding me close and cradling me. "T-Terra?" He looked down at me and stroked my cheek. "How long was I out?" Terra was frowning, he looked upset, "A few hours now." I curled against him.

"I'm sorry"

I looked up at him curiously, "Huh?"

"I'm sorry. I should have watched you closer. You're mine and no one elses. I'm sorry I let that monster have you. From now on I will make sure no one else even touches you."

I looked down, he had been worried about me this whole time. "Terra...its okay, I-"

"Its not okay!" he snapped. "I failed you as a master. I couldn't even protect my own pet."

There is was. I hated it when he talked like this. It wasn't the way demons talked. Demons didn't protect their pets, they shared them. Vanitas had told me Xehanort had let six other demons have him at once in an attempt to scare. me. Was it possible that Terra actually cared? Or maybe even...loved me?

No. Demons don't love. But then again Terra wasn't a typical demon. The situation made my head hurt. I didn't want to think anymore. I didn't want to feel anymore. The love I had for Terra was eating me from the inside out. I wanted to tell him but somehow I felt it was taboo. I don't care anymore. I want to tell him...but not here. Not in this hell hole. "Take me to the Gray Lands." I requested weakly. "But Ven...you're barely recovering. I looked to him with pleading eyes. He simply nodded and lifted me up, holding me close to his chest.

We didn't speak until we got there. The breeze felt nice and the sight of flowers and green made me feel warm. This is where I would tell him. At least if he got angry with me, I would have seen this place one last time.

I looked up to my master, "Terra...I love you" He just stared down at me, speechless. I flinched waiting for him to hit me, to beat me, rip my wings off and lock me up for an eternity. "What did you just say?" his voice was barely a whisper. I swallowed hard and repeated myself.

"I love you." When he didn't move I felt a little more confident. Slowly I leaned up and pressed my lips against him. My whole body felt warm, almost hot. He kissed back, but only a few seconds before he wrenched away from me and I felt myself hit the ground. Both him and I were glowing. He was curled on the floor writhing and crying out. I tried reaching out to him but he would pull away. Smoke emitted from his body and he screamed louder.

What had I done?