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Ashes To Ashes-Chapter Fifteen: Pain

Peter POV

I saw Jasper hug Charlotte back tightly then his eyes narrowed and he shoved her away from him. I growled lowly at him and he breathed out hard but didn't breathe in. "What are you doing here?" His voice was rough, it sounded raw and I sighed. "Who called you?" I could see his eyes were black and his hands were in fists, I pulled Charlotte into my side and watched him closely. "Rosalie was the on to call us. She said she was worried about you and thought we could help you..."

"Help me?" Jasper chuckled darkly then glared. "Help me! I lost my wife! The ONLY reason I wanted to keep to this diet and not go back to finding Maria to help her! I don't need help! I need Alice back!" He yelled out us so loud that the pictures and paintings on the walls shook. He snarled at us both then backed up into the room. "Want to actually help me Peter? Then leave." He slammed the door shut in our faces and I looked at Charlotte who was looking down. "We'll help him Charlotte...he's just going through a very hard time."

We both heard him growl from inside the room and I took Charlotte's hand. "Come...lets hunt then speak with Carlisle once he returns." We walked down the stares, outside and I glanced back at the house. This was going to take a lot of time...

Rosalie POV

I saw Peter and Charlotte coming out of the house and I ran over to them. "Didn't go as planned..." Peter nodded at what I said and I sighed. "I'm sorry about all that I-"

"Don't be sorry Rosalie, your worried about your brother you have every right to be. His mood is understandable, I'd be just as bad or worse if I lost Charlotte." I could see Peter flinch even just saying the words. I knew how he would feel, I'd feel the same if I ever lost Emmett. "We're going hunting and we'd like to speak with Carlisle once we return...will he be home?" Peter kissed Charlotte's head and held her closer as she spoke. I gave a slight nod and sighed. "He should be." They both nodded then walked past me into the woods.

Edward came up to me and turned me around so I was looking at him. "What is it?"

"He wants to speak with you..." I swallowed harder than necassary and walked into the house and up the stairs. "...Jasper?" I knocked on the outside of his door and heard slight movement.

Jasper POV

I heard Rosalie outside of the room and I lost it. I opened the door and grabbed her by the neck then slammed the door shut and pinned her against it. "WHY THEM ROSALIE? What part of I just want to be ALONE do you not get?" I growled at her loudly and slammed her against the door a bit hard. "You have no idea how I am feeling right now!"

"I was just trying to help!" She yelled at me and I grabbed her by the wrists and pinned them. "Help. I am very tired of hearing the word HELP. No one can help me! The only one that could is dead now!" I heard someone coming up the stairs and I moved Rosalie and myself away from the door and used my power, inflicting exactly how I felt onto Rosalie. She went down to her knees and clutched at her chest and I let it continue not bothering to stop it. She gasped in breaths and I growled. "Imagine that Rosalie. Imagine that every single hour of every single day! Then add everyone else's emotions into it!" I let how the others felt add to my pain that was already on her.

Grief, pain, everything was on her and for once I actually felt a sort of relief that I didn't have it all pinned it. The door flung open and Edward knelt down next to Rosalie. "Jasper stop! She didn't kill Alice! She was trying to help you. If you don't stop I'll force you to now STOP!" I growled and he stood up and I noticed something in his emotions...

Regret.

I stopped her from feeling the emotions and grabbed her by the arm and pushed both of her and him outside of the room and slammed the door. I heard her dry sobbing and I sat down on the end of the bed.

Why the hell would Edward have regret?